1 down 4 to go man... hai~~
hahahah... can envision dreas wif a big cheeky glee when he saw rachel fang in sch ...hahhaha.. the head must b in constant turmoil now.. dun think to much dreas...later got more white hair then u knoe...thks 4 the effort man..seems that the xchange rate there doesn't work to my favour
hey guys..
i checked out the exchange rates.. the one here is 1.33.. as in u need S$1.33 for every AU$1..
as for the weather, now the weather is abt low to mid 10s in the morning n night, n high 10s in the afternoon..
this websites weather forecast is pretty accurate
for me, a sweater is enuf now... for the guys, if u dun have enuf warm clothes i can lend a jacket if any of u need..
i saw rachel fang in school today.. surprised man..
i checked out the exchange rates.. the one here is 1.33.. as in u need S$1.33 for every AU$1..
as for the weather, now the weather is abt low to mid 10s in the morning n night, n high 10s in the afternoon..
this websites weather forecast is pretty accurate
for me, a sweater is enuf now... for the guys, if u dun have enuf warm clothes i can lend a jacket if any of u need..
i saw rachel fang in school today.. surprised man..
yo Oz dudes can u help mi check out the exchange rate for sing$ to aus$ in mel.... coz in sg the exchange rate here is Aus$1 = Sg$1.26...wanna knoe if there offers a better deal ... hehehe .. N by the way update me on the weather there man... essential for packing!!..n i'll c u soon!
After today,
i realised that somehow going to coffee places will not be nearly complete
without you guys.
encapsulated memories at starbucks, at coffee bean
just washes over me like a tidal of wave.
come to think of it,
almost every outing resulted in us landing up in some coffee house,
usually at holland village.
sometimes, i bare my soul to you guys,
feeling that i am ready to take the risk,
to tear down those barriers of walls,
with my barrage of questions,
or simply just plain cofessions,
to change that image you have of me inside,
for the better or for the worse.
sometimes, you guys might think that my questions are a joke,
and not take me seriously,
but look beyond the questions,
the laughter, the craziness,
and probe deeper,
you might just see this other side of me.
i realised that somehow going to coffee places will not be nearly complete
without you guys.
encapsulated memories at starbucks, at coffee bean
just washes over me like a tidal of wave.
come to think of it,
almost every outing resulted in us landing up in some coffee house,
usually at holland village.
sometimes, i bare my soul to you guys,
feeling that i am ready to take the risk,
to tear down those barriers of walls,
with my barrage of questions,
or simply just plain cofessions,
to change that image you have of me inside,
for the better or for the worse.
sometimes, you guys might think that my questions are a joke,
and not take me seriously,
but look beyond the questions,
the laughter, the craziness,
and probe deeper,
you might just see this other side of me.
"if you are afraid of something, u have to go through it orelse you'll b forever afraid".. duno if it make sense... read at some famous quotes web site sometime ago.. forgotten whu said that
yay my exams are finally over.
time to get some informal education
time to get some informal education
Two more weeks to finals two more weeks to finals....yay!!! im going home soon and i cant wait. Finals are going to blow my balls though cos i dont even think i could get a full day of revision for each of my 5 finals just because i got projects and hw all the way until the friday before finals....thought bout throwin the semester away and just not going to the final exams but i guess doing badly is better than not doing at all. anyway...rock on people
i have 5 assignments due in the first 2 weeks of may, and another 3 on their way, which makes 8.. life really does suck to the max
i hardly have enough sleep man.. 5 hrs a day
i hardly have enough sleep man.. 5 hrs a day
the ocean is full of fish shit and what have u, and it is salty
shit is salty
shit is salty
it's hard to bid goodbye
letting the word slip thru ya teeth it's like tellin a lie
gracefully surrender wats not urs
the matter of the heart is like the mood of the sky
can b calm at moments but rainy at time
lighting n thunder storm would rage
this page of my life doesn't feature u in it
it's better off if we 2 don't meet
don't hint,don't wish 4 something like this to persist
no point trying to bang a nail thru the surface of the cliff
it won't touch mi, i hope it does
so i can feel the way u want mi to feel instead of making a fuss
this trust has corrode and rust
it no longer last
save myself the apology, let this end wif the dust
letting the word slip thru ya teeth it's like tellin a lie
gracefully surrender wats not urs
the matter of the heart is like the mood of the sky
can b calm at moments but rainy at time
lighting n thunder storm would rage
this page of my life doesn't feature u in it
it's better off if we 2 don't meet
don't hint,don't wish 4 something like this to persist
no point trying to bang a nail thru the surface of the cliff
it won't touch mi, i hope it does
so i can feel the way u want mi to feel instead of making a fuss
this trust has corrode and rust
it no longer last
save myself the apology, let this end wif the dust
Friendships are so dificult to maintain at times.
