i was whining so much last night that i felt somewhat repulsed by my own whining.
im no longer whining cuz there really is no solid grounds on which
im allowed to whine except that i was pretty much disappointed with certain stuff.
but i found my way around it today.

too much of whining makes you a very indignant person.
too much of whining makes you an unfocused person,
you end up jabbing face cream into your right eye.
way too much whining makes you develop a perverse liking to your own whining.
im glad i didn't reached the terminal stage.

nightmares.
sometimes i wonder if that is why i dont want to sleep.

'It ain't easy to be me.'

Finally on Blogspot. Reason for celebration? Haha....nice webbie there...thanks to MJ for the invite :)

Can you guys go download "skype"?
go to http://www.downloads.com and search for "skype"
its a program that allows alot of people to talk. something like a conference.
cuz msn only allows 2 people at a time, this one have no limits i think. maybe 10?

upon seeing the photos that we took in aussie,
i was like....
boy do i miss that part of the holidays.
The pictures are fantastic.

always u believe,
anything u hope,
bookmake it in ur life!!

my sister is getting married tomorrow
and im hit by the fact that she's gonna pack up and
leave in november to the place i so desperately want to go.
she'll be someone's wife; in a few years a mother;
and in the distant future a grandmother.
my house would sound emptier, look emptier, feel emptier.
but im really happy for her.

 

 

whoever would have guess that,
the mere thought of going to school,
would make my heart beat a little faster,
and send a tingle of excitement
from my toes
all the way up to my head.
It is almost like downing  5 tequila shots.

hei... who got the new jay album ah????...lend me to burn..heheheh...thanks!

my head's a bit like hitler,
did i mention how charming and eloquent he is?
i dont want to tag along in the dictatorship
i want to stay behind where everything is.
but for once, im letting myself be dictated
so it'll no longer be a joke

going round and round in a circle,
finally realising that you have drawn your own circle.
the answer is staring in your face.
to take a step out of the circle that you have drawn,
or choosing to remain in it.
both decisions ain't easy,
but a choice is what you need to make.
what the head dictates,
is not necessary what the heart wishes.
you can't have the best of both worlds, in this case.
who ever said that life was fair.

goin round and round the circle,
not knowing why and how come.
another of his big practical jokes
that makes you cry yourself silly
when you finally realise you drew the circle yourself,
you've probably gone round the circle a zillion times.
and you're right back where you started.

for a reason you come
partner me in this journey
witness the best and worse of me
stood by me
offer me ya time
never ever sleep when i speak
your sacrifice
there's no way i can pay ya back
but my plan is to show you i understand
you are appreciated

thanks cq and his family for the scrumptious meal... wonderful thought... n also jennifer for the wine... everything good ends with a toast... n to u my frens.. nothing is complete without ya...wicked! 

tomorrow will be a better day!!!

the lazy ocean hugged the shore and wouldn't let go.

tharin aka g unit aka tar tar sauce thanks for the indept explanation for my question.. u're really very bored man...hahahaha...anyway thanks lots.. can learn alot from ya man

ok...very simple explanation
a supercharger consists of a whole package of a computer (ECU) upgrade which would do a couple things from increasing the need for higher octane fuel, removing the speed limiter and increasing the rev limit....lightened pulleys blah blah  and the supercharger kit itself...in the US an average supercharger kit runs around 3000 for parts itself.
a turbo setup requires the turbo, various other pipings and blow off valves and gauges and yada yada yada.
this turbo setup can be limitless in price depending on your driving style and preference.turbo kits can also be found for around 3500 or so but those will be stage I....there are up to IV stages and it gets progressively cheaper as you increase stages.
 
the MAIN DIFFERENCE between them is that superchargers maintain a constant boost without variablility of boost levels and thus a higher but constant torque and horsepower power bands. turbo chargers on the other hand have variable boost levels so you could run a constant daily driving level of say 10psi and when you need the boost for track racing you can run up to i think 16psi? *disclaimer....these are things that i know are true.....i know enuf to be able to tell you the basics but i dont claim to be an expert.
 
