i have re-confirmed the sad fact that im always lagging behind technology and that computers and i just really don't get along at all. a computer revived from the dead yet still as hapless as a newborn.

i went to eski bar today with a classmate from nus n jen joined us later, its at tanjong pagar n its really cool. cool in the sense it was freezing my ass off and we had to borrow winter jackets from the bar staff so maybe "cool" is an understatement then but i really enjoyed the bitching session, discussing everything from the scandals in school to saying lewd jokes