hahaha... admit it... feelings can be nurtured! and the distance is already starting to take it's toll on you! haha... nah, i'll believe whatever you say, but just don't deny the fact, and don't try to lead a person on, it's really not right... i guess it's more about 'etchical' aspects which i'm wondering about now these days... it's like, we're all saying one thing, but doing another thing.. furthermore, it's when we try to convince ourselves that we ain't doing the 'wrong' thing which makes it more disturbing... hmmm.. just think about it, i'm definately sure that each and everyone one of us out there, has done something, or is doing something, which we know it's wrong... there's this 'gut' feeling that we're not doing the right thing! but... we just don't seem to dmit that fact... why? this is distressing.. what is the society turning into? isn't there something like... integrity or etchis which still exsist? in this world?
hahaha... admit it... feelings can be nurtured! and the distance is already starting to take it's toll on you! haha... nah, i'll believe whatever you say, but just don't deny the fact, and don't try to lead a person on, it's really not right... i guess it's more about 'etchical' aspects which i'm wondering about now these days... it's like, we're all saying one thing, but doing another thing.. furthermore, it's when we try to convince ourselves that we ain't doing the 'wrong' thing which makes it more disturbing... hmmm.. just think about it, i'm definately sure that each and everyone one of us out there, has done something, or is doing something, which we know it's wrong... there's this 'gut' feeling that we're not doing the right thing! but... we just don't seem to dmit that fact... why? this is distressing.. what is the society turning into? isn't there something like... integrity or etchis which still exsist? in this world?
Anyway just to start things going, I arrived in Brisbane on the 13th of July~ the weather was a little cold at first...so used to it liao..starting to go to sch in berms and polo t-shirt today haha...~ Miss u guys loads yea!~ Spent the last two weeks adjusting to the slack slow life that australia has to offer...hope the speed will pick up soon and start to hit the books..:P
This week is only the 2nd week that actual class began...will start tutorials this week...:) I had parents for company till the 21st July and then waited for andreas and xiaoling to drop by on the 25th July...although the couple stayed for 6days only...we had loads of fun yea...wished u guys stayed longer :) wanted to post the pics we've taken but I have some problems downsizing the pics I took in my digicam...anyone can help me? LoL....
Just to elaborate further on what andreas, xiao and I did during the 6days...we went for nice chinese/vietnamese food at a place called marketsquare, sunnybank..loads of good asian food...its the upcoming brisbane chinatown and the food really tastes better than the asian restaurants in singapore...went there almost every nite lol....
we also went sightseeing ard gold coast...moveworld is such a good place to visit esp if u want to ignite the kid in you haha..the superman ride was superbly insane...0-100km/h in 2secs...3.2 positive G-Force and 1.0 negtive G-Force...simply awesome...the other rides also lived up to expectations :) We also visited the Conrad Treasury Casino in the city haha...3 nights in a row LOL....an advise to those gambling...pls know how to stop when u win cash...whether its $1 OR $1000...stop OR regret man hahaha.....whalewatching was a nauseous experience that I will nv regret haha...no matter how unseasick...u will still feel the effects after 6hrs on choppy waters....but the experience was worth it...saw humpback whales, a hammerhead shark and pods of dolphins...its paradise out there...the moreton aqua highway is teeming with life that we have never seen with our own eyes..haha...
the milton area has nice chillout cafes(la dolce vita little paris) and nice fish and chips(rosalie village) not to mention good ice-cream/pizza too...will definitely bring u guys around if anyone wants to come round haha~ Many many nice places to explore..will update u guys yea :)
i will be visiting gold coast again this weekend with this gal I just met and another of her fren thats visiting brisbane as a stopover cos she's an air stewardess....haha...i have confessions to make...I've been talking to this gal called weizhen almost every nite for 2hrs or so...she's a friend from Uni of queensland....just came back from dinner with her not long ago...feels good to have accompany around...I have told myself I will not betray my gf or any sorts along that line...just blogging to get my thoughts off my mind right now lah....at least maybe u guys know what I am up to in aussieland lol!
