5/31/2004 11:09:00 PM
Kospi Squak
Thoughts
sitting here staring blankly at the walls
a cocktail of thoughts run through my mind
the house feels incomplete now that everything has been reduced sixfold
kindred spirits i hope we all have become, in perpetuity
thinking of how much long we've stuck together brings a smile to my face
the true brilliance of life shows its form
shadows of thoughts and secrets were revealed
regardless of the many that we choose to let linger,
i do know that talking liberates many things, many of which will be of help
you will not be judged
tears of joy skip down my face
lucky i am, to have been part of this trip
may another cache of such time arrive soon
for feelings of anxiety consume my mind
the clock ticks, the sun sets, the air cools, and another day passes
all is, and will be well with time
may you have a good nights rest my friends, you deserve it
5/31/2004 02:41:00 AM
gents
trying to fight my overwhelming tiredness.
trying to savour this moment,
because when the sun rises,
it is another day for all of us.
many many thanks, to kelvin, andreas and tian li.
for being so accomodating to 6 people, trying their best to attend to all our needs, yet at the same time trying to deal with their own.
thanks ain't good enough, but this is as good as i can get at 5 am in the morning.
tomorrow, all this becomes a part of memory.
what have been said have been said. a clean slate for some of us, a closure, a beginning.
cliche as it may sound, life goes on, people move on.
just a reminder,
"Lest We Forget".
it has been a while since mi n my buddies r away from home...i'm sure we guys enjoyed the trip so far...even though it maybe tiring when travelling from one state to another...aniway we will be returning home veri soon...
5/26/2004 04:29:00 PM
夜来香
man!!! sure it's better here wif the dudes.. seems right now..everything in place...appreciate aunty angela lots.. thank her for putting up wif our attitudes and our demands.. wat a great host.. the highlight of our days at brisbane!
5/26/2004 03:42:00 PM
gents
happy and sad that this journey is about to end.
5/22/2004 10:50:00 PM
chips
1 more year, 365 days, 52wks, 8760hrs, 525600mins, 31536000s to liberty........
5/22/2004 08:32:00 AM
夜来香
hei guys if u have anything in mind that u want us to help u purchase here in Oz pls tell us asap yea... n pls blog to reply!!! thanks.. n haf fun!
5/15/2004 10:13:00 PM
gents
hey wei guang and tharin!
greetings from australia!
hey tian li, see ya tomorrow.
to andreas and kelvin,
many thanks.
5/09/2004 10:52:00 PM
夜来香
i'll b seeing u guys soon yea...before that its an long n tiring journey to endure
5/07/2004 02:15:00 AM
gents
i can't sleep.
i am up for an heart to heart conversation.
but there is nobody around.
and so i am blogging about my loneliness again.
it is the nights, when the world is asleep,
that makes it harder to get by.
maybe that is why we sleep at night, not in the afternoons or mornings,
because it is the nights that are the most difficult to get by.
one by one, people retire into their other world,
leaving me here on the other side.
i get more afraid by the moment.
wishing that i could turn the hands of time.
tick tock, tick tock,
the clocks tick in this deadly silence.
seconds and mintues pass,
but everything is still and quiet.
5/07/2004 02:04:00 AM
gents
The Da Vinci Code rocks!
even though i just started reading it.
radiates the good book kind of feeling.
that sometimes life is worth living,
because of this one good book.
5/06/2004 11:20:00 AM
夜来香
yo the people down under ask u something ... can our normal plug use in sg fits into ya local plug?? or do i hafta buy a multiplug to charge my digital equiments?
5/05/2004 09:20:00 AM
gents
bloody hell,
stop piling all of your assumptions on me,
stop trying to analyse me
stop trying to understand me,
stop trying to think that you know me.
i dun want to have arguments with you anymore,
because you don't get it,
you never listen,
and then you get offended by my brutal honesty,
and said that i hurt you.
yaya, always me, never you.
if i don't even know myself,
what makes you think that you know me.
you come here and start sprouting all these theories,
of how i am trying to fight against myself,
you know what whatever,
i had enough of you.
this is the last time,
i am letting you get to me.
i swear.
5/04/2004 10:22:00 PM
Kospi Squak
in the morning later.. forgot to add
5/04/2004 10:22:00 PM
Kospi Squak
theres supposed to be a meteor shower around 5:50(aus-time), abt 3:50(s'pore-time)
the moon is supposed to be red as well..
that is if anyone is interested
5/04/2004 07:45:00 PM
夜来香
heard from andreas that the temp is slowly dropping in oz so guys u knoe wat to do yea
5/03/2004 07:53:00 PM
夜来香
i'm abit tired.. think i might as well call this to an end
5/02/2004 01:07:00 PM
Kospi Squak
perpetual bliss doesnt exist
5/02/2004 02:06:00 AM
夜来香
thats a real bad piece of "good" news to me man...kindda ruined my money making gimmick!!!..damn!
5/02/2004 01:20:00 AM
Kospi Squak
ahah! exchange rate is $1.20 for AUS$1 now.. damn low.. gd luck with the papers man.. i hope u guys do well
5/02/2004 12:53:00 AM
gents
The sun no longer baring down on a naked soul.
i feel a little life seeping back into me.