night firing...beautiful! 
if e bullets ever manage to fly over these hills... our mat neighbour won't b happy i suppose =)
13 jun 2005, mon: i received a phone call...a phone call tat brought mi bad news...i was asked 2 go 4 a course...2 become an armour vehicle technician. I informed my superiors n all. They say will fight for mi 2 stay @ Singapore Technologies Kinetics 2 continue the project which i had done for almost 3 mths...Life @ ST kinetics was gd. Wear civilian clothes everyday 2 work. Working hr 8.30-6pm. Pretty slack. Well, i guess all gd things come 2 an end pretty fast. Hope i could stay...but chances r slim...haiz...WHY WHY?? Being a technician is not so bad la...Can obtain skills on repairing vehicles....but still prefer my project life...aniway hope for the best...hope i receive gd news for my stay @ ST kinetics...i'm mentally prepared for the course aniway...haiz...troubled...
a dear old man i knew passed away on sunday and i just returned from his wake.
while many paid tribute to him, reminiscing how he would tell his countless stories, recite his endless poems and how much he cared about the people he knew; i couldnt help but cry. i was thinking to myself, "why is it that i don't seem to have power to command my mind to stop making the tear ducts act up". i dont think i remember that tears could actually flow so unceasingly and easily until tonight. he left a legacy of love.
i wanna leave mine too.
while many paid tribute to him, reminiscing how he would tell his countless stories, recite his endless poems and how much he cared about the people he knew; i couldnt help but cry. i was thinking to myself, "why is it that i don't seem to have power to command my mind to stop making the tear ducts act up". i dont think i remember that tears could actually flow so unceasingly and easily until tonight. he left a legacy of love.
i wanna leave mine too.
hey guys,
i appreciate each and everyone of you.
just thought of letting you guys know, it is great to have friends like you.
for a while, i was carried away by life, how monotonous it was, how boring it was, i guess i was taking my friendship and life in general for granted. i was losing that spark in life, losing that faith i guess. But all is well now after reading a few letters and cards.
How we have all grown, how we have all becoming adults, facing different challenges, making new friends, discovering new things, all without one another. But no matter what, we are still friends til now, and it has to mean something right?
i am pretty much satisfied now. Have many great days ahead!
This kind of gushing don't come very often from me haha. today is an unusual day i guess.
signing off jen.
i appreciate each and everyone of you.
just thought of letting you guys know, it is great to have friends like you.
for a while, i was carried away by life, how monotonous it was, how boring it was, i guess i was taking my friendship and life in general for granted. i was losing that spark in life, losing that faith i guess. But all is well now after reading a few letters and cards.
How we have all grown, how we have all becoming adults, facing different challenges, making new friends, discovering new things, all without one another. But no matter what, we are still friends til now, and it has to mean something right?
i am pretty much satisfied now. Have many great days ahead!
This kind of gushing don't come very often from me haha. today is an unusual day i guess.
signing off jen.
Life is so peaceful. i am enjoying it.
no school, no obligations, no anything.
i can grab coffee, and people watch the whole day. look at time passing by without any worries. having plenty of time to waste. i love it. wasting time is what i am best at. haha.
no school, no obligations, no anything.
i can grab coffee, and people watch the whole day. look at time passing by without any worries. having plenty of time to waste. i love it. wasting time is what i am best at. haha.
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was bored to shits. decided to make a blog. i'll update it soon
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aced my first paper, went through it like a breeze. gave me the utmost satisfaction. at last my hardwork seems to be paying off. or did it. had a paper the following day and i had no energy nor drive to study for it and i was writing gibberish on that scrap of paper they call the exam booklet. im back down to earth now and studying again for the other papers :(...
my course needs some major restructuring. so much emphasis is put on memorising stupid lines from stupid lecture notes, im starting to wonder if even the toilet man can do my paper.
my course needs some major restructuring. so much emphasis is put on memorising stupid lines from stupid lecture notes, im starting to wonder if even the toilet man can do my paper.
i had a great time chilling @ WALA WALA...got a live band, EIC performing...they were great...able 2 do songs requests(e.g coldplay, foo fighter, red hot chilli pepper, matchbox 20 n etc....)...kelly n rueychen n their grp often head down to there 2 chill out...so tis time round they jio mi n my frens 2 go...was my 1st time..haha..n guess wad...the seats kelly n rueychen chop for mi n my other frens were right smack in front of the stage...haha...gd view of the whole band though...basically we sat ard a round table...order sum beer, listen 2 the band n chit chat...funny thing was one of the bass guitarist realize mi n my frens were new 2 WALA WALA...he pointed at our table n thru the mic he jokingly called us 'WALA virgins'...haha...a veri funni guy...he's very gd in his bass guitar..awesome man...the performance lasted frm 9.30pm-1.30am. song bo...b4 9pm was happie hr 1 for 1...i made a song request GooGoo Dolls - Iris which was the last song 2 wrapped up for the nite...on the paper i stated "To: WALA Virgins". haha...so they kinda knew it was frm us. Overall i can say it's great to chill out there...had a hectic week...manage 2 relax n de-stress myself @ WALA WALA ...enjoyed my fri nite~~ guys nxt fri free we go ?? on bo??
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im starting to doubt my abilities. It seems that slowly my desire to do the things i wanted to achieve before is leaking away. i hope i find some way of rekindling that desire before i become another one of the walking zombies out there who dont know what they want with their lives. not that best place to be posting the thoughts running through my mind for fear of unwanted repercussions and attention. just abit of doubt about stuff and feeling like there is this big void of expectations to fill. sigh :( must be exam stress. never been so scared of failing before. dont intend on experiencing it