I have NOT fallen for her...she's just a friend that I like to hang out with and she'll be my projectmate for 2 modules....so yea I have to see her almost everyday at sch...I have told my gf about her so thats a whole load off my mind....I know the gals will think I shld just know when to stop....I do...I really do...I do believe that long-distance relationships last.....I can imagine myself in my gf's shoes....so yea i'm cool...I think hahaha....
Blogging makes me happy.
it's the kind of place you have doubts on going and when you decide that you really are going to take that trip you start anticipating; eagerness surges up within you slowly as you ride in the car and you await. then exactly like a five-year-old in the backseat you ask "are we there yet?"
the moment finally arrives as you behold the wide open gates beckoning you, arms extended towards you, calling out your name and you enter with such excitement you want to get on every single ride you see and take pictures with anything animate or inanimate. the kid has taken over.
then you feel such bravery as you take all the rides that causes your heart to skip two beats then end up in your mouth but you manage to find your voice somewhere to release that piercing scream as you fall vertically down in fast motion you think your safety buckle's going to snap and you'll end up flying sky-high then landing in pieces, unrecognizable. but you didn't so you get off the ride and run right back into the queue to feel what you just felt all over again. nothing daunts you at that very instant. you are invincible.
that's why i love themeparks.
nice guys always finish last.
but i was wondering,
do nice girls finish last as well?
don't feel judged
don't feel slighted
don't feel like dirt
and this feels good.
you know, moving on isn't bad.
things change. people change. emotions change.
can't stop treading, do it carefully initially then walk on water.
you: im happy for you.
moments- whether good or bad, they are always temporary. they make you upset/happy for a while, but after a while it dies down/ goes away. moments are like that.
when do you decide that love is love, and that like is like. when do you decide that this person is your best friend or your good friend. when do you decide that hate is hate, and that dislike is dislike. just feel that love is such a social construct, wonder what it would be like if there was no such thing as love? would the world be a less complicated place? and then if you accept love for what it is, where do you draw the line? how do you diffferentiate. does liking alot=to loving? does loving you a lot= to liking you? why do people make such a big fuss about it?
when someone says "i like you alot" vs "i love you", why do we feel different about it. why should we feel different about it? who taught us that love is love and like is like. they are two seperate entities. valentine's day is just a day that has been craved and created out by people. so how authentic is that?
i feel like i have just given a sociological class. oh boy, i am going to miss school.
P.S the above is NOT inspired by my relationship. i am an individual with my own thoughts as well, so is he. i am doing an individual general reflection, that concerns everyone.
hope you guys have a great day.
it is afterall a beautiful day. and i am in love. (not in the romantic sense).
i can't wait for it to be over. ( Xiao ling you ass, going to miss my graduation because of andreas. zhong se qin you. never mind i will forgive you if you buy me nice stuff from aussie. just charge it to andreas's account! haha!)
somehow or rather short form "english" has taken over the world. and sometimes cutting short of what you want to say loses its meanings.
For example: i 1 u Vs i want you
feels different. is different.
dear friends, i know this sounds totally off, but please practice safe sex. i am so appalled at how many people do without the rubbers.( no personal attacks here). just think it is not worth it for that few seconds of intense pleasure. think about it.
P.S i can't erase memories. but at least i can create new ones, which is what is important now. history will always remain as history. women can be so mah fan. i know. cause i am half a WO MAN.
A pencil that needs to achieve the many things sought after in one's lifetime before being discarded. Here i sit with the same unachieved ambitions held years ago when staedtler first manufactured me. Semester after semester the same results appear, always one short from that target. The chance to grasp my first class honors is now gone and i am very disappointed. I believe i studied as hard as anyone else but i guess as tharin was right when he said we are competiting with the top quantile of people. I guess i aint smart enough. sad but true.
i hope i can come back home and work, i miss home, been away for too long my roots are starting to get mouldy
things are great but bloody cold in aussieland (day times are good though.. :)
ive been having truckloads of fun here; the coldplay concert was by far the best concert ive been too actually (it's on a totally different league man compared to the chinese concerts but yeah, david tao's stil good..ha) chris martin was 'high' perpetually and he came so close to the audience, we were third row from the front free standing so it was good, i think i managed to smell his sweat and see his pores on his face. hahahah. so it was all good. dreas took me to watch an australian rugby league game last night and it was awesome too except for a few beer guzzling morons sittin next to us who spilled beer all over two little girls in the row in front of them and then spewed profanities in their face and made one of them cry. so yeah, the game was good-the team (Queensland) we decided to root for five minutes before we left the house won 16-14. i screamed a lot. a lot. a lot. so did dreas.
