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if e bullets ever manage to fly over these hills... our mat neighbour won't b happy i suppose =) 
13 jun 2005, mon: i received a phone call...a phone call tat brought mi bad news...i was asked 2 go 4 a course...2 become an armour vehicle technician. I informed my superiors n all. They say will fight for mi 2 stay @ Singapore Technologies Kinetics 2 continue the project which i had done for almost 3 mths...Life @ ST kinetics was gd. Wear civilian clothes everyday 2 work. Working hr 8.30-6pm. Pretty slack. Well, i guess all gd things come 2 an end pretty fast. Hope i could stay...but chances r slim...haiz...WHY WHY?? Being a technician is not so bad la...Can obtain skills on repairing vehicles....but still prefer my project life...aniway hope for the best...hope i receive gd news for my stay @ ST kinetics...i'm mentally prepared for the course aniway...haiz...troubled...
a dear old man i knew passed away on sunday and i just returned from his wake.
while many paid tribute to him, reminiscing how he would tell his countless stories, recite his endless poems and how much he cared about the people he knew; i couldnt help but cry. i was thinking to myself, "why is it that i don't seem to have power to command my mind to stop making the tear ducts act up". i dont think i remember that tears could actually flow so unceasingly and easily until tonight. he left a legacy of love.
i wanna leave mine too.
while many paid tribute to him, reminiscing how he would tell his countless stories, recite his endless poems and how much he cared about the people he knew; i couldnt help but cry. i was thinking to myself, "why is it that i don't seem to have power to command my mind to stop making the tear ducts act up". i dont think i remember that tears could actually flow so unceasingly and easily until tonight. he left a legacy of love.
i wanna leave mine too.
hey guys,
i appreciate each and everyone of you.
just thought of letting you guys know, it is great to have friends like you.
for a while, i was carried away by life, how monotonous it was, how boring it was, i guess i was taking my friendship and life in general for granted. i was losing that spark in life, losing that faith i guess. But all is well now after reading a few letters and cards.
How we have all grown, how we have all becoming adults, facing different challenges, making new friends, discovering new things, all without one another. But no matter what, we are still friends til now, and it has to mean something right?
i am pretty much satisfied now. Have many great days ahead!
This kind of gushing don't come very often from me haha. today is an unusual day i guess.
signing off jen.
i appreciate each and everyone of you.
just thought of letting you guys know, it is great to have friends like you.
for a while, i was carried away by life, how monotonous it was, how boring it was, i guess i was taking my friendship and life in general for granted. i was losing that spark in life, losing that faith i guess. But all is well now after reading a few letters and cards.
How we have all grown, how we have all becoming adults, facing different challenges, making new friends, discovering new things, all without one another. But no matter what, we are still friends til now, and it has to mean something right?
i am pretty much satisfied now. Have many great days ahead!
This kind of gushing don't come very often from me haha. today is an unusual day i guess.
signing off jen.
Life is so peaceful. i am enjoying it.
no school, no obligations, no anything.
i can grab coffee, and people watch the whole day. look at time passing by without any worries. having plenty of time to waste. i love it. wasting time is what i am best at. haha.
no school, no obligations, no anything.
i can grab coffee, and people watch the whole day. look at time passing by without any worries. having plenty of time to waste. i love it. wasting time is what i am best at. haha.
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aced my first paper, went through it like a breeze. gave me the utmost satisfaction. at last my hardwork seems to be paying off. or did it. had a paper the following day and i had no energy nor drive to study for it and i was writing gibberish on that scrap of paper they call the exam booklet. im back down to earth now and studying again for the other papers :(...
my course needs some major restructuring. so much emphasis is put on memorising stupid lines from stupid lecture notes, im starting to wonder if even the toilet man can do my paper.
my course needs some major restructuring. so much emphasis is put on memorising stupid lines from stupid lecture notes, im starting to wonder if even the toilet man can do my paper.
