To my dearest 10 most beautiful people on earth,

New year is approaching i just thought it would be nice to finally post something. Think of it as a tribute.

First up, as if growing up wasn't interesting enough, i had you people with whom i grew up with. Its been a blast. *Raises a toast*

My childish fits and arguements are running through my head at this moment and i just want to give a big bear hug to everyone of you for putting up with me. I know i still put some of you sometimes with the disappearing tricks i have so perfectly mastered on myself. Sorry. I'm a person that needs alot of self space & time.

My thoughts run dry, feelings run deep, and joy glows with your company though it usually doesnt show.

I guess im not much of a family person which makes the rest of you somewhat family, no more friends.

I would like to take this chance to wish everyone of you the bestest, and most wonderful 2006, and for the many decades ahead of us, i look forward to keeping our roots close one another and growing up and old with everyone of u.

Love,
Kelvin

our 1st reaction to most of the statements(which we hear from other ppl) is an evaluation or judgement, rather than an understanding of it. When someone expresses some feeling, attitude or belief, our tendency is almost immediately to feel "tt's right,'' or ''tt's stupid," "tt's abnormal," "tt's unreasonable," "tt's incorrect," "tt's not nice." Very rarely do we permit ourselves to understand precisely what the meaning of the statement is to the other person.

-Carl R Rogers

yoyo~~!! i'm back frm my outfield!!! it was a 3 days 2 nite tour...haha...but more den 3 days la...sun midnite set off till wed evening...if count is more than 3 days sia...tis time outfield was tiring n xiong at times...but it's over!!! wohoho...kk...now briefly share wif u guys wad was my experience through out the outfield...sun midnite wen we set off..4 the 1st time...our armour vehicles got to travel on public road to reach out field site...usualli transporters r needed to low-load all our vehicles to transport them 2 the site...so i can sae my whole unit was veri excited abt it...guess it was my CO who planned all tis...btw he is a veri veri garang officer...sian diao...haha...tat early mondae mornin ard 4am...we were all travellin on the road n the MPs goto escort us...haha..like sum national parade...the weather was pretty cooling...i looked out frm the vehicle i could c stars upon the sky...2 bad i dun haf my digi camera...or else can take down all tis...wasted!!! juz b4 we reached the site...one of the tanks broke down...n my task as a technician was 2 recover the tank...meaning repair it...haha..sian diao..like so fast...so through out the whole tour...my team n i recover pretty alot of vehicles...haha...tiring lo...my frens n i did goto 2 slp alot...but onli on the 1st day la...2nd day onwards wen the missions r carried out...we hardly goto slp...kept moving ard...inside tat area was super messy la...vehicles moving here n dere...oso can hear weapons firing here n dere...pretty fun...like war games...as for our meals...we r suppose 2 eat combat ration...but it tasted awful...so we brought our own food!!! hahah!~!!! we brought oreo, mamee, tuna, bread, chocolate wafer, seaweed...n etc....!!! haha!!! after all, the whole entire field camp was a great experience...goto learn how 2 fix tanks in the field..which was not easy!!! tiring n xiong..but had lots of fun wif my frens...coz we all chiong 2gether!!!!

Maya Angelou - Touched by An Angel

We, unaccustomed to courage
exiles from delight
live coiled in shells of loneliness
until love leaves its high holy temple
and comes into our sight
to liberate us into life.

Love arrives
and in its train come ecstasies
old memories of pleasure
ancient histories of pain.
Yet if we are bold,
love strikes away the chains of fear
from our souls.

We are weaned from our timidity
In the flush of love's light
we dare be brave
And suddenly we see
that love costs all we are
and will ever be.
Yet it is only love
which sets us free.

happy birthday to YOU!!!..

happy only... =)

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I'm listening to the 60 tracks of complete christmas music collection now.
I really love xmas carols!!!
thank you guys again for the wonderful gift....
Merry Christmas!!!

I can't wait to tell u guys that im so so glad tt 10 of us will make it tis fri for andreas' and mine birthdays.(Tharin, u really sld be here too). I juz wanna thank everyone for trying to make it happen. Tis is really 1 time tt i can say i really need no presents, but juz ur presence...(im not trying to be funny ok!!)

