mclaren f1...smooth! 
if e bullets ever manage to fly over these hills... our mat neighbour won't b happy i suppose =) 
13 jun 2005, mon: i received a phone call...a phone call tat brought mi bad news...i was asked 2 go 4 a course...2 become an armour vehicle technician. I informed my superiors n all. They say will fight for mi 2 stay @ Singapore Technologies Kinetics 2 continue the project which i had done for almost 3 mths...Life @ ST kinetics was gd. Wear civilian clothes everyday 2 work. Working hr 8.30-6pm. Pretty slack. Well, i guess all gd things come 2 an end pretty fast. Hope i could stay...but chances r slim...haiz...WHY WHY?? Being a technician is not so bad la...Can obtain skills on repairing vehicles....but still prefer my project life...aniway hope for the best...hope i receive gd news for my stay @ ST kinetics...i'm mentally prepared for the course aniway...haiz...troubled...
a dear old man i knew passed away on sunday and i just returned from his wake.
while many paid tribute to him, reminiscing how he would tell his countless stories, recite his endless poems and how much he cared about the people he knew; i couldnt help but cry. i was thinking to myself, "why is it that i don't seem to have power to command my mind to stop making the tear ducts act up". i dont think i remember that tears could actually flow so unceasingly and easily until tonight. he left a legacy of love.
i wanna leave mine too.
while many paid tribute to him, reminiscing how he would tell his countless stories, recite his endless poems and how much he cared about the people he knew; i couldnt help but cry. i was thinking to myself, "why is it that i don't seem to have power to command my mind to stop making the tear ducts act up". i dont think i remember that tears could actually flow so unceasingly and easily until tonight. he left a legacy of love.
i wanna leave mine too.
hey guys,
i appreciate each and everyone of you.
just thought of letting you guys know, it is great to have friends like you.
for a while, i was carried away by life, how monotonous it was, how boring it was, i guess i was taking my friendship and life in general for granted. i was losing that spark in life, losing that faith i guess. But all is well now after reading a few letters and cards.
How we have all grown, how we have all becoming adults, facing different challenges, making new friends, discovering new things, all without one another. But no matter what, we are still friends til now, and it has to mean something right?
i am pretty much satisfied now. Have many great days ahead!
This kind of gushing don't come very often from me haha. today is an unusual day i guess.
signing off jen.
i appreciate each and everyone of you.
just thought of letting you guys know, it is great to have friends like you.
for a while, i was carried away by life, how monotonous it was, how boring it was, i guess i was taking my friendship and life in general for granted. i was losing that spark in life, losing that faith i guess. But all is well now after reading a few letters and cards.
How we have all grown, how we have all becoming adults, facing different challenges, making new friends, discovering new things, all without one another. But no matter what, we are still friends til now, and it has to mean something right?
i am pretty much satisfied now. Have many great days ahead!
This kind of gushing don't come very often from me haha. today is an unusual day i guess.
signing off jen.
Life is so peaceful. i am enjoying it.
no school, no obligations, no anything.
i can grab coffee, and people watch the whole day. look at time passing by without any worries. having plenty of time to waste. i love it. wasting time is what i am best at. haha.
no school, no obligations, no anything.
i can grab coffee, and people watch the whole day. look at time passing by without any worries. having plenty of time to waste. i love it. wasting time is what i am best at. haha.
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aced my first paper, went through it like a breeze. gave me the utmost satisfaction. at last my hardwork seems to be paying off. or did it. had a paper the following day and i had no energy nor drive to study for it and i was writing gibberish on that scrap of paper they call the exam booklet. im back down to earth now and studying again for the other papers :(...
my course needs some major restructuring. so much emphasis is put on memorising stupid lines from stupid lecture notes, im starting to wonder if even the toilet man can do my paper.
my course needs some major restructuring. so much emphasis is put on memorising stupid lines from stupid lecture notes, im starting to wonder if even the toilet man can do my paper.