i had a great time chilling @ WALA WALA...got a live band, EIC performing...they were great...able 2 do songs requests(e.g coldplay, foo fighter, red hot chilli pepper, matchbox 20 n etc....)...kelly n rueychen n their grp often head down to there 2 chill out...so tis time round they jio mi n my frens 2 go...was my 1st time..haha..n guess wad...the seats kelly n rueychen chop for mi n my other frens were right smack in front of the stage...haha...gd view of the whole band though...basically we sat ard a round table...order sum beer, listen 2 the band n chit chat...funny thing was one of the bass guitarist realize mi n my frens were new 2 WALA WALA...he pointed at our table n thru the mic he jokingly called us 'WALA virgins'...haha...a veri funni guy...he's very gd in his bass guitar..awesome man...the performance lasted frm 9.30pm-1.30am. song bo...b4 9pm was happie hr 1 for 1...i made a song request GooGoo Dolls - Iris which was the last song 2 wrapped up for the nite...on the paper i stated "To: WALA Virgins". haha...so they kinda knew it was frm us. Overall i can say it's great to chill out there...had a hectic week...manage 2 relax n de-stress myself @ WALA WALA ...enjoyed my fri nite~~ guys nxt fri free we go ?? on bo??
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im starting to doubt my abilities. It seems that slowly my desire to do the things i wanted to achieve before is leaking away. i hope i find some way of rekindling that desire before i become another one of the walking zombies out there who dont know what they want with their lives. not that best place to be posting the thoughts running through my mind for fear of unwanted repercussions and attention. just abit of doubt about stuff and feeling like there is this big void of expectations to fill. sigh :( must be exam stress. never been so scared of failing before. dont intend on experiencing it
i have re-confirmed the sad fact that im always lagging behind technology and that computers and i just really don't get along at all. a computer revived from the dead yet still as hapless as a newborn.
i went to eski bar today with a classmate from nus n jen joined us later, its at tanjong pagar n its really cool. cool in the sense it was freezing my ass off and we had to borrow winter jackets from the bar staff so maybe "cool" is an understatement then but i really enjoyed the bitching session, discussing everything from the scandals in school to saying lewd jokes and listing bimbo instances to whether eski bar actually made money and whether they were about to close down after; quote n unquote jen, "the novelty wears off". its sad though that so many of these cool chill out places come n go like the tides but thats how the business is, harsh. next time we should all go there n freeze before they eventually shut down and drink their signature drinks one of which i tried, the eski blue, really sweet and nice..enjoyed every drop.
im just writing random stuff now, a thought jus came to mind. you know the typical love story in the most taiwanese serials where the boy A meets girl A n falls in love yet cannot be with girl because of the other dying girl B and girl A becomes noble and gives them blessings and pretends to accept love from boy B but girl A's still deeply in love with boy A and the lovers are torned and in anguish and blah blah blah you get the pic.
that never happens in real life. it sounds to me like a truck load of bullshit but i cannot be certain that one of us wouldnt experience it firsthand. but i highly doubt it. even without the dramamama of dying girl B, i dont think i'll ever be that noble with love. there's always this deeply hurt party in either direction n no one ever leaves happy.
can it possibly be true that when you see the one you love (in the romantic sense) happy, even if he or she isn't with you, you'll still be happy?
i went to eski bar today with a classmate from nus n jen joined us later, its at tanjong pagar n its really cool. cool in the sense it was freezing my ass off and we had to borrow winter jackets from the bar staff so maybe "cool" is an understatement then but i really enjoyed the bitching session, discussing everything from the scandals in school to saying lewd jokes and listing bimbo instances to whether eski bar actually made money and whether they were about to close down after; quote n unquote jen, "the novelty wears off". its sad though that so many of these cool chill out places come n go like the tides but thats how the business is, harsh. next time we should all go there n freeze before they eventually shut down and drink their signature drinks one of which i tried, the eski blue, really sweet and nice..enjoyed every drop.
im just writing random stuff now, a thought jus came to mind. you know the typical love story in the most taiwanese serials where the boy A meets girl A n falls in love yet cannot be with girl because of the other dying girl B and girl A becomes noble and gives them blessings and pretends to accept love from boy B but girl A's still deeply in love with boy A and the lovers are torned and in anguish and blah blah blah you get the pic.
that never happens in real life. it sounds to me like a truck load of bullshit but i cannot be certain that one of us wouldnt experience it firsthand. but i highly doubt it. even without the dramamama of dying girl B, i dont think i'll ever be that noble with love. there's always this deeply hurt party in either direction n no one ever leaves happy.
