Friendships are so dificult to maintain at times.
sometimes i take the easier way out,
and just let it go.

I am in a talking mood.
but there is nobody to talk to.
i feel so unfinished and unsatisfied.

Love is an integral part of our lives.
why can't i just be satisfied.

i am forever comparing myself against others,
trying to be on par, trying to be equal,
maybe even trying to be them,
to be different.

i expect things out of others,
yet i don't want them to have any expectations out of me.
double standards.

this doesn't make sense,
but they are just a few random thoughts of mine.