sometimes i take the easier way out,
and just let it go.
I am in a talking mood.
but there is nobody to talk to.
i feel so unfinished and unsatisfied.
Love is an integral part of our lives.
why can't i just be satisfied.
i am forever comparing myself against others,
trying to be on par, trying to be equal,
maybe even trying to be them,
to be different.
i expect things out of others,
yet i don't want them to have any expectations out of me.
double standards.
this doesn't make sense,
but they are just a few random thoughts of mine.
sometimes i take the easier way out,
and just let it go.
I am in a talking mood.
but there is nobody to talk to.
i feel so unfinished and unsatisfied.
Love is an integral part of our lives.
why can't i just be satisfied.
i am forever comparing myself against others,
trying to be on par, trying to be equal,
maybe even trying to be them,
to be different.
i expect things out of others,
yet i don't want them to have any expectations out of me.
double standards.
this doesn't make sense,
but they are just a few random thoughts of mine.
one more paper and i will be done for this semester!
call me a freak or nerd or whatever,
but i am quite sad that i won't be studying for the next three and a half months.
i know i am going to miss it.
call me a freak or nerd or whatever,
but i am quite sad that i won't be studying for the next three and a half months.
i know i am going to miss it.
one minute i am feeling just alright,
and the next second,
i am pissing mad.
and the next second,
i am pissing mad.
theres nothing wrong with being emotional but sometimes it hurts having too much feelings. letting ur heart rule over your head.
not thinking rationally, jus allowing ur emotions to dictate.
you flow with feelings but are stuck in a mind ditch.
you dont think, you just feel.
i THINK im like that. but see, i jus used my head to think that i feel more than i think.
not thinking rationally, jus allowing ur emotions to dictate.
you flow with feelings but are stuck in a mind ditch.
you dont think, you just feel.
i THINK im like that. but see, i jus used my head to think that i feel more than i think.
It's yet to be determind,
But the air is thick,
And my hope is feeling warm, I'm missing home,
And i'm glad your not a part of this,
Theres parts of me that will be missed,
And the phone is always dead to me,
So i can't tell you the temperature is dropping and it feels like,
It's colder then it oughta be in March,
And i still got a day or two ahead of me,
Till I'll be heading home into your arms again,
And the people here are asking after you,
It doesn't make it easier,
It doesn't make it easier to be away,
And i'd like to hop a plane and see you in the morning,
When the day is fresh i'm coming home again,
Coming home again,
Coming home again,
When the day is fresh i'm coming home again,
It's warmer where your waiting,
It feels more like July,
Theres pillows in napcases,
And one of them is mine,
You wrote the words "I love you" and sprayed it with perfume,
It's better then the fire is to heat this lonely room,
It's colder where your waiting it feels more like July,
It feels more like July.
enough of this overseas shit....i just wanna go home and be where i feel comfortable again. where people i love and care about are always around. no cares in the world besides the trivial ongoings of everyday life...
Rhino
But the air is thick,
And my hope is feeling warm, I'm missing home,
And i'm glad your not a part of this,
Theres parts of me that will be missed,
And the phone is always dead to me,
So i can't tell you the temperature is dropping and it feels like,
It's colder then it oughta be in March,
And i still got a day or two ahead of me,
Till I'll be heading home into your arms again,
And the people here are asking after you,
It doesn't make it easier,
It doesn't make it easier to be away,
And i'd like to hop a plane and see you in the morning,
When the day is fresh i'm coming home again,
Coming home again,
Coming home again,
When the day is fresh i'm coming home again,
It's warmer where your waiting,
It feels more like July,
Theres pillows in napcases,
And one of them is mine,
You wrote the words "I love you" and sprayed it with perfume,
It's better then the fire is to heat this lonely room,
It's colder where your waiting it feels more like July,
It feels more like July.
enough of this overseas shit....i just wanna go home and be where i feel comfortable again. where people i love and care about are always around. no cares in the world besides the trivial ongoings of everyday life...
