To my dearest 10 most beautiful people on earth,

New year is approaching i just thought it would be nice to finally post something. Think of it as a tribute.

First up, as if growing up wasn't interesting enough, i had you people with whom i grew up with. Its been a blast. *Raises a toast*

My childish fits and arguements are running through my head at this moment and i just want to give a big bear hug to everyone of you for putting up with me. I know i still put some of you sometimes with the disappearing tricks i have so perfectly mastered on myself. Sorry. I'm a person that needs alot of self space & time.

My thoughts run dry, feelings run deep, and joy glows with your company though it usually doesnt show.

I guess im not much of a family person which makes the rest of you somewhat family, no more friends.

I would like to take this chance to wish everyone of you the bestest, and most wonderful 2006, and for the many decades ahead of us, i look forward to keeping our roots close one another and growing up and old with everyone of u.

Love,
Kelvin

our 1st reaction to most of the statements(which we hear from other ppl) is an evaluation or judgement, rather than an understanding of it. When someone expresses some feeling, attitude or belief, our tendency is almost immediately to feel "tt's right,'' or ''tt's stupid," "tt's abnormal," "tt's unreasonable," "tt's incorrect," "tt's not nice." Very rarely do we permit ourselves to understand precisely what the meaning of the statement is to the other person.

-Carl R Rogers

yoyo~~!! i'm back frm my outfield!!! it was a 3 days 2 nite tour...haha...but more den 3 days la...sun midnite set off till wed evening...if count is more than 3 days sia...tis time outfield was tiring n xiong at times...but it's over!!! wohoho...kk...now briefly share wif u guys wad was my experience through out the outfield...sun midnite wen we set off..4 the 1st time...our armour vehicles got to travel on public road to reach out field site...usualli transporters r needed to low-load all our vehicles to transport them 2 the site...so i can sae my whole unit was veri excited abt it...guess it was my CO who planned all tis...btw he is a veri veri garang officer...sian diao...haha...tat early mondae mornin ard 4am...we were all travellin on the road n the MPs goto escort us...haha..like sum national parade...the weather was pretty cooling...i looked out frm the vehicle i could c stars upon the sky...2 bad i dun haf my digi camera...or else can take down all tis...wasted!!! juz b4 we reached the site...one of the tanks broke down...n my task as a technician was 2 recover the tank...meaning repair it...haha..sian diao..like so fast...so through out the whole tour...my team n i recover pretty alot of vehicles...haha...tiring lo...my frens n i did goto 2 slp alot...but onli on the 1st day la...2nd day onwards wen the missions r carried out...we hardly goto slp...kept moving ard...inside tat area was super messy la...vehicles moving here n dere...oso can hear weapons firing here n dere...pretty fun...like war games...as for our meals...we r suppose 2 eat combat ration...but it tasted awful...so we brought our own food!!! hahah!~!!! we brought oreo, mamee, tuna, bread, chocolate wafer, seaweed...n etc....!!! haha!!! after all, the whole entire field camp was a great experience...goto learn how 2 fix tanks in the field..which was not easy!!! tiring n xiong..but had lots of fun wif my frens...coz we all chiong 2gether!!!!

Maya Angelou - Touched by An Angel

We, unaccustomed to courage
exiles from delight
live coiled in shells of loneliness
until love leaves its high holy temple
and comes into our sight
to liberate us into life.

Love arrives
and in its train come ecstasies
old memories of pleasure
ancient histories of pain.
Yet if we are bold,
love strikes away the chains of fear
from our souls.

We are weaned from our timidity
In the flush of love's light
we dare be brave
And suddenly we see
that love costs all we are
and will ever be.
Yet it is only love
which sets us free.

happy birthday to YOU!!!..

happy only... =)

WoOw All 11 People...wicked 

I'm listening to the 60 tracks of complete christmas music collection now.
I really love xmas carols!!!
thank you guys again for the wonderful gift....
Merry Christmas!!!

I can't wait to tell u guys that im so so glad tt 10 of us will make it tis fri for andreas' and mine birthdays.(Tharin, u really sld be here too). I juz wanna thank everyone for trying to make it happen. Tis is really 1 time tt i can say i really need no presents, but juz ur presence...(im not trying to be funny ok!!)

