In a full heart there is room for everything, and in an empty heart there is room for nothing
- Antonio Porchia

the answer to e question... wg is wearing a almost similar shirt as me... haiz~ 

wicked stuff man.. $70+ of ice-cream on display 

do not try this at home 

song bo! 

notice something seriously wrong? 

2 girls and rainbow painted wood 

overlooking part of town  

21 jan 2005 was the day i turned 21..frm teen to young adult to adult...
time flies...remembered the times when we all were still in sec sch...
aniway guys thank u so much 4 my 21st bdae gift...very memorable...
i can say it's priceless...not 4 sale!!! no other pple can get it...haha...
thx guys~ :)

went to australian open(tennis grand slam) today!! i got myself sunburnt. yes, kelvin tan can be sunburnt despite common belief that i am a white chicken ghost. i saw so many good players! standing like a few metres away from them and watching them practice by the court before their big matches.i got pics but then i have to load em up first. got a shot of james blake and rafael nadal from like 2 feet. soooo many irritating girls screaming and shouting. aiyoh. but i must say they look quite good in real life man. i saw Daniela Hantuchova(http://www.australianopen.com/en_AU/bios/ws/wtah394.html) when she was practicing!!! in a like ultra tight tube and shorts! she looks damn hot la wah lao eh!!! cannot take it. on tv she looks horrible though. hmmm. i saw Davenport, albert Costa,Myskina,Dementieva,Petrova. yeah all for $20 bucks. its damn worth it man.i love melbourne in summer man. hohoho

harlo friends and family and people of the blog. my new num is +61433454666. yah i know tharin u dont care so this is not to u. hohoho. so yeah. i tried this new chilli i brought back from s'pore. called

lemon chilli saucec (extra hot), the brand is TOHO. i guarrenty u all will love it, it tastes like the stingray chilli sorta thing u know? yeah. anyway, cq. happy birthday dude. go out and celebrate!! you deserve it man.

i actually passed my french placement test, very much to my surprise. i had thought i completely humiliated myself during the oral exam (which i didn't expect). and thus my mind went blank and i couldnt even recognise the question "what's your name?" in french. other inane questions were shot at me and i mumbled off one word answers, i tried desperately to string my answers into coherent sentences but to not much avail. it was one of my most humbling experiences yet.

okok sorry kelvin i promise ill give it back to you.....who would want to steal your fake nokia? he mustve been super poor man.... oh well...at least you got your power desktop so it should distract you from the fact that your hp got stolen. didnt buy insurance?

so farking suei. i fell asleep at the library cubicle just now in the afternoon and when i woke up my handphone was gone. fark the person who stole it. i hope his/her whole family dies of cancer soon. so freaking annoying. argh.

i spent my whole day tweaking and meddling with this rigid black box that we call a desktop. It is my source of supreme joy. when i look at it i want nothing else but to continue customising and turning it into a monster of a machine. god, now i know what it feels like to get what u've been dreaming of for years. it feelsss absolutely fantastic. :)

Character is the architecture of the being
- Louise Nevelson

A word of encouragement during a failure is worth more than an hour of praise after success
- Anonymous

so irritaing. so bloody irritating.
human beings are such unique creatures.
you either love them or hate them.
sometimes love and hate them.
when does a person cross over your personal boundaries and space
and end up being a parasite?

im afraid. afraid of the darkness, afraid of being alone, afraid of the the future.
i cant sleep, i cant think, it hits my now and then when i figure out that i am wasting my life away. Though it will go away, it will come back again and the cycle will repeat itself. argh i frustrate myself when i think of it.i want to dig my way out. i hope i dont become depressed.

how do you tactfully tell somebody to leave you alone in peace without sounding too harsh?
i dont have that sort of tolerance or patience for the person in question.
he annoys me just by his mere presence and the stolen glances give me the creeps.
he doesnt have a high IQ and his EQ is nowhere in sight.
see i sound like a total bitch already.

see la so excited to see your girlfriend.... thats wat you get for being an id iot. although i havent seen purple before..must look cool. only seen green coffee before! :D

i forgot to wash a pot that i cooked indomee in and went home for the holidays, its now green and white and pink and purple. I CANT EAT INDOMEE ANYMORE! crap, it looks so gross i dare not even wash it. but i must wash it and sanitise it b4 i can eat my indo meeee.

hi
sorry for not calling you guys n meeting up
while i was in spore for 3 days..
it was a bit rush
im quite tired after my trip too
ill prob b back early feb
ill see you all then
sorry..

the past five days has been considerably the best five days ive had since i-dunno-when. it's pleasurable tending to a retail shop all by yourself, from being able to call the shots at how many percent discount you're giving to vacuuming the place is gratifying. i love the teeny weeny red rocking chair, the feel of the clothes, watering the cactus, swiping the nets card and even rummaging through piles of clothes just to find that one size for that one customer. it's satisfying. (plus i get to buy clothes at a good discount and i've bought quite a bit already..hahah) i'd do it again. makes me wanna do that for a living, only if im working for myself, that is.

"You know what's interesting to me is that being physically paralyzed for eight years, I get pretty impatient when people are able-bodied but are somehow paralyzed for other reasons, and I'm going, 'Come on, come on, go for it.'It took being in a chair to realize that. And so my recommendation is don't break your neck to find out that you need to fulfill your potential."

- Christoper Reeve -

think my smile is better looking that her's 

this is ben... sure he's happy man... he had a couple of drinks n a new handphone for the new year!..how not to b 

do they look kindda alike? 

xl look kinda tipsy...hohoho 

damn!... knew that kel ain't straight  

tharin's treat man! 

xl n jennifer(messy eaters)...hao yi si ownself eat!!! 

wg's.....(kinda take the form of a faeces) 

ben's 

mine!!!! 

hey xl and andreas and tian li, pictures are up.
the ones at indochine. only downloaded the few that we took.
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2133541091
enjoy.

ive been thinking the whole week and re-watched one of the seasons of sex and the city.
i have to admit that i've become one of those irritating people who are always whining abt what a shithole their lives are simply because i refuse to see the good things there are in it. im still brilliant at dishing out sound advice to others yet i cant figure out what to tell myself.
i have to admit that im not one who's easily contented;
i have people who truly care abt me yet i have this urge to shun them and make them flee.
i have to admit ive become one of those people who dont know what they want anymore.
right now im living in ghost town where i cant acknowledge my ghost, cant confront him and cant send him away.

mate
i have nothing to say
what else is there to talk about
things have happened
i cant change it
i honestly want to move on

xl's home hanging 

top :don't blame me, they falsh really bright man! 

3 si botak 

steamed sambal. a little difficult to see

andreas and ben

wk and chen

the gals with their boys

mind over matter

xiao and kel

after seeing a chio bu

the boys

xiao's mess