maybe the word ought to be jus pure disappointment, but maybe im jus disillusioned.

wonder how some ppl can be so utterly clueless abt how they're hurting another. not sayin anything, not doing anything; how much i want you to make ur presence felt.

yet another's presence can be so pressurizing, so stifling. so difficult to breathe, i dun wanna get choked.

i dont want to care so much yet i cant help myself