oh and dreas has to pay 800bucks to replace the brake pads which is kinda kinda a problem but it'll be ok. we're leaving for tasmania tmr night and hopefully the car can get fixed by today.
ok we're going for brunch now. we miss you guys though you might not believe this and think this is a shitload of bull, but yeah. WE MISS YOU GUYS!! :)
jen: dont fret over the P & G job, something better will come along, im sure of it! and i think memories (good ones) are only good for those who remember them, they aren't necessarily good for others. but you cant replace memories, no matter how hard you try. but you're better than that. love ya loads.
i am currently still unemployed, which is very very sad. And i just got rejected by P&G. And my toilet bowl is spoilt, so all in all not very very good. anyways, i am so glad germany got kicked out! i am actually rooting for Portugal. Go Portugal! i like Deco.
memories- is it a good or bad thing? i still can't decide.
my graduation ceremony is on monday! morning. so those who can come, come! and take pictures with me!
ok ciao. jen
oh. those melon aroma therapy candles can do wonders they put me to sleep like a baby with a bottle
Why doesn't KFC use a healthier oil? Like most fast-food chains, KFC cooks with partially hydrogenated vegetable oil, which doesn't turn rancid as quickly as healthier, nonhydrogenated oils. "Extra crispy" chicken may also taste better when fried in this oil. "The flavor is crunchier, and you don't get that feeling of fat coating your mouth," says Ted Labuza, a food scientist at the University of Minnesota. But the oil does have dangerous trans-fatty acids.
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Is KFC's food really that unhealthy? The company says its products "meet or exceed all government regulations." But as the Center for Science in the Public Interest, the activist group behind the lawsuit, points out, a three-piece extra-crispy combo meal contains as much as 15 g of trans fat--more than a person should ingest in a week.
What are other chains doing? Wendy's plans to eliminate trans fats from its food; the Cheesecake Factory is doing so already. McDonald's backpedaled on a promise to cut trans fats and says it's studying alternative oils, as is Burger King.
Then, the watch dial has an outer ring, the one with many cities names on it, the names of cities which represents the different 24 timezones (for singapore, it's hong kong), and the inner ring, which is subdivided into 24 a.m/p.m hours. these two ring simultaneously allows the reading of any city in the world without any adjustments! Both these rings are rotates depending which country you're in and what time is it. both rings rotate clockwise, however, the outer ring dosen't rotate until you push the rectangular button.
to put it more simply, for my pictures, the time on the last photo, it shows it is roughly around 2.36am sdyney time (sydney is at the 12 o'clock position on the outer dial, and 2 on the inner dial, meaning it's night).
then, by looking at the outer dial, i can know the time in any country. for example, paris would then be 5.36pm as the inner ring shows it between 17 and 18. new york would be almost 12pm, as you can see below new york, it's in between the 'sun' and 11. so, as you can see, the time in any city can be told as long as you know which timezone it is in, and presto!
Now, what happens when you army guys go off to taiwan of xiao ling running off to romantic france? you guys would push the button at the '10 o'clock position, the rectangular button, and the outer ring (the one with the cities on it) would rotate. rotate until the city's timezone is at the 12 o'clock position. so, it'll be set to that local time. now, when you look back, you'll do exactly as what i said above, and you can find out the time back in singapore or any city! this would be so much more convenient for you to know what time it is in the country of interest, and for people who do business, what time is it at you're client's/supplier's city! it saves the hassel of adding and minus hours to the time and hence making a mistake. thus, a simple glance at the watch and you'll know the time!
to make this watch such a wonder, it's not just that it tells time in the different cities, it's that the watch dosen't lose it's accuracy when you rotate the outer ring! this is because the hour hand is 'coupled' and can jump in increments of an hour without affecting the minute hand! see how rolex is inferior to a patek. and to top it all off, this watch has the geneva seal (something like 0.01% of all swiss watches are certified with it, which rolex isn't even certified with) and the case and clasp is made out of solid 950 gold (platinum).
now, as looks can be deciving, most people would think this watch is stainless steel, or white gold, but as a true watch connoisseur who knows his stuff, some things need not be told, and having a blue dial face, it translates this model to be platinum, so those people who own the white gold version out there, no chance trying to pass off yours as the platinum version! losers!
oh well, i guess you guys are still quite confused about the mechanism of this watch, but i'll try to explain it to you when i'm back. anyway, don't bet too much on the world cup! it's not 'healthy'!



