i have re-confirmed the sad fact that im always lagging behind technology and that computers and i just really don't get along at all. a computer revived from the dead yet still as hapless as a newborn.

i went to eski bar today with a classmate from nus n jen joined us later, its at tanjong pagar n its really cool. cool in the sense it was freezing my ass off and we had to borrow winter jackets from the bar staff so maybe "cool" is an understatement then but i really enjoyed the bitching session, discussing everything from the scandals in school to saying lewd jokes and listing bimbo instances to whether eski bar actually made money and whether they were about to close down after; quote n unquote jen, "the novelty wears off". its sad though that so many of these cool chill out places come n go like the tides but thats how the business is, harsh. next time we should all go there n freeze before they eventually shut down and drink their signature drinks one of which i tried, the eski blue, really sweet and nice..enjoyed every drop.

im just writing random stuff now, a thought jus came to mind. you know the typical love story in the most taiwanese serials where the boy A meets girl A n falls in love yet cannot be with girl because of the other dying girl B and girl A becomes noble and gives them blessings and pretends to accept love from boy B but girl A's still deeply in love with boy A and the lovers are torned and in anguish and blah blah blah you get the pic.
that never happens in real life. it sounds to me like a truck load of bullshit but i cannot be certain that one of us wouldnt experience it firsthand. but i highly doubt it. even without the dramamama of dying girl B, i dont think i'll ever be that noble with love. there's always this deeply hurt party in either direction n no one ever leaves happy.
can it possibly be true that when you see the one you love (in the romantic sense) happy, even if he or she isn't with you, you'll still be happy?