i spent the late afternoon watching how to lose a guy in ten days cuz i feel too sick to move my butt. anywhere within the four walls but outside. am a sucker for romantic comedies, they're like rainbows, they make me happy. even for the shortest period of time. they make me believe in something im afraid im losing my faith in.
plenty of silence now.
nothing but one facade after another.
worm your way out of this mess; this entire fiasco. go on, try.
or maybe the mess in its entirety is basically my own piece of junk.
im done trying to numb it; feel nothing, do nothing, think nothing.
go on, give it your best shot, im listening.