Since when
was the last time i went down to see my grandfather
was the last time i actually spent time with my family
was the last time i had a meaningful thought
was the last time i was engaged/ involved in something.
truth be told, i can hardly remember.
But then what is the point of bringing up my ineptness.
to make myself feel better that i actually still remember,
to justify that it is the thought that counts.
what the heck.

The only thing constant is change.
people are changing all the time,
for the better, for the worse,
so open up those damn eyes of yours
and see and appreciate.
It is easy to say that an individual is no longer the same person
as she/he was a few years back,
but do you see that?
When someone sees the same people everyday, they wind up becoming a part of that person's life.
And then they want the person to change.
If someone isn't what others want them to be,
the others become angry.
Everyone seems to have a clear idea of how other people should lead their lives,
but none about his or her own.

The Soul of the world is nourised by people's happiness.
And also by unhappiness, envy and jealousy.
To realize one's destiny is a person's only real obligation.
All things are one.
" And when you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it."
-The Alchemist-
this seems to suggest that as long as i recognise my destiny,
i can just sit back and enjoy a smooth ride.
Like how the guys explain it:
" 1+1=2
BOY+GIRL=BABY"
maybe it is that easy afterall.