can it possibly be true that when you see the one you love (in the romantic sense) happy, even if he or she isn't with you, you'll still be happy?
i am really worried about my future. crap, i will be graduating in a year and i have freaking no idea what i want to do, what direction i am taking. i am really scared. freaks me out.
taipei was really good. i can see myself living in that city for a while.
not even one week in singapore, and i am itching to get out, to travel, to go somewhere.i guess i really love traveling.
apart from wanting to get out, i pretty much ain't doing anything. everyday stay at home and rot. but so far i am enjoying rotting. but after a while this rotting is going to get onto my nerves. i know. i can feel it coming already.
taipei was really good. i can see myself living in that city for a while.
not even one week in singapore, and i am itching to get out, to travel, to go somewhere.i guess i really love traveling.
apart from wanting to get out, i pretty much ain't doing anything. everyday stay at home and rot. but so far i am enjoying rotting. but after a while this rotting is going to get onto my nerves. i know. i can feel it coming already.
i lost smthing really precious to me while workin yesterday; my make-up pouch. i know, i know it might sound ridiculously trivial to you boys but there are more stuff in there than jus my make-up: the pair of pretty earrings my mommy gave me, the other accessories i got from taipei, the moisturising lip gloss i bought from taipei for my sister's bdae, my handy dandy blusher brush which i cant find it anywhere here anymore and of course my other make-up which i shan't bother lisitng since none of you boys would be remotely interested (ive already whined to jen so she knows exactly wat ive lost). maybe i shall give you a few analogies; my losing the make-up pouch is just like tharin losing his precious car key then realising his car's been dismantled (ok maybe thats a bit too much; jus the example of tharin losing his car key would do), benjamin losing the new spoiler he recently fixed, kelvin losing his computer, mj losing his entire set of No.4...you get my drift lah. so now, im going to work and hopefully (fingers crossed very tightly) i'll be able to find it after ransacking the entire shop. i jus hope and pray someone didnt throw it away by accident while we were taking stock yest, or that some kleptomaniac didnt jus swoop it away while pretending to be a customer. maybe it jus isnt exactly my week considerin i had to take a jab on my butt cuz of some allergic reaction i had to smthing i ate a few days ago. ok now, will stop whining, maybe if u guys became a girl jus for a day, you'll empathise. so meanwhile, im thankful for jen, at least im not the only girl around.
yo dudes how's going man..just graduated from sispec last saturday..finally i got out of that forgotten island..hahaha..hate that place man..now i'm in 3 guards which is at bedok that area definitely feels better to b residing in main land..haiz..but i haf to b a trainee for another 5 weeks before i can start showing some attitude 2 my men..hahahah..wicked..anyway how u guys been hardly heard from u guys..especially dreas..duno wat he up to..tharin ya blog is like car menu very informative..learnt quite abit juz by reading ya blog..keep it up dude..can feel that ya passion is high on this one man..tianli you're the man..thats all i haf to say..hehehe..jennifer n xl no need much to add la..they r still in 'taiwan' hahaha..juz make people jealous only man..for sure dudes we'll go overseas together man..will b fun!..ok i haf to leave..naruto is waiting for me...hope u guys write more often so i got something to read abt every weekend when i book out yeah!..have fun!..b happy!
exams are nearing, extremely under prepared unlike my usual self. Think its cuz of my lack of time management this semester. Feeling afraid that i might stuff up my papers and i cant wait to set foot on spore soil again. want to eat sleep and breathe singapore life for a month. miss u guys and see u soon!
i love taipei. it completely rocks my world and i wish i could extend my stay here but i gotta work on friday..haha..sheesh. but im glad i made this trip. the people here are hot hot hot. hahah.. im actually considering coming over to teach english cuz there are like gazillions bu xi zhong xin around..and everyone's tryin to pick up english, they have those handbooks n they sit at starbucks and practice. we went clubbing too at a place called LUXY, it's a gorgeous place but friggin expensive, 700NT per person but i felt it was worth the money, had a lot of fun there. we really should come to taiwan together, seriously. im sure you boys will have a good time. :)
oh and today we went to a place called dan shiu, it reminded me a lil of australia. we went to slack at one of the starbucks (oh macdonalds and starbucks has really taken over the world, they're everywhere in taiwan as well, even in ooo loo areas) in danshui and jus watched the sun set, it was jus beautiful. sigh. haha
anyways i miss you guys, so does jen; wish you guys could see what we're seeing.
