i am feeling so... i don't know what either. just a feeling that i can't any words for, can't describe. i know it is there, cause i feel it, but i don't know exactly what. but never mind me, i am just rambling on and on, cause it is a rainy day,(super heavy rain), and i just love rainy days. i wish i was tucked under the covers instead of being here-in front of the computer- but i guess when you are wide awake, there is nothing you can do to make yourself go to bed.

actually i can't afford to ramble, i have piles of work waiting for me to go decipher, tons of essays waiting for me to work my magic-haha. but as your typical average student, well last minute work seems to work best for me. and so i am still at square one-stuck here on this blog. but it is not as though it is bad thing or anything.

i wished i had a clue as to what is going on in your lives. but i guess most of you don't know either what i am going through, so fair and square. sometimes i feel that friendship is either measured through quality or quantity. time is in favour in our case. which is not such a bad thing even if we don't have substance(i don't mean to say that we are all himbos and bimbos pretending to be really friends). at least i don't pretend to be somebody else when i am in any of your company. plus most of you are so far far away, so distance is working against us. but whatever it is, when we do meet up, we always-more or less- have good times. just like the good ole innocent days. And that is enough-for me at least.

i share a love hate relationship with my dog. i hate him when he makes me go chasing after him, i love him when he is all curled up and sleeping-meaning not mobile, so i don't have to keep watch on him eating something that he ain't suppose to eat.

and so i am rambling on and on, uttering and muttering i don't know what. this whole thing don't really make much sense, but i blog it anyway. you guys can just dismiss this as long rubbish.

P.S i love watching tv when i am stress or upset.
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