aced my first paper, went through it like a breeze. gave me the utmost satisfaction. at last my hardwork seems to be paying off. or did it. had a paper the following day and i had no energy nor drive to study for it and i was writing gibberish on that scrap of paper they call the exam booklet. im back down to earth now and studying again for the other papers :(...

my course needs some major restructuring. so much emphasis is put on memorising stupid lines from stupid lecture notes, im starting to wonder if even the toilet man can do my paper.