i had a great time chilling @ WALA WALA...got a live band, EIC performing...they were great...able 2 do songs requests(e.g coldplay, foo fighter, red hot chilli pepper, matchbox 20 n etc....)...kelly n rueychen n their grp often head down to there 2 chill out...so tis time round they jio mi n my frens 2 go...was my 1st time..haha..n guess wad...the seats kelly n rueychen chop for mi n my other frens were right smack in front of the stage...haha...gd view of the whole band though...basically we sat ard a round table...order sum beer, listen 2 the band n chit chat...funny thing was one of the bass guitarist realize mi n my frens were new 2 WALA WALA...he pointed at our table n thru the mic he jokingly called us 'WALA virgins'...haha...a veri funni guy...he's very gd in his bass guitar..awesome man...the performance lasted frm 9.30pm-1.30am. song bo...b4 9pm was happie hr 1 for 1...i made a song request GooGoo Dolls - Iris which was the last song 2 wrapped up for the nite...on the paper i stated "To: WALA Virgins". haha...so they kinda knew it was frm us. Overall i can say it's great to chill out there...had a hectic week...manage 2 relax n de-stress myself @ WALA WALA ...enjoyed my fri nite~~ guys nxt fri free we go ?? on bo??
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im starting to doubt my abilities. It seems that slowly my desire to do the things i wanted to achieve before is leaking away. i hope i find some way of rekindling that desire before i become another one of the walking zombies out there who dont know what they want with their lives. not that best place to be posting the thoughts running through my mind for fear of unwanted repercussions and attention. just abit of doubt about stuff and feeling like there is this big void of expectations to fill. sigh :( must be exam stress. never been so scared of failing before. dont intend on experiencing it
i have re-confirmed the sad fact that im always lagging behind technology and that computers and i just really don't get along at all. a computer revived from the dead yet still as hapless as a newborn.
i went to eski bar today with a classmate from nus n jen joined us later, its at tanjong pagar n its really cool. cool in the sense it was freezing my ass off and we had to borrow winter jackets from the bar staff so maybe "cool" is an understatement then but i really enjoyed the bitching session, discussing everything from the scandals in school to saying lewd jokes and listing bimbo instances to whether eski bar actually made money and whether they were about to close down after; quote n unquote jen, "the novelty wears off". its sad though that so many of these cool chill out places come n go like the tides but thats how the business is, harsh. next time we should all go there n freeze before they eventually shut down and drink their signature drinks one of which i tried, the eski blue, really sweet and nice..enjoyed every drop.
im just writing random stuff now, a thought jus came to mind. you know the typical love story in the most taiwanese serials where the boy A meets girl A n falls in love yet cannot be with girl because of the other dying girl B and girl A becomes noble and gives them blessings and pretends to accept love from boy B but girl A's still deeply in love with boy A and the lovers are torned and in anguish and blah blah blah you get the pic.
that never happens in real life. it sounds to me like a truck load of bullshit but i cannot be certain that one of us wouldnt experience it firsthand. but i highly doubt it. even without the dramamama of dying girl B, i dont think i'll ever be that noble with love. there's always this deeply hurt party in either direction n no one ever leaves happy.
can it possibly be true that when you see the one you love (in the romantic sense) happy, even if he or she isn't with you, you'll still be happy?
i went to eski bar today with a classmate from nus n jen joined us later, its at tanjong pagar n its really cool. cool in the sense it was freezing my ass off and we had to borrow winter jackets from the bar staff so maybe "cool" is an understatement then but i really enjoyed the bitching session, discussing everything from the scandals in school to saying lewd jokes and listing bimbo instances to whether eski bar actually made money and whether they were about to close down after; quote n unquote jen, "the novelty wears off". its sad though that so many of these cool chill out places come n go like the tides but thats how the business is, harsh. next time we should all go there n freeze before they eventually shut down and drink their signature drinks one of which i tried, the eski blue, really sweet and nice..enjoyed every drop.
im just writing random stuff now, a thought jus came to mind. you know the typical love story in the most taiwanese serials where the boy A meets girl A n falls in love yet cannot be with girl because of the other dying girl B and girl A becomes noble and gives them blessings and pretends to accept love from boy B but girl A's still deeply in love with boy A and the lovers are torned and in anguish and blah blah blah you get the pic.
that never happens in real life. it sounds to me like a truck load of bullshit but i cannot be certain that one of us wouldnt experience it firsthand. but i highly doubt it. even without the dramamama of dying girl B, i dont think i'll ever be that noble with love. there's always this deeply hurt party in either direction n no one ever leaves happy.
