hey xl and andreas and tian li, pictures are up.
the ones at indochine. only downloaded the few that we took.
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2133541091
enjoy.

ive been thinking the whole week and re-watched one of the seasons of sex and the city.
i have to admit that i've become one of those irritating people who are always whining abt what a shithole their lives are simply because i refuse to see the good things there are in it. im still brilliant at dishing out sound advice to others yet i cant figure out what to tell myself.
i have to admit that im not one who's easily contented;
i have people who truly care abt me yet i have this urge to shun them and make them flee.
i have to admit ive become one of those people who dont know what they want anymore.
right now im living in ghost town where i cant acknowledge my ghost, cant confront him and cant send him away.

mate
i have nothing to say
what else is there to talk about
things have happened
i cant change it
i honestly want to move on

xl's home hanging 

top :don't blame me, they falsh really bright man! 

3 si botak 

steamed sambal. a little difficult to see

andreas and ben

wk and chen

the gals with their boys

mind over matter

xiao and kel

after seeing a chio bu

the boys

xiao's mess

Alpha Platoon 2 (minus afew pple) 

bottom : me n me parents at e ferry terminal 

ivan aka pei hun kia n me 

me and leslie 

P O P Parade : Alpha 

...Entering A New Phase In Life

You’ve just gotten your first job. There are so many things you want to do with that pay cheque. You have dreams to fulfil and goals to achieve. You have a lifetime ahead!

You should start planning your finances so that when you reach 55, you have enough savings to see you through retirement. It may seem a long time more before retirement, especially since you’ve just started work. Whilst you are still young, time is really on your side. You have lots of leeway to plan and make adjustments so that your financial goals can be achieved.

a word from our CPF board...

A young person without family commitments or a housing loan to repay might be happy investing in higher risk instruments like stocks. On the other hand, a middle-aged person with family and a housing loan to repay might be more comfortable investing in “less risky” instruments, eg. a balanced fund in which investors’ funds are invested in a mixture of stocks and bonds.

another word from our CPF board...
go read up the website, very interesting...
lights off...

POP liao lor!!! it felt like yesterdae juz entered army...
will miss my platoon mates...tis past 10 wks we all had a great time...
aft fri's posting, hope we all r posted 2 the same place...no more chao recruit...
private liao..haha...

i watched "shutter" just two days ago with malinda.
was about how the ghost of a photographer's ex gf came to scare the living daylights out of him and his friends.
they ended up committing suicide.
but there's a deeper issue beneath all that.
ultimately it boils down to how you can never escape your past.
try as you might, you cant stop your past from circling back and hitting you in the face.
you pay for what you've done,
whatever decisions you make you face the consequences, it's got the memory of an elephant, it never forgets so you wont forget either.