Rhino
as the clock counts down...the end is near...tmr shall be the day n the day i know the truth...whether or not hope it's all gonna be alrite...coz i realli wana join my buddies along to go to the trip....please please...guys hope i dun disappoint u all....
Come as you are, as you were,
As I want you to be
As a friend, as a friend, as an old enemy.
Take your time, hurry up
The choice is yours, don't be late.
Take a rest, as a friend, as an old memoria
Nirvana
As I want you to be
As a friend, as a friend, as an old enemy.
Take your time, hurry up
The choice is yours, don't be late.
Take a rest, as a friend, as an old memoria
Nirvana
wassup wif homesick boi??... suddenly gettin all emtional n mushy... hahhaha..mayb the hrs n hrs of loneliness finally crack him man.. poor dude =)
maybe the word ought to be jus pure disappointment, but maybe im jus disillusioned.
wonder how some ppl can be so utterly clueless abt how they're hurting another. not sayin anything, not doing anything; how much i want you to make ur presence felt.
yet another's presence can be so pressurizing, so stifling. so difficult to breathe, i dun wanna get choked.
i dont want to care so much yet i cant help myself
wonder how some ppl can be so utterly clueless abt how they're hurting another. not sayin anything, not doing anything; how much i want you to make ur presence felt.
yet another's presence can be so pressurizing, so stifling. so difficult to breathe, i dun wanna get choked.
i dont want to care so much yet i cant help myself
Hey guys, this following entry is not directed at anyone of you,
but i just need to blog, to purge myself of this intense moment of irritation,
and i can't do it on my own blog, because i just can't.
Fuck you.
but i just need to blog, to purge myself of this intense moment of irritation,
and i can't do it on my own blog, because i just can't.
Fuck you.
Impressing someone is really difficult i think.
cause you have absolutely no idea what makes the other person tick.
just be yourself.
all i can say is, if they like you they do, if they don't they don't.
No point trying to be someone that you are not.
cause you have absolutely no idea what makes the other person tick.
just be yourself.
all i can say is, if they like you they do, if they don't they don't.
No point trying to be someone that you are not.
sianzzz...ming tian lab test..haiiii... ping shi bu shao xiang, ling shi bao fuo jiao!!!...hahhaha.. so true!!!
no specific genre or division i wanna impress...thats the challenge...u don't knoe how they think
hey guys....pretty bad day 4 mi i guess :-(....morning b4 leaving 4 sch...got stung by a bee...the pain ah...u wun wana haf a taste of it...but went to the pharmacy to get some cream so applied n felt better...if still hurt, guess goto c the doc...then my visa 4 aus wasnt approved...wahh...i was anxious man...but went down to the agency and settle...will know in 3 days...*crossed my fingers* hope APPROVE!!!! then at nite...had some oranges...but accidently swallow a seed...wahh...scared i choke ah....but luckily din...haiz...hope tmr i wake up will be a better day....take care pple~
ask u guys a simple question..if u can tryna answer... wat is the best way to impress someone??
I hate it when people keep harping on things,
when they don't move on,
when it is always about me
but never about you.
when they don't move on,
when it is always about me
but never about you.
okok at long last ive gotten this blogger thing..so exciting, its my first blog entry! i dun have a blog cuz i cant be bothered to type out all the things that run thru my head and besides, when i do want to pen it all down, they seem to jus disappear so i might as well jus leave it where its nicely nestled; in my head.
xiao
xiao
guilty nightingale, breathe flesh to this peaceful sleep
sitting where u r, humming tunes that you long to sing
joy comes from deep within, the silver beak tells tales as it speaks
at the surface there's a diff sound, it's not the sweetest neither it's foul
at ya peak, u command the crowd like e weather to it's child
as loud as it sounds, u steal the show in the lights out
as the moon give way to the sun, u exhaust n fall into deep sleep
guilty nightingale, the decease.