can it possibly be true that when you see the one you love (in the romantic sense) happy, even if he or she isn't with you, you'll still be happy?
i am really worried about my future. crap, i will be graduating in a year and i have freaking no idea what i want to do, what direction i am taking. i am really scared. freaks me out.
taipei was really good. i can see myself living in that city for a while.
not even one week in singapore, and i am itching to get out, to travel, to go somewhere.i guess i really love traveling.
apart from wanting to get out, i pretty much ain't doing anything. everyday stay at home and rot. but so far i am enjoying rotting. but after a while this rotting is going to get onto my nerves. i know. i can feel it coming already.
taipei was really good. i can see myself living in that city for a while.
not even one week in singapore, and i am itching to get out, to travel, to go somewhere.i guess i really love traveling.
apart from wanting to get out, i pretty much ain't doing anything. everyday stay at home and rot. but so far i am enjoying rotting. but after a while this rotting is going to get onto my nerves. i know. i can feel it coming already.
i lost smthing really precious to me while workin yesterday; my make-up pouch. i know, i know it might sound ridiculously trivial to you boys but there are more stuff in there than jus my make-up: the pair of pretty earrings my mommy gave me, the other accessories i got from taipei, the moisturising lip gloss i bought from taipei for my sister's bdae, my handy dandy blusher brush which i cant find it anywhere here anymore and of course my other make-up which i shan't bother lisitng since none of you boys would be remotely interested (ive already whined to jen so she knows exactly wat ive lost). maybe i shall give you a few analogies; my losing the make-up pouch is just like tharin losing his precious car key then realising his car's been dismantled (ok maybe thats a bit too much; jus the example of tharin losing his car key would do), benjamin losing the new spoiler he recently fixed, kelvin losing his computer, mj losing his entire set of No.4...you get my drift lah. so now, im going to work and hopefully (fingers crossed very tightly) i'll be able to find it after ransacking the entire shop. i jus hope and pray someone didnt throw it away by accident while we were taking stock yest, or that some kleptomaniac didnt jus swoop it away while pretending to be a customer. maybe it jus isnt exactly my week considerin i had to take a jab on my butt cuz of some allergic reaction i had to smthing i ate a few days ago. ok now, will stop whining, maybe if u guys became a girl jus for a day, you'll empathise. so meanwhile, im thankful for jen, at least im not the only girl around.
yo dudes how's going man..just graduated from sispec last saturday..finally i got out of that forgotten island..hahaha..hate that place man..now i'm in 3 guards which is at bedok that area definitely feels better to b residing in main land..haiz..but i haf to b a trainee for another 5 weeks before i can start showing some attitude 2 my men..hahahah..wicked..anyway how u guys been hardly heard from u guys..especially dreas..duno wat he up to..tharin ya blog is like car menu very informative..learnt quite abit juz by reading ya blog..keep it up dude..can feel that ya passion is high on this one man..tianli you're the man..thats all i haf to say..hehehe..jennifer n xl no need much to add la..they r still in 'taiwan' hahaha..juz make people jealous only man..for sure dudes we'll go overseas together man..will b fun!..ok i haf to leave..naruto is waiting for me...hope u guys write more often so i got something to read abt every weekend when i book out yeah!..have fun!..b happy!
exams are nearing, extremely under prepared unlike my usual self. Think its cuz of my lack of time management this semester. Feeling afraid that i might stuff up my papers and i cant wait to set foot on spore soil again. want to eat sleep and breathe singapore life for a month. miss u guys and see u soon!
i love taipei. it completely rocks my world and i wish i could extend my stay here but i gotta work on friday..haha..sheesh. but im glad i made this trip. the people here are hot hot hot. hahah.. im actually considering coming over to teach english cuz there are like gazillions bu xi zhong xin around..and everyone's tryin to pick up english, they have those handbooks n they sit at starbucks and practice. we went clubbing too at a place called LUXY, it's a gorgeous place but friggin expensive, 700NT per person but i felt it was worth the money, had a lot of fun there. we really should come to taiwan together, seriously. im sure you boys will have a good time. :)
oh and today we went to a place called dan shiu, it reminded me a lil of australia. we went to slack at one of the starbucks (oh macdonalds and starbucks has really taken over the world, they're everywhere in taiwan as well, even in ooo loo areas) in danshui and jus watched the sun set, it was jus beautiful. sigh. haha
anyways i miss you guys, so does jen; wish you guys could see what we're seeing.