some pictures of my patek philippe 5110P. awsome watch. my dad's present to me for the past 10 birthdays (inculding my 21st) he missed and my graduation... hahaha...hope he changes his mind though!
anyway, this watch is such a treasure to me, cause it's so rare and costs more then what i'll earn in the next 10 years... a real beauty and great investment... can't wait to show to you guys... :)
we are currently at raffles town club, DRINKING! like nobody's business!
haha. the guys are all pretty high. ben bought 8 litres of wine. they are threatening to throw wei guang into the pool.
yeap, so you guys in aussie are missing out on the fun!
see you guys really soon!
until then, jen
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the first qn, the joke is in using the word 'whitewash'.. im making reference to the party uniform..
for the second qn, 'white-supremacy' is more about how asians still regard whites as better.. whatever they do is better..
and as to 'literally buying the idea of opposition'.. i wrote this because xl told me once that the opp party sells their campaign papers. so ya.. tts all..
got a new joke!!
there are these three guys in a bar, drinking beer..
the first guy said proudly:" You know what i love being a doctor, i can ask a lady to strip without getting into trouble".. The second guy laughed...
" My job is so much better, in my line, i get to ask a lady to spread their legs apart and touch their no-go-zone", said the second guy, a gynaecologist, arrogantly..
The last guy laughed when he heard all of this.. the other two asked him why?
he said, " ive got the best job in the world.......... I am a HUSBAND.. Hahaha.. I am going back to my wife now", he gave them a wink and a cheeky smile and left the bar..
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What do you think about the election?
it was a total whitewash.
Why?
white-supremacy still rules.
it doesnt help that you have to literally buy-ideas of the opp.
no offense intended just playing with words.
have fun!
anyway can we try to plan a trip to go somewhere together??
probably next year to celebrate a decade of friendship.. (1997-2007)
最后还是回到了原点
full steam ahead for the exams. my last one in fact.
i am still unsure about how i feel towards graduation.
it is like the end of one's life, the closing of a chapter, the beginning of new things to come.
i feel apprehensive yet excited, and relieved about not having to worry about datelines, and horrible group mates. yet i know i will miss the freedom that comes to being a student. the small little things like the access to the nus central library (the abundance of books avaliable that one could feast onto), the flexiblity of the timetable, the ability to make mistakes, the time to go chill out and have a nice chat with friends, the sports complex, the cheap food at the arts canteen, and lastly the ability to act like a kid.
somehow or rather once you start working, you are a responsible and fully fledged adult, who sooner or later would be caught up in the rat race, trying to forge out a career path, trying to fulfil expectations/or rather not disappoint. soon you would be judged by your achievements, your salary, your job... everyone seems in a hurry to go out and search for a job. just anything would do as long as i have one. i feel the societal pressure to go out and search for a job immediately as well after the exams. my grand plans of just working in some lousy, no prestige part time job for maybe a year does not seem to fit right into the grand schemes of most people. and then there is always the parents factor, hovering over you, asking when can they stop giving and start receiving.
soon my wings would be set free and i got to fly on my own.
it sure does feel like a lonely flight ahead.
thanks a million guys. happy easter
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other news: ive been bobbed. the hairdresser snipped off my hair this morning and gave me a bob. read that. she gave me a BOB. i know i havent been posting anything much for the past few mths and now that im posting im kinda complaining. but bear with me, i jus wanna say it's a bob.
other than that ive been toying with the idea of a tattoo but decided against it after much thought and consideration, would prefer to use my money on my many holidays to come. haha.
and my friend who came back from germany bought me this lip gloss that looks like ferrero rocher and it's really pretty. i hope all things in europe are that pretty. not that you boys care very much about lip gloss but jus thought i'd share. haha.
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