and as for the chou dou fu jen told you we ate, jus wanna add that "horrid" is an understatement. ack.
alritey then see you boys soon!
oh and today we went to a place called dan shiu, it reminded me a lil of australia. we went to slack at one of the starbucks (oh macdonalds and starbucks has really taken over the world, they're everywhere in taiwan as well, even in ooo loo areas) in danshui and jus watched the sun set, it was jus beautiful. sigh. haha
anyways i miss you guys, so does jen; wish you guys could see what we're seeing.
and as for the chou dou fu jen told you we ate, jus wanna add that "horrid" is an understatement. ack.
alritey then see you boys soon!
finally in taipei. wooo hooooooo!
taipei is the best. can we come back soon, this time with you guys.
Taipei rocks, i love Xi Men Ding. It is THE place, it is like bustling with life boy!
saw plenty of hot guys today. saw a jay chou look alike, but xl doesn't think he is looks like jay chou. we saw sharon au in shilin night market!! we were so damn excited, took pictures with her. haha. starstrucked. i am her fan now!!
i am broke. xl even more broke. both of us spent like tons of money on the clothes here.
well we tried to like take picture of chio gals. we took like only one haha.
can let you guys ogle when we come back.
lots of interesting things happened to us during the trip
update you guys when we come back.
hard to believe, but we actually miss you guys.... haha
see ya really soon. we will be back on thurs night, 1045 flight.
jen
taipei is the best. can we come back soon, this time with you guys.
Taipei rocks, i love Xi Men Ding. It is THE place, it is like bustling with life boy!
saw plenty of hot guys today. saw a jay chou look alike, but xl doesn't think he is looks like jay chou. we saw sharon au in shilin night market!! we were so damn excited, took pictures with her. haha. starstrucked. i am her fan now!!
i am broke. xl even more broke. both of us spent like tons of money on the clothes here.
well we tried to like take picture of chio gals. we took like only one haha.
can let you guys ogle when we come back.
lots of interesting things happened to us during the trip
update you guys when we come back.
hard to believe, but we actually miss you guys.... haha
see ya really soon. we will be back on thurs night, 1045 flight.
jen
hey guys!
greetings from taiwan. xiaoling and me are in taichung now, we will be heading to tainan tomorrow.
so far the trip has been not bad, getting better everyday.
but taiwan not as great as i thought it would be.
no hot guys, how sad is that. no jay chou even "sad-der".
the only thing here is to eat and shop, and it gets boring after a while.
the hostel on our first day was HORRIBLE to the max! i swear. it is like sydney number two, only worse!
the hostel looked like it was going to collaspe anytime soon, crumbling walls with peeling paint. the toilet was bad to the max, no words to describe.
bottom line, it was damn bad.
met up with ming jun in taipei. he is doing fine.he will coming back tomorrow.
i think he broke his finger on the 5th day of the training. OUCH.
okay will try to post pictures up if i can.
damn tired, going back to rest.
signing off, jen.
greetings from taiwan. xiaoling and me are in taichung now, we will be heading to tainan tomorrow.
so far the trip has been not bad, getting better everyday.
but taiwan not as great as i thought it would be.
no hot guys, how sad is that. no jay chou even "sad-der".
the only thing here is to eat and shop, and it gets boring after a while.
the hostel on our first day was HORRIBLE to the max! i swear. it is like sydney number two, only worse!
the hostel looked like it was going to collaspe anytime soon, crumbling walls with peeling paint. the toilet was bad to the max, no words to describe.
bottom line, it was damn bad.
met up with ming jun in taipei. he is doing fine.he will coming back tomorrow.
i think he broke his finger on the 5th day of the training. OUCH.
okay will try to post pictures up if i can.
damn tired, going back to rest.
signing off, jen.