sitting where u r, humming tunes that you long to sing
joy comes from deep within, the silver beak tells tales as it speaks
at the surface there's a diff sound, it's not the sweetest neither it's foul
at ya peak, u command the crowd like e weather to it's child
as loud as it sounds, u steal the show in the lights out
as the moon give way to the sun, u exhaust n fall into deep sleep
guilty nightingale, the decease.
hei guys i got something interestin to share wif ya all.. i came upon this web site which helps ya determine wat kinda gal or guy u'll like or attract to...n after doing a short QnA session to my surprise its quite chun man...hahahah.. if free go try out it's kinda fun!!! click here
The problem with friends leaving
is that you learn to work your way around,
and do without them.
is that you learn to work your way around,
and do without them.
Whether big or small
Life is so full of choices,
yet at the same time those choices are also shrinking all the time.
A contradiction?
I thought so too.
But let me explain,
There are baskets of opinions for us to choose from everyday, think about it.
When we wake up in the morning, well we choose if we want to drag ourselves down to school
When we feel hungry, we choose where we want to eat, what we want to eat, who we want to have
lunch or dinner with.
All these subconscious choices that we make day in and day out,
it is almost uncountable.
We make tons of choices everyday, who knows, maybe every hour even.
Yet, from another point of view, choices seem to be out of sight or rather restricted by
the so called invisble barriers.
Like i can only do a major from the arts fac, but not the business fac.
Like these are the only jobs that i can do in future.
Like i cannot act like this because societal norms dictate that i can't.
So you see, this is what i mean.
Life is so full of choices,
yet at the same time those choices are also shrinking all the time.
A contradiction?
I thought so too.
But let me explain,
There are baskets of opinions for us to choose from everyday, think about it.
When we wake up in the morning, well we choose if we want to drag ourselves down to school
When we feel hungry, we choose where we want to eat, what we want to eat, who we want to have
lunch or dinner with.
All these subconscious choices that we make day in and day out,
it is almost uncountable.
We make tons of choices everyday, who knows, maybe every hour even.
Yet, from another point of view, choices seem to be out of sight or rather restricted by
the so called invisble barriers.
Like i can only do a major from the arts fac, but not the business fac.
Like these are the only jobs that i can do in future.
Like i cannot act like this because societal norms dictate that i can't.
So you see, this is what i mean.
bachelor club is still da same lor... can i apply for lifelong membership with gold card and special privileges?? i wonder who will get married first.. lets place bets... i put my money on mr t.tan
Wait ah... Eleven people.. hmmm we never had a full house before also
Cq, Mj, Andreas, Ben, Wg, Me(Kelvin Tan), Tharin, Tian Li, Xiao, Evelyn, Jen
ahah! what about daryl chooi? or is he not counted cuz he din stick his ass in spore long enough.. anyways tmr is the last day of school b4 the easter break and im shit bored with heaps of nonsense work to do. Cheer up wg.. i also failed my driving until jia lat lat..
Cq, Mj, Andreas, Ben, Wg, Me(Kelvin Tan), Tharin, Tian Li, Xiao, Evelyn, Jen
ahah! what about daryl chooi? or is he not counted cuz he din stick his ass in spore long enough.. anyways tmr is the last day of school b4 the easter break and im shit bored with heaps of nonsense work to do. Cheer up wg.. i also failed my driving until jia lat lat..
took my driving test today... Commited grave mistakes on 3 occasions; and of these 3, i had options... To do it or not to do it... Apparently i did commit those mistakes but y? I attribute them to the lack of confidence... Confidence wld haf kindly pull mi up the shore rather den to desert mi in the sea; enlighten mi wif the benefit of the doubt... Didnt actually comprehend wat the word means till tis date... Had took it for granted n now the retribution...Now tt the lesson has been taught, let the words spread n duplicate...
For winners, losing inspires them. For losers, losing defeats them.
For winners, losing inspires them. For losers, losing defeats them.
the eleven people r those u feel close to ya heart.. thus i'll leave that to ya own selection yeah
well... for those of you who cant accept the invitation.. its cuz of hotmail.. ask mj to send it to your other e-mail aliases or yahoo or smthing.. at last man.. anyways nice work mj.. couldnt have done it better myself!! sweet
is the bachelor club expanding or reducing in numbers...now that mi n tharin r gone 4 good!!!
no profound quotes non any literature works. juz a simple mail sent in recognition of an unsung hero....