anyway...for a daily driver, if you prefer to go forced induction as opposed to NA (naturally aspirated) a supercharger will be your best choice. it gives you reliability with safely added power... a turbo on the other hand is when you wanna generate ungodly amounts of horsepower and torque that most average drivers will be unable to handle...remember horsepower aint nothing without proper tuning (i.e suspension, tires,safety apparatus) a turbo however gives you the big variability and choice from chooseing the size of the main turbo to boring out your valves and cylinders and all that...also turbo requires proper maintenance or they will give you a big load of T-R-O-U-B-L-E
 
however keep in mind that forced induction is not for every car...first of all if your car engine is made of aluminum block ...you will need lots of reinforcement to keep it running safe...such as new engine mounts and stronger cyclinders and bushings and other stuff....if not your car could explode on you...even iron block engines like most german cars will need some reinforcement to err on the safe side 
 
ok im done talking

yo tharin i got something to ask ya....wats the diff between a turbo charger and a super charger.... n which is better in terms of performance and also the longevity of the engine.

'Time for a new chapter'

bah bah black sheep have you any wool
no you mother fuckin cock suckin fool
none for your father none for the day
none for the little prick who fucks up my day
TADAAAAA!!!!! :)

there was this little girl
who tried to make things swirl
so she could watch it furl
and forget her little world.

so tired of i dont knows
so tired.

tomorrow is another day
and i'm thirsty anyway
so bring on the rain.

i can feel what you feel
hanging all day in ya jail
turning on the screen n type some cheap thrill
do u still, do u u think that we're as bored as you?
hahaha... go surf some milk

bleah! thats my poem of the day....beat that you bitches :)

i truly believe
that if i stare at it hard enough
it'll all go away

it'll all go away
because it was never there in the first place

the mirror reflect more tha a face
so u're looking at this image again
you don't like what you see
but ain't gonna change
standing infront of another mirror
it's all still the same

hearing the words that he said.
it all came back.
damn.

selfish and self centered.
don't tell me your problems.
i don't want to listen.

A mistake made stained your life...
A mistake made makes you learn and never to commit again...
A mistake made and not learnt ruined you...
Stains can be cleared but a life shall not be ruined..

stronger...than yesterday, now or never...
but a mile away...

人在江湖，生不由几...

There's but in everybody...
No one is perfect nor imperfect...

don't know where it's going; going, going, gone

you ask question,the four walls of silence
dig deeper, find ya answer
open ya eyes wide, don't mistake danger
recite this question, over n over
until you witness it, truth, naked.
unmasked the clown that riddled ya mind
look into it's eyes, find the words that kept so well hidden inside.

Why judge others? Look into the mirror!!!

兄弟

Geniuses are the luckiest of mortals
because what they must do
is the same as
what they most want to do.

i spent the late afternoon watching how to lose a guy in ten days cuz i feel too sick to move my butt. anywhere within the four walls but outside. am a sucker for romantic comedies, they're like rainbows, they make me happy. even for the shortest period of time. they make me believe in something im afraid im losing my faith in.
plenty of silence now.
nothing but one facade after another.
worm your way out of this mess; this entire fiasco. go on, try.
or maybe the mess in its entirety is basically my own piece of junk.
im done trying to numb it; feel nothing, do nothing, think nothing.
go on, give it your best shot, im listening.

Since when
was the last time i went down to see my grandfather
was the last time i actually spent time with my family
was the last time i had a meaningful thought
was the last time i was engaged/ involved in something.
truth be told, i can hardly remember.
But then what is the point of bringing up my ineptness.
to make myself feel better that i actually still remember,
to justify that it is the thought that counts.
what the heck.

The only thing constant is change.
people are changing all the time,
for the better, for the worse,
so open up those damn eyes of yours
and see and appreciate.
It is easy to say that an individual is no longer the same person
as she/he was a few years back,
but do you see that?
When someone sees the same people everyday, they wind up becoming a part of that person's life.
And then they want the person to change.
If someone isn't what others want them to be,
the others become angry.
Everyone seems to have a clear idea of how other people should lead their lives,
but none about his or her own.

The Soul of the world is nourised by people's happiness.
And also by unhappiness, envy and jealousy.
To realize one's destiny is a person's only real obligation.
All things are one.
" And when you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it."
-The Alchemist-
this seems to suggest that as long as i recognise my destiny,
i can just sit back and enjoy a smooth ride.
Like how the guys explain it:
" 1+1=2
BOY+GIRL=BABY"
maybe it is that easy afterall.