'Whenever I get gloomy with the state of the world, I think about the arrivals gate at Heathrow airport.
General opinion makes out that we live in a world of hatred and greed but I don't see that.
Seems to me that love is everywhere.
Often it's not particularly dignified or newsworthy but it's always there.
Fathers and sons, mothers and daughters, husbands and wives, boyfriends, girlfriends, old friends.
When the planes hit the Twin Towers, as far as i know none of the phone calls from people on board were messages of hate or revenge, they were all messages of love.
If you look for it, I've got a sneaky feeling you'll find that love is actually all around.'

Hello people...erm posting cos its been a hell long time the last time i posted :P Thanks guys and gals for the concern yest...i feel gd and raring to go now..just tired of the many happy and unhappy past events that have occurred the last two weeks or so...no gf trouble...sum car stuff to settle...had to sell my old parts etc...nice frens like you people to hang out wif...my life's gd i must admit...army's slack....the good old drinking sessions haha...so yea i'm gd....:) Just looking forward to gettin out of army and furthering my studies....cq...cheer up yea :) everything will turn out fine if u think positively...:)

Oh by the way, i'm looking forward to our lunch later wif u guys n gals...:) another 5 more days to my new car...:P and for u guysto note...pls buy 6472 this weekend or u might live to regret it! Hahaha....

Wonder if u guys believe in fate...well, i guess fate sort of true...in relationshiip it does...sometimes in life where things turn out not the way u wanted...u will be at loss...can juz hang there...mind goes blank...at the end of the day still haf to suck thumb to accept the fact...it's hurting...u will get depress...how u wish things will change...radio at times may play sum sad songs tat express how u feel...well, tis will make u cherish every minutes n seconds u haf wif the person...dreaming thou is not real...yet picture the way u wan things 2 be...n it's always so nice...it kinda helps 2 lessen the depression...aft the dream...u wake up knowing tat u r back to reality...how u wish things will juz be alrite...

duno where to eat?.wat to eat?.. http://www.sbestfood.com

For those who watched and do remember the scene:
'say its carol singers'
'with any luck by next year'
'I'll be going out with one of these girls'
'.........'
'but for now, let me say'
'without hope or agenda'
'just because its christmas'
'and at christmas you tell the truth'
'to me, your perfect'
'and my wasted heart will love you'
'until you look like this'
'..........'
'merry christmas'
love actually is all around.............................................

sorry xl i am ripping off the first sentence off your recent post:)

you know why i love watching television so much? And do you know why i love the holidays even more?
simple: because i get to watch even more tv during the holidays. haha. i can see all of you shaking your head in disgust.
i really love watching television. maybe because i am drawn into that element of fantasy, some part of it which cannot be satisfied when one is living in reality.

anyway have you guys seen that photo display exhibition about our environment? i know i am slow, but i took some time to really really pause and look at it, and wow, it is really beautiful. it is amazing what you can do with the camera, and even more amazing what a beautiful place the world is (well i warned you before, that i am in a happy mode). but yeah, it worth the time. i am insipred to take pretty pictures like that too, but since i know i ain't talented in that direction, i am even more inspired to go see all those beautiful things out there. amazing, it just robs my breath when i look at those pictures, so can you imagine seeing it real, for yourself? i might be exaggerating, but i guess this kind of stuff is well, personal preference.

i am running on an almost empty fuel tank.
been buzzing around, catchin up with friends, enjoying my freedom, displaying boundless energy (hope it does not run out soon).
time is endless, for me, at least for now.
i am in my own fantasy world. just me, myself and i.

when i told u guys that i'm booking in 7am in the morning and this post ya reading now is posted at 8.50am...u know something is wrong..VEry WroNg.. to begin with i told my fren(3sgt don) that i had a diarrhoea in the morning thus i'll b reaching there abit later but the truth is i need a new phone...more precisely i need a new alarm clock.. wat happened was i set 2 alarms.. one is the clock n the other is the phone.. coz i don't really trust my phone..i thought i have warrant myself from being late but fate had to play punk with me man.. neither of them works..SHIT!..yup thats the first word i said when i stared at the clock bemused.. 0800.. SHIT!.. so boys and gals.. u guys knoe what i want for christmas eh.. not shit, an alarm clock is acceptable la but a true fren like u guys will definitely go for the killer gadget which is(hint* the sentence before i mention ' ...i need a new alarm clock...")...hahahhaha!!!.. by the way cq can u give send me the address of the hair salon ah?.. i wanna cut me hair tomorrow

you know why i love reading so much? it's probably because i seem to find that there's always bits of me in it.