'Whenever I get gloomy with the state of the world, I think about the arrivals gate at Heathrow airport.
General opinion makes out that we live in a world of hatred and greed but I don't see that.
Seems to me that love is everywhere.
Often it's not particularly dignified or newsworthy but it's always there.
Fathers and sons, mothers and daughters, husbands and wives, boyfriends, girlfriends, old friends.
When the planes hit the Twin Towers, as far as i know none of the phone calls from people on board were messages of hate or revenge, they were all messages of love.
If you look for it, I've got a sneaky feeling you'll find that love is actually all around.'

Hello people...erm posting cos its been a hell long time the last time i posted :P Thanks guys and gals for the concern yest...i feel gd and raring to go now..just tired of the many happy and unhappy past events that have occurred the last two weeks or so...no gf trouble...sum car stuff to settle...had to sell my old parts etc...nice frens like you people to hang out wif...my life's gd i must admit...army's slack....the good old drinking sessions haha...so yea i'm gd....:) Just looking forward to gettin out of army and furthering my studies....cq...cheer up yea :) everything will turn out fine if u think positively...:)

Oh by the way, i'm looking forward to our lunch later wif u guys n gals...:) another 5 more days to my new car...:P and for u guysto note...pls buy 6472 this weekend or u might live to regret it! Hahaha....

Wonder if u guys believe in fate...well, i guess fate sort of true...in relationshiip it does...sometimes in life where things turn out not the way u wanted...u will be at loss...can juz hang there...mind goes blank...at the end of the day still haf to suck thumb to accept the fact...it's hurting...u will get depress...how u wish things will change...radio at times may play sum sad songs tat express how u feel...well, tis will make u cherish every minutes n seconds u haf wif the person...dreaming thou is not real...yet picture the way u wan things 2 be...n it's always so nice...it kinda helps 2 lessen the depression...aft the dream...u wake up knowing tat u r back to reality...how u wish things will juz be alrite...

duno where to eat?.wat to eat?.. http://www.sbestfood.com

For those who watched and do remember the scene:
'say its carol singers'
'with any luck by next year'
'I'll be going out with one of these girls'
'.........'
'but for now, let me say'
'without hope or agenda'
'just because its christmas'
'and at christmas you tell the truth'
'to me, your perfect'
'and my wasted heart will love you'
'until you look like this'
'..........'
'merry christmas'
love actually is all around.............................................

sorry xl i am ripping off the first sentence off your recent post:)

you know why i love watching television so much? And do you know why i love the holidays even more?
simple: because i get to watch even more tv during the holidays. haha. i can see all of you shaking your head in disgust.
i really love watching television. maybe because i am drawn into that element of fantasy, some part of it which cannot be satisfied when one is living in reality.

anyway have you guys seen that photo display exhibition about our environment? i know i am slow, but i took some time to really really pause and look at it, and wow, it is really beautiful. it is amazing what you can do with the camera, and even more amazing what a beautiful place the world is (well i warned you before, that i am in a happy mode). but yeah, it worth the time. i am insipred to take pretty pictures like that too, but since i know i ain't talented in that direction, i am even more inspired to go see all those beautiful things out there. amazing, it just robs my breath when i look at those pictures, so can you imagine seeing it real, for yourself? i might be exaggerating, but i guess this kind of stuff is well, personal preference.

i am running on an almost empty fuel tank.
been buzzing around, catchin up with friends, enjoying my freedom, displaying boundless energy (hope it does not run out soon).
time is endless, for me, at least for now.
i am in my own fantasy world. just me, myself and i.

when i told u guys that i'm booking in 7am in the morning and this post ya reading now is posted at 8.50am...u know something is wrong..VEry WroNg.. to begin with i told my fren(3sgt don) that i had a diarrhoea in the morning thus i'll b reaching there abit later but the truth is i need a new phone...more precisely i need a new alarm clock.. wat happened was i set 2 alarms.. one is the clock n the other is the phone.. coz i don't really trust my phone..i thought i have warrant myself from being late but fate had to play punk with me man.. neither of them works..SHIT!..yup thats the first word i said when i stared at the clock bemused.. 0800.. SHIT!.. so boys and gals.. u guys knoe what i want for christmas eh.. not shit, an alarm clock is acceptable la but a true fren like u guys will definitely go for the killer gadget which is(hint* the sentence before i mention ' ...i need a new alarm clock...")...hahahhaha!!!.. by the way cq can u give send me the address of the hair salon ah?.. i wanna cut me hair tomorrow