and as for the chou dou fu jen told you we ate, jus wanna add that "horrid" is an understatement. ack.
alritey then see you boys soon!
oh and today we went to a place called dan shiu, it reminded me a lil of australia. we went to slack at one of the starbucks (oh macdonalds and starbucks has really taken over the world, they're everywhere in taiwan as well, even in ooo loo areas) in danshui and jus watched the sun set, it was jus beautiful. sigh. haha
anyways i miss you guys, so does jen; wish you guys could see what we're seeing.
and as for the chou dou fu jen told you we ate, jus wanna add that "horrid" is an understatement. ack.
alritey then see you boys soon!
finally in taipei. wooo hooooooo!
taipei is the best. can we come back soon, this time with you guys.
Taipei rocks, i love Xi Men Ding. It is THE place, it is like bustling with life boy!
saw plenty of hot guys today. saw a jay chou look alike, but xl doesn't think he is looks like jay chou. we saw sharon au in shilin night market!! we were so damn excited, took pictures with her. haha. starstrucked. i am her fan now!!
i am broke. xl even more broke. both of us spent like tons of money on the clothes here.
well we tried to like take picture of chio gals. we took like only one haha.
can let you guys ogle when we come back.
lots of interesting things happened to us during the trip
update you guys when we come back.
hard to believe, but we actually miss you guys.... haha
see ya really soon. we will be back on thurs night, 1045 flight.
jen
taipei is the best. can we come back soon, this time with you guys.
Taipei rocks, i love Xi Men Ding. It is THE place, it is like bustling with life boy!
saw plenty of hot guys today. saw a jay chou look alike, but xl doesn't think he is looks like jay chou. we saw sharon au in shilin night market!! we were so damn excited, took pictures with her. haha. starstrucked. i am her fan now!!
i am broke. xl even more broke. both of us spent like tons of money on the clothes here.
well we tried to like take picture of chio gals. we took like only one haha.
can let you guys ogle when we come back.
lots of interesting things happened to us during the trip
update you guys when we come back.
hard to believe, but we actually miss you guys.... haha
see ya really soon. we will be back on thurs night, 1045 flight.
jen
hey guys!
greetings from taiwan. xiaoling and me are in taichung now, we will be heading to tainan tomorrow.
so far the trip has been not bad, getting better everyday.
but taiwan not as great as i thought it would be.
no hot guys, how sad is that. no jay chou even "sad-der".
the only thing here is to eat and shop, and it gets boring after a while.
the hostel on our first day was HORRIBLE to the max! i swear. it is like sydney number two, only worse!
the hostel looked like it was going to collaspe anytime soon, crumbling walls with peeling paint. the toilet was bad to the max, no words to describe.
bottom line, it was damn bad.
met up with ming jun in taipei. he is doing fine.he will coming back tomorrow.
i think he broke his finger on the 5th day of the training. OUCH.
okay will try to post pictures up if i can.
damn tired, going back to rest.
signing off, jen.
greetings from taiwan. xiaoling and me are in taichung now, we will be heading to tainan tomorrow.
so far the trip has been not bad, getting better everyday.
but taiwan not as great as i thought it would be.
no hot guys, how sad is that. no jay chou even "sad-der".
the only thing here is to eat and shop, and it gets boring after a while.
the hostel on our first day was HORRIBLE to the max! i swear. it is like sydney number two, only worse!
the hostel looked like it was going to collaspe anytime soon, crumbling walls with peeling paint. the toilet was bad to the max, no words to describe.
bottom line, it was damn bad.
met up with ming jun in taipei. he is doing fine.he will coming back tomorrow.
i think he broke his finger on the 5th day of the training. OUCH.
okay will try to post pictures up if i can.
damn tired, going back to rest.
signing off, jen.
There's always 2 sides to a coin.
1 makes ur day while the other breaks.
Never under-estimates the power of a half-filled cup.
always look on the bright side of life.
1 makes ur day while the other breaks.
Never under-estimates the power of a half-filled cup.
always look on the bright side of life.
i hate shitty group partners....they make shitty projects just that much more shitty. can i say shitty anymore than that? YES I CAN! the shitty subjects suck too. cos they give us so many shitty projects and give too little shitty time and put them at the same times as all the other shitty projects and extra shitty tests.