i just finished "catcher in the rye" by j.d. salinger and it got me a teeny bit depressed cuz holden caufield (the protaganist) who is also the narrator is seriously talking to me and telling me his story. holden doesn't like phony people and tells me he's yellow (which in this case doesn't mean chinese, it means someone with no guts). he made me giggle, made me laugh out loud, made me feel like crying and simply made me sad. i had no idea what the title meant initially till im almost done with the book and it's really a simple yet somewhat noble dream that holden has.

i wouldn't wanna spoil it for you and tell you what holden's story is all about cuz firstly there really isn't any of those epilogue or synopsis or whatever you call it that describes the contents of the book; you're supposed to pick it up and start reading and discover it for yourself. secondly, i'll be doing the author a grave injustice by telling you what the story's about cuz there's obviously a reason why he chose not to put the epilogue or synopsis or the whatever-you-call-it in the book in the first place. so go read it yourself and if you've read it, good on you. you'll know never to say "good luck" to anybody ever again.

im just thankful i can devour books once again; proper novels, not textbooks or lecture notes. since im done with the only new novel i have i think i'll hit the bigger screens now and allow jen's dvds and vcds entertain me. i need to watch a couple of movies in the cinema too, it's been way too long.

it's official. my sister and brother in law are leaving for bordeaux, france, on 17th dec! wheee.. im more excited than the both of them combined, i think. im just really happy they have the chance to go away for at least two years, experience france earlier than i will, speak french everyday (wheeeee!) and my sister gets to just be the little "expat" housewife and sign up for french cooking classes, take french language classes, take flower arrangement classes, drive the car to carrefour one hour away and grocery shop. im just ecstatic. it also means i'll get to go there earlier! thats my bonus. :)
but im gonna miss her though, no more bantering, bickering, impulsive shopping trips, the way she says "whaaaaat!?" instead of "hello?" when i call her. her absence will be sorely missed. i guess she'll just have to nag at me via skype then. :)

I find the weirdest times to do certain things. It's 2:20am and I'm trying to do thermodynamics. I listen to my jazz music of which i had become very alienated from. And i realised why i enjoy it so much. It speaks to the very core of my soul and can jus make everythin everythin everythin go away. I found myself jus grinning to myself.... just because. It's been a while since ive been able to do that. I feel centered and whole again....its a nice feeling. :) Its almost like one of those real romantic moments...nice jazz...nice ambience in my room...its cold outside..jus short of snowing... jus need me some candles and me lady and im set. Instead..I have thermo to keep me company! :) Its ok nothin can spoil this now..not even the Otto cycle.

One of those nice winter days last year

it's hard to believe that you're dead, not that i'm especially close to him nor am i big fan of his. but his death evoked a feeling of sadness, maybe even some distant memories. he's not good looking, not tall, speaked with ear bitting acccent and not much of a muscle to wrestle when he first debuted at then wwf. never liked his character nor the image he portrayed..always the back stabbing latino dude, some sort of a ah beng in the wrestling scene.. thrash talking and picking fight with dudes twice his size, using unscrupulous methods to gain advantage. he's the bad dude. the funny dude.the dude who drew the crowd to hate his guts and built a reputation as one of the the most loved to hate guy in wwe recent history. his death was a shock. just 3 weeks ago i was by my lonely self in bunk flipping through the channel searching 4 company and then at 2am in the morning tv2 braodcast wwe on tv and there he was. eddie in a tagged match vying for the wwe tag team championship. That was the last time i saw him fight, the last time i saw him alive. you belong to the 'born free' kodak commercial, transformers, captain planet, kurt cobain,owen hart, mother theresa, theresa tung and krusty(my neighbour deceased chiwawa). i grow old in your company and you left an impression on me. Eddie Guerrero 1967-2005 , incredible talent, great charisma and unstoppable energy.
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It's official.
Ghim Moh Secondary School is gonna merged wif jintai in year 2007....................
How sad...
Tts where we all 1st met...
pls pay ur last visit to the sch whenever possible...

hey guys! hurry back home!
we have great plans in december! we are planning a christmas party at chen's temporary new place. cause his current house is under renovations!
plus i was thinking of going up to malaysia. we can take the bus and book the first class seats which are super duper good, give the planes a run for their money.

first paper on friday. argh, i am so stressed.