................. he went all out to aid 4 severly injured casualties at yesterday's rugby match. The 1st had a laceration 3 inches long, half an inch into the skull. The other had an inch long laceration on the eye-lid. The remaining 2 had a dislocated shoulder n a fractured finger respectively. This young man- composed, n calm- reacted professionally n readily to the predicament, and in doing so thwarted a crimson mess............
Well, this young man happens to be mi.... haha....... But look, no slight air of arrogance displayed. Juz wanna share a rewarding moment of mine to u. Perhaps, its bout time to show some appreciations to the unsung hero of the military forces.
ps:i drafted the mail if u do realised cos the actual mail was send to my medical officer n he relayed it to mi....
take care everyone........
................. he went all out to aid 4 severly injured casualties at yesterday's rugby match. The 1st had a laceration 3 inches long, half an inch into the skull. The other had an inch long laceration on the eye-lid. The remaining 2 had a dislocated shoulder n a fractured finger respectively. This young man- composed, n calm- reacted professionally n readily to the predicament, and in doing so thwarted a crimson mess............
Well, this young man happens to be mi.... haha....... But look, no slight air of arrogance displayed. Juz wanna share a rewarding moment of mine to u. Perhaps, its bout time to show some appreciations to the unsung hero of the military forces.
ps:i drafted the mail if u do realised cos the actual mail was send to my medical officer n he relayed it to mi....
take care everyone........
lobo is a fren from down under... not ya typical air to air fren...indeed lobo is somehow like yaoming to us juz that his real name is tian li yeah... hope from this clues i've given u, u can guess whose lobo yeah!!!...anyway wasup wif the 2 baby policy???
i just thought of something.
If i can change something in our singapore history, it will be Lee Kuan Yew's
"Stop at two" baby policy.
If i can change something in our singapore history, it will be Lee Kuan Yew's
"Stop at two" baby policy.
yes i finally finally managed to get this thingy working.
I was like thinking of something intellectual to write, but sadly,
no inspiration.
Must be all that psychology shit and singapore history that i have been studying.
Staying at home, with only four walls to stare at does that to you.
jen
I was like thinking of something intellectual to write, but sadly,
no inspiration.
Must be all that psychology shit and singapore history that i have been studying.
Staying at home, with only four walls to stare at does that to you.
jen
test is juz 15 mins away... my mind is juz as clear n tranquil as the morning sky... no fear no hesitation... feels like i'm on a mission... there won't b a successful victory in this battle ..i'll definitely lose... it's my time... time 2 face my sentence... Hai~~ i'm about to fail!!
juz wanna check whether it works tis time. if it does den im in, if not try again next time.......
............wk......................
............wk......................
keep up e good job mate... i like the phrase.. do u get it by the way mate???... can always genius(me) over here...anyway tharin u'll be missed i'm sure.... without u is like having ghost festival without the ghost man...aiiiii~.. do wish u can b wif us but sadly u r still too young 2 travel alone..mayb next time yeah!!! ..hope the rest will blog too..kinda fun
hello eblebody....i hate exams....hate hate hate....i post already hoh! don say don have hoh! anyway hope you all enjoy yourself in australia....sorry i cant go wit you guys although i would love to *sob* talk to yall soon!
Tharin
Tharin
"the only time success comes before work is in a dictionary"
saw someone say this on tv, havent been able to use it or apply it yet till now..
haha..
saw someone say this on tv, havent been able to use it or apply it yet till now..
haha..
hey guys...i've notice that some of ya haf prob logging into the blog or juz accepting the invitation that i posted out awhile ago....basically i duno wats the prob... but i realised that there's a way 2 beat it...u guy juz hafta b online when i post the inviatation to ya email n 7/10 of the time it works.... but pls juz sign up an account first yeah... like dat u'll make things easier yeah... hope to c all of ya blog soon...it's kinda quiet...peaceful...silent...dull at the moment hope things will change!!!! juz msg mi when u online thru the msn !!!!... cya~