Had one heat and mass project wit 2 other pple...jon was a good kid who helped me a whole lot on the project. He would give me shit sometimes but we really did get along well. Natika is this short red indian girl who was a fuckin bitch. Fuckin ugly ass wont do shit, then always come to meeting then leave early. Come also will complain bout stuff. For the presentation just asking her to do one more slide also must bitch until no end. So, when giving peer evaluations, we both claimed that she did 10% of the work...which was pretty accurate i think. And i gave her a D for my individual peer evaluation. Will try and follow through on it with the TA.
Another project was a fucking bitch. Its for my machine design class and we basically had to design a whole gearbox, like the housing, lubrication method, shafts, keys, bearings, gears and shifting mechanism. So youre supposed to be able to choose your own partner but cos i didnt know many pple in the class so i didnt get to choose anyone. Just lan lan choose whoever was left. I saw one guy was indian so i thought ok...indian must be smart. Big motherfucking mistake. Didnt take into account that his guy is graduating this semester and doesnt care bout anything anymore. Plus he has senior design and another project class that takes up a shit ton of life. Basically most of the project teams did it together. He had the bright idea of doing it separately.Every single time i wanted to meet wit him, he would freakin cancel on me. At least like every other time we tried to meet. So wat to do, just have to get started on what i can. At the end of the project, Out of the 7 parts i listed earlier, i had to design 5, including the whole gear set which is no easy task. I even had to write the entire report besides the parts he had to do. No peer evaluation for this one, so im personally going to go to the professor and complain my head off simply cos i would have done the project so much better than thathad i been able to start earlier and have more help because of this fucker.
My third and last project was for a CAD class, we're still in the process of finishing it but it looks cool as hell to me man. I like this team besides this one guy who works when he wants to and fucks around when he doesnt wanna work. Then when we meet without him, he thinks its our duty or something to go and call him. But i think its his responsibility to come call us. I dont care if he wants to work or not cos i have more fun working wit the other two guys. But he brings us down too sometimes cos some of the mechanism hes designing, he keeps putting it off to next time cos he says oh thats easy...we'll just do it later...then when we change our plans bout something, he would say why never tell him. WEll if hes not there then how to fuckin tell him! fucker. oh well for once, i can get started revising for finals a week before rather than the weekend before. :)
Had one heat and mass project wit 2 other pple...jon was a good kid who helped me a whole lot on the project. He would give me shit sometimes but we really did get along well. Natika is this short red indian girl who was a fuckin bitch. Fuckin ugly ass wont do shit, then always come to meeting then leave early. Come also will complain bout stuff. For the presentation just asking her to do one more slide also must bitch until no end. So, when giving peer evaluations, we both claimed that she did 10% of the work...which was pretty accurate i think. And i gave her a D for my individual peer evaluation. Will try and follow through on it with the TA.
Another project was a fucking bitch. Its for my machine design class and we basically had to design a whole gearbox, like the housing, lubrication method, shafts, keys, bearings, gears and shifting mechanism. So youre supposed to be able to choose your own partner but cos i didnt know many pple in the class so i didnt get to choose anyone. Just lan lan choose whoever was left. I saw one guy was indian so i thought ok...indian must be smart. Big motherfucking mistake. Didnt take into account that his guy is graduating this semester and doesnt care bout anything anymore. Plus he has senior design and another project class that takes up a shit ton of life. Basically most of the project teams did it together. He had the bright idea of doing it separately.Every single time i wanted to meet wit him, he would freakin cancel on me. At least like every other time we tried to meet. So wat to do, just have to get started on what i can. At the end of the project, Out of the 7 parts i listed earlier, i had to design 5, including the whole gear set which is no easy task. I even had to write the entire report besides the parts he had to do. No peer evaluation for this one, so im personally going to go to the professor and complain my head off simply cos i would have done the project so much better than thathad i been able to start earlier and have more help because of this fucker.