Weigh in Motion for trucks ---------------------------
Currently a common method of detecting truck weight is to use a force transducer(s) placed across the road. However oscillations of the vehicle load can lead to erroneous readings with accuracy as poor as +- 20%. This project will investigate introducing a known disturbance before the transducer and using a computer vision system to track the resulting movement of the truck body as it passes over several force transducers, in order to better estimate the true load of the truck. This project will involve the use of LabView and one of the extensions will be the incorporation of license plate identification technology to identify vehicles. (Note: prior experience with LabView is not essential).

This project sucks man.... systems controls and labview are a big turn off for me. Alot of research work also and not much innovation required. The guidelines are set out for you already and basically its jus doing busy work.

Design of a moving fluoroscopy system ---------------------------------------
Fluoroscopy is a technique for obtaining live x-ray images in a living patient. This project will involve the costing and design of a system that will move along a fixed track in the biomechanics lab and keep up with a patient as they walk in a straight line. In principle, it is similar to the technology used to take TV images of swimmers from the bottom of the pool or 100m runners during their events. A controller will be used in order to close the loop and ensure the camera moves at the same rate as the patient. The fully built system will replace the need for up to six cameras in a biomechanics laboratory to track movement of limbs. It is anticipated that Labview may be used as the interface, although previous experience is not essential.

Not my cup of tea either man. But sounds more interesting than the first one.

Drive cycle implementation through engine computer (with Ford Motor Company) -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------
During a fuel economy or emissions test vehicles have to follow the drive trace within a certain limit. The tolerance band of the legal drive cycle is relatively small (± 2 kph) but even in this small tolerance band individual deviations of the test driver are inevitable. These deviations strongly influence the accuracy and repeatability of the measurements. In this project, the vehicle's own engine control modules should control the actuation of electric throttle body and brake during an emission test. For this purpose a calibration tool can be used. These calibration tools are normally used during development tests anyway to record and manipulate data from the control module. The calibration tool needs to be programmed with a script file accordingly and an interface from the calibration tool to the chassis dyno needs to be implemented. [This project is subject to confirmation]

Alot of research going into this one so its a bit yuck also. Although it will be a little more interesting because you actually get to work with a company who might like you so much that they take you on as an intern or better yet as a full time employee. It would be good to consider this one.

Set up of a distributed computing environment using Dymola and Corba. -------------------------------------------------------------------------
Many optimisation techniques require intensive repeated iterations of plant models to develp correct control strategies. This can be extremely time consuming when a single processor is used and the plant models are complex (e.g. an internal combustion engine, or a biomechanical system). This project will attempt to design a framework whereby a plant model in Modelica can be run on multiple workstations that share information over TCP/IP via a CORBA program. This project requires good knowledge of C++, and is primarily for students who are looking for a software based project.

OMG kelvin this is so your thing...so geek! so chic! so you!!

Classification of patient movement ----------------------------------
A hypothesis is that intensive physiotherapy given to stroke patients shortly after their stroke will result in improved limb function in the longer term. Presently however there is no automated way of measuring limb functionality in a stroke patient (the common approach is an observer goes to the patients home and notes every movement they make – which is clearly labour intensive and can violate the integrity of the experiment). In 2005, a project involving the use of a 3-D accelerometer and 3-D gyroscope wireless device was run that sought to measure functional activity in a stroke patient when they have left hospital by analysing the sensor outputs and attempting to classify the data into a type of movement. This project will seek to extend on those results and improve the classification techniques to make the prototype device useful in a clinical setting. Research projects ------------------ Primarily for students interested in pursuing postgraduate degrees and can be discussed upon request, and tailored to the student(s). Typical areas of research projects I offer are applied control (in automotive and biomedical areas), classification, estimation (intelligent and optimal) and optimisation (typically applied to a particular problem).

This one sounds the most chim man. And very open ended so its more like a research thesis almost.

Wah piang why your course so research based one! So no fun!!! but then youre more of a research guy than i am so maybe you like. Does sound interesting though!

