im starting to doubt my abilities. It seems that slowly my desire to do the things i wanted to achieve before is leaking away. i hope i find some way of rekindling that desire before i become another one of the walking zombies out there who dont know what they want with their lives. not that best place to be posting the thoughts running through my mind for fear of unwanted repercussions and attention. just abit of doubt about stuff and feeling like there is this big void of expectations to fill. sigh :( must be exam stress. never been so scared of failing before. dont intend on experiencing it