My third and last project was for a CAD class, we're still in the process of finishing it but it looks cool as hell to me man. I like this team besides this one guy who works when he wants to and fucks around when he doesnt wanna work. Then when we meet without him, he thinks its our duty or something to go and call him. But i think its his responsibility to come call us. I dont care if he wants to work or not cos i have more fun working wit the other two guys. But he brings us down too sometimes cos some of the mechanism hes designing, he keeps putting it off to next time cos he says oh thats easy...we'll just do it later...then when we change our plans bout something, he would say why never tell him. WEll if hes not there then how to fuckin tell him! fucker. oh well for once, i can get started revising for finals a week before rather than the weekend before. :)
yoyo~~start of a new wk..it's back 2 work..haiz...sianz...had a great wkend...fri mj bk out...wg, ben, mi n mj went 2 haf dinner..aft tat the gals met up wif us...we all hang out at holland v. upon reaching holland v, a lambo happened 2 drive past..Vroommmm past i shld sae..the sound the bull produce was excellent. veri bassy n deep. veri muscular sound..impressive!!!haha...tink the exhaust frm the lambo is better compare 2 others sport cars..haha..sat did nuthing realli much..went 2 check out some solar films for the car...went sim lim bought sum hardwares..send my freakin ps 2 to repair den later part of the day hang at home...haha...had pizza 4 dinner..ordered pizza hut..freaking delivery took an hr n a half...super sianz...super hungry 2...sunday was larggy slacker...send my bimmer for a safety check..everything was fine...checked out the new 3 series!!!awesome!!! got dvd player!!! power!! haha...6 series caught ben's eyes..haha..sadly we din get 2 sit in the car...other than tat...we both sat in most of the series...haha..mj had left for taiwan! goin there 4 training...army stuff...ben's leaving soon 2! for hong kong...on the 20th april. soon will be xiao n jen leaving for taipei!!! all leaving for overseas man...so shiok. left mi n wg back in spore..haha...hope all of guys enjoy ur trips!!!
aye i myself have had a string of bad days. many funny stories to gossip about when i drop by back in spore in late june. yah tharin tan i hope you maintain your perfect vision man. you can come down here and get a pilot license on a 3 month course i think. ask karen.i dont wanna see u join me in me and tianli's nerdy glasses department. as for the rest of you people out there slacking u'll find it somewhere to want to finish up your work and finish it well dont worry! its a stage thing that everyone goes through. we should have a massive 21st bday party in dec and i look forward to it!
hey pple~was so happie 2 went back 2 gmss the other day...jen, xiao n ben were wif mi...haha..
we had ji shi mian (shredded chicken noodle)!!!haha...shiok shiok...$2 mix mix...well...gmss haven realli change much...the overall structure still the same...but the buidlings were re-painted...so look newer...we went 2 c some of our teachers...majority left the sch...but sum were still ard...so glad 2 c them...though we juz went back for a short period of time...many memories seem 2 flash back...those were the days...realli miss them!!! well, will keep these gd memories inside mi. Free sum day we all shld go back 2 gmss...n i mean we all!!!!
we had ji shi mian (shredded chicken noodle)!!!haha...shiok shiok...$2 mix mix...well...gmss haven realli change much...the overall structure still the same...but the buidlings were re-painted...so look newer...we went 2 c some of our teachers...majority left the sch...but sum were still ard...so glad 2 c them...though we juz went back for a short period of time...many memories seem 2 flash back...those were the days...realli miss them!!! well, will keep these gd memories inside mi. Free sum day we all shld go back 2 gmss...n i mean we all!!!!
i don't have much to say either. been hell so far this sem...so much work but still doin so poorly in exams....think im headed for 2 Cs and saying bye bye to at least gettin a 3.0GPA overall... been having fun wit the guys here on weekends relaxin and playin poker and pictionary. Besides that, its been work work work. At least the weather has started getting a little nicer these days. Went to play a golf tourny this weekend and got myself an awesome tan. Did anyone watch the masters? i was freakin screaming and everythin watching it man. Very exciting stuff. Oh and by the way! i taught my roomie's cat to give paw!!!hahaha im very proud of myself i must say. But the cat is really adorable sometimes...will give paw just so that you will pet him. Deprived more likely....anyway its only less than a month before i get done wit school...still havent heard back from the company in detroit... half hoping they will give up on me then i can go home. Just want to get done wit school at this point. Cant wait for army....pilot school is where i wanna go so i gotta get my ass in shape. Peace out
this blog seriously need some updating.
it seems like all of us have died and gone to heaven or something.
i don't have anything to write about actually, so just rambling some rubbish, or what's happening in my life.