On another note, my senior design project is goin down the shit hole man. We're having to make parts all over again and shit keeps breaking man. But im in charge of getting the engine to run and it turned over a couple times today and its wicked scary fast! 30,000 rpm don pray pray! and it fits in the palm of your hand man. The risk management department at Purdue hasn't ok-ed us running the thing when we get done though and i doubt they will. So itll be shitty. But I'll try to get pictures of it when we're done. :)

Hi there dear beautiful people. Just got a list of some of the interesting projects being offered to us students here. just though i'd share it with you guys in case any of u wondered what it is that i am supposed to be studying. (Unlikely that i will get any of them cuz of my crap results)

but yeah, they sure do sound interesting. hope it is an interesting read

Weigh in Motion for trucks
---------------------------
Currently a common method of detecting truck weight is to use a force transducer(s) placed across the road. However oscillations of the vehicle load can lead to erroneous readings with accuracy as poor as +- 20%. This project will investigate introducing a known disturbance before the transducer and using a computer vision system to track the resulting movement of the truck body as it passes over several force transducers, in order to better estimate the true load of the truck. This project will involve the use of LabView and one of the extensions will be the incorporation of license plate identification technology to identify vehicles. (Note: prior experience with LabView is not essential).

Design of a moving fluoroscopy system
---------------------------------------
Fluoroscopy is a technique for obtaining live x-ray images in a living patient. This project will involve the costing and design of a system that will move along a fixed track in the biomechanics lab and keep up with a patient as they walk in a straight line. In principle, it is similar to the technology used to take TV images of swimmers from the bottom of the pool or 100m runners during their events. A controller will be used in order to close the loop and ensure the camera moves at the same rate as the patient. The fully built system will replace the need for up to six cameras in a biomechanics laboratory to track movement of limbs. It is anticipated that Labview may be used as the interface, although previous experience is not essential.

Drive cycle implementation through engine computer (with Ford Motor Company)
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------
During a fuel economy or emissions test vehicles have to follow the drive trace within a certain limit. The tolerance band of the legal drive cycle is relatively small (± 2 kph) but even in this small tolerance band individual deviations of the test driver are inevitable. These deviations strongly influence the accuracy and repeatability of the measurements.
In this project, the vehicle's own engine control modules should control the actuation of electric throttle body and brake during an emission test. For this purpose a calibration tool can be used. These calibration tools are normally used during development tests anyway to record and manipulate data from the control module. The calibration tool needs to be programmed with a script file accordingly and an interface from the calibration tool to the chassis dyno needs to be implemented.
[This project is subject to confirmation]

Set up of a distributed computing environment using Dymola and Corba.
-------------------------------------------------------------------------
Many optimisation techniques require intensive repeated iterations of plant models to develp correct control strategies. This can be extremely time consuming when a single processor is used and the plant models are complex (e.g. an internal combustion engine, or a biomechanical system). This project will attempt to design a framework whereby a plant model in Modelica can be run on multiple workstations that share information over TCP/IP via a CORBA program. This project requires good knowledge of C++, and is primarily for students who are looking for a software based project.

Classification of patient movement
----------------------------------
A hypothesis is that intensive physiotherapy given to stroke patients shortly after their stroke will result in improved limb function in the longer term. Presently however there is no automated way of measuring limb functionality in a stroke patient (the common approach is an observer goes to the patients home and notes every movement they make – which is clearly labour intensive and can violate the integrity of the experiment). In 2005, a project involving the use of a 3-D accelerometer and 3-D gyroscope wireless device was run that sought to measure functional activity in a stroke patient when they have left hospital by analysing the sensor outputs and attempting to classify the data into a type of movement. This project will seek to extend on those results and improve the classification techniques to make the prototype device useful in a clinical setting.

Research projects
------------------
Primarily for students interested in pursuing postgraduate degrees and can be discussed upon request, and tailored to the student(s). Typical areas of research projects I offer are applied control (in automotive and biomedical areas), classification, estimation (intelligent and optimal) and optimisation (typically applied to a particular problem).