1) exams are round the corner, in 11 days in fact. nope i haven start revision. i got to get through a cybercrime test first. have i told yall how much i hate computers? I HATE, ABSOLUTELY DETEST them. yeah i think i have gotten my point through.
2) I am sick. Again, for the third time since 2005. instead of showing me motherly love, my mum is complaining about the amount of money i have spent on doctors so far.
3) I got a sleeping disorder, i think. first it was the overactive bladder (diagnosed it myself), kept needing to pee and now i can't seem to sleep. i am not even taking afternoon naps, can you believe it? i am the queen of afternoon naps!
4) i am still single (haha) but that is nothing new.
5) xl's and mj's comp crashed. so we won't be seeing them for a while (at least online)
6) i want an ipod, cause it looks good. i am so dying to conform to the latest pop culture.
and so you would have gathered, either i am 1)very stressed or 2) very bored to have written this entry. either reasons would have been an insult to you guys.
signing off.
it seems like all of us have died and gone to heaven or something.
i don't have anything to write about actually, so just rambling some rubbish, or what's happening in my life.
1) exams are round the corner, in 11 days in fact. nope i haven start revision. i got to get through a cybercrime test first. have i told yall how much i hate computers? I HATE, ABSOLUTELY DETEST them. yeah i think i have gotten my point through.
2) I am sick. Again, for the third time since 2005. instead of showing me motherly love, my mum is complaining about the amount of money i have spent on doctors so far.
3) I got a sleeping disorder, i think. first it was the overactive bladder (diagnosed it myself), kept needing to pee and now i can't seem to sleep. i am not even taking afternoon naps, can you believe it? i am the queen of afternoon naps!
4) i am still single (haha) but that is nothing new.
5) xl's and mj's comp crashed. so we won't be seeing them for a while (at least online)
6) i want an ipod, cause it looks good. i am so dying to conform to the latest pop culture.
and so you would have gathered, either i am 1)very stressed or 2) very bored to have written this entry. either reasons would have been an insult to you guys.
signing off.
hmmm, best advice i can give u is to camp at borders and read all the comp magazines. if u're looking for not too ex but quite good, try geforce 6600 series for graphics card, performance wise it blows away all the other mid priced cards cuz its cheap and good. And as for motherboards, stick with the brand msi. they have quite afew good mamaboards. think mamaboard and graphics card add togehter should be around $550-650 for an ok comp. RESEARCH!!! i suggest that you wait till end of june before buying, then i can come and help u find. probably prices will drop even more cuz intel and amd got new dual processor chips coming out soon i think
i just thought i take the chance here to explain to you guys why i refused to just walk away and not pay for the food.
i know most of you would probably see it as a double standard thing, and that i have done more evil stuff in my life. but like i said everyone has their own sets of rules and principles that they adhere too like don't smoke, don't drink, don't steal, etc. and for me it is honesty. i just like to be honest in every aspect of my life, to try to do the honest thing. In that situation i just had to take a stand cause it was going against what i believed in. it is not about doing the "right" thing, but doing something that i stand for and believe. yes i was tempted to give in to you guys, but once i give in it would be easier to give in the next time and the following time and then...
and, in case you all think that i am judging you. i am not. i am not even saying that what you guys did was wrong. it is a personal choice. just that in our circumstances it was difficult, i could not just give the uncle 3 bucks right. i am sorry for putting you all in a difficult position with my stupid morals that i plan to keep to for a long long time.
i know most of you would probably see it as a double standard thing, and that i have done more evil stuff in my life. but like i said everyone has their own sets of rules and principles that they adhere too like don't smoke, don't drink, don't steal, etc. and for me it is honesty. i just like to be honest in every aspect of my life, to try to do the honest thing. In that situation i just had to take a stand cause it was going against what i believed in. it is not about doing the "right" thing, but doing something that i stand for and believe. yes i was tempted to give in to you guys, but once i give in it would be easier to give in the next time and the following time and then...
and, in case you all think that i am judging you. i am not. i am not even saying that what you guys did was wrong. it is a personal choice. just that in our circumstances it was difficult, i could not just give the uncle 3 bucks right. i am sorry for putting you all in a difficult position with my stupid morals that i plan to keep to for a long long time.