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oh goody here i am again. blogging (meaning that i have lots of time to spare, envy me?)
anyways it is this time of the year again, where we rejoice and celebrate the exams! can't you feel how happy i am. yeah right. i am so irritated over the fact that xl finishes her paper 5 days eralier than me, plus she only has like 3 papers and i have 5! can you imagine, pure torture i tell you! she always finishes earlier than me, damn it. next sem i am going to make sure that i am done earlier so i can gloat.

i guess you guys are having exams too! (except those in the army)
good luck everyone.
i need my coffee fix. someone, anyone?!

hey boys and gals when r we going to the tree top trail? we should seriously pen down the date n time orelse we'll never go man. i'm kindda looking forward to it so hope we can come out with a sunday thats free yeah.
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my dearest friends,
this is not a suicide note, and no i don't have thoughts of ending my own life, so please don't panic.
what i have to say is that, when one of my friends asked me to get off the road and walked on the pavement, i was thinking what if i would to like die suddenly, without any warning or whatsoever, then i am actually going to leave this world with super alot of regrets.
so to ensure that i will die peacefully, in at least one aspect,what i want to say is that, no matter how bitchy, evil, horrible i have been to each and everyone of you, i still treasure the friendship and special moments that each and everyone of you have willingly given to me. i thank you guys for everything, the lovely memories and for the many more that would come.now i can die in peace (whenever that is)
love, jennifer.

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Round #8. Exams should have already become routine for me, nonetheless i am still starting to get scared. I see many stressful days ahead of trying to digest the contents of my ever growing number of books on my shelf. oh well.

Heres an update on my current life atm:
We all know kelvin tan hasnt worked before so he has decided to cut some slack and apply for jobs(though we all know that he probably wont get it due to the lack of experience, dislike for work.. etc)
So i applied for some singapore work exchange program in hope of securing myself a job once i graduate in singapore. Applied for HSBC and some other dodgy company. Nth interesting.
Also applied for my sch's formula SAE racing team which requires a dedicated group of 12 mechanical students to build and maintain a race car for national/international competitions. The form has a little box that had to be checked. It read "Please Note that this isnt a normal Final Year project. It requires alot of effort". I think to myself, dang, what am i getting myself into. Oh well, if i get it great, else i'll have to find something else to do for my final year project.

There you have it, a brief summary of my not so interesting life atm. back to work

Congrats to my man, Tharin... his red hot vw is being featured in euro tuner web site..hands up and pants down for this 'nothing better to do,y not tear up my car dude'..wicked stuff!..hope it will be printed on the mag.. http://www.eurotuner.com/web/0502et_readersride/index6.htmlPosted by Picasa

not much for me to complain, now that i'm in the comfort of my home and in the company of my 11 heavenly frens. things sure ain't going my way for the past few weeks, rather topsy turvy one way relationship with some of the people in camp. But like e rainy day,the sun will eventually shines again so not much to worry about i guess.hahaha..just happy that i can atleast get out of the cell for the weekend, catch up with the boys and girls, watch the last few episode of initial d, drink teh tarik in the wee hour of the night and wake up to howie day - collide. feels good to be home, even the threatening weather breathe warmth.. it's a lazy day.. time for me to laze around.. thank you bro for ya concern!..i'll c u guys around!

look at the time................................................

i might wanna try doing juz tt.............................................

sometimes i just feel the need to sit down, turn up the music and chill.
absence of thought makes me feel just so damn good.
back to work. feeling motivated as ever

new start of the week...2dae i had my medical appointment..so half day in camp...den went 2 tan tock seng...relac day...shiok shiok...so fast...OCT liao..veri soon NOV...den all of us can gather again...tharin n the guys in aussie...cant wait man...haha!!! den comes x'mas!!! den 2006!!! yeh!!! day by day closer 2 ORD!!! cant wait 2 get out frm army...our poor bro, mj got stuck in camp la...due 2 his medical condition, he cant join his unit pple for exercise in brunei...so they kept him in camp..WTF!!! tat's not reasonable la..evil sia!!! haiz..now duno even know wen he can book out...sian diao...guys!!! call him n chat wif him okok...comfort him 2...he needs us!!!

i am feeling so... i don't know what either. just a feeling that i can't any words for, can't describe. i know it is there, cause i feel it, but i don't know exactly what. but never mind me, i am just rambling on and on, cause it is a rainy day,(super heavy rain), and i just love rainy days. i wish i was tucked under the covers instead of being here-in front of the computer- but i guess when you are wide awake, there is nothing you can do to make yourself go to bed.

actually i can't afford to ramble, i have piles of work waiting for me to go decipher, tons of essays waiting for me to work my magic-haha. but as your typical average student, well last minute work seems to work best for me. and so i am still at square one-stuck here on this blog. but it is not as though it is bad thing or anything.

i wished i had a clue as to what is going on in your lives. but i guess most of you don't know either what i am going through, so fair and square. sometimes i feel that friendship is either measured through quality or quantity. time is in favour in our case. which is not such a bad thing even if we don't have substance(i don't mean to say that we are all himbos and bimbos pretending to be really friends). at least i don't pretend to be somebody else when i am in any of your company. plus most of you are so far far away, so distance is working against us. but whatever it is, when we do meet up, we always-more or less- have good times. just like the good ole innocent days. And that is enough-for me at least.

i share a love hate relationship with my dog. i hate him when he makes me go chasing after him, i love him when he is all curled up and sleeping-meaning not mobile, so i don't have to keep watch on him eating something that he ain't suppose to eat.

and so i am rambling on and on, uttering and muttering i don't know what. this whole thing don't really make much sense, but i blog it anyway. you guys can just dismiss this as long rubbish.

P.S i love watching tv when i am stress or upset.

http://a.scarywater.net/lunar/
the link didnt come out nicely on the tag board. enjoy!! its damn funny

i wish i had something to say, something to blog, any train of thought to share but i don't. so let me sit here and stew on what im thinking right now.

ok i no longer think too much and all im occupied with is school work and my other job and i wish i could just study and not keep to my other job for more than one reason but if i do im stopping a more than decent inflow of available cash which would propel me in the direction im heading. so i shall have to stick to the current arrangements for as long as im still in uni.

i wish i could go watch michael buble, lisa ono and tao zhe when they all arrive in singapore for their individual concerts. i shall consider my options later and decide. hmm..i shall follow the method of elimination and get rid of buble cuz i dun even own any of his cds plus i wouldnt even call myself his greatest fan. as for ono, i like her music but i think she's gonna sound just like her cds since she's the tight-lipped sorta singer who will only sing and play the guitar and smile occasionally and say "it's great to be in singapore and thank you all for coming". so then, i think i shall watch tao zhe, at least there's jen who's keen on goin too plus i like him and his songs and at least i can use the excuse of wanting to improve my mandarin by attending a chinese concert where the singer doesnt mumble. maybe i'll be surprised at what stunts he might pull; a lamb onto the stage, funny costumes that i can laugh at and who knows, wang lee hom might just be his guest star at his concert. see, thats what i like about chinese concerts, they surprise you. and you usually get a better deal cuz in actual fact you're paying to see more than one star.

and i've officially surpassed jen as being kimura takuya's number one fan.

et viola, my train of thought is finally coherent.

i need a break!... anyone else? Posted by Picasa

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hey guys got any ways of getting rid of bad luck???

hey~start of a new wk...looking forward 2 the wkends onli...sux...got posted 2 sungei gedong~armour camp...so suay la...freaking far frm home...now cant wait 2 ORD onli...

yo oz boys heard from a unresourceful source that the pple of oz get taxed like about 20++% if they earn between 1000k-2000k+ and subsequently heavier tax for those who earn more?..is it true they get taxed so much? is there a capped on how much the gov can tax on each individual for example like max50%of their salary? do they get taxed monthly or annually and according to my 'source' people who earn 10000k+ per month get taxed 50% of their salary n thus they only bring home 5000k+ per month instead?.. sounds weird i think..enlighten me..thks!

Happy 21st Birthday XIAO LING

















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we grow old with time but wiser as we age... to my wise friends.. you're appreciated Posted by Picasa

u expect urself to accomplish so much in uni....
r u really up to it???


top: Brown Brothers- Moscato definitely our fav. bottle so far. It tasted like the sweet italian wine that me,andreas and tian had in que pasa..just much more affordable..try it! ($25)

bottom: ANGOVE'S Nine Vines - Grenache shiraz rose sponsored by ben. Not bad considered that it doesn't have the strong aftermath effects of a typical red. Nice "ribena' color and screw cap(tharin won't haf a 'cork' prob).. like what they claim " the red wine drinkers white wine"($??) Posted by Picasa

i LOVE raining days.

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY BEN!!....wicked party u had...up up! Posted by Picasa

food for thoughts Posted by Picasa

having some prob with cork tharin!!! Posted by Picasa

don't they look cute! Posted by Picasa

somehow i feel a couple of bottles r missing man...O well tianli will still be jealous too yeah! Posted by Picasa

typical china man Posted by Picasa

hands up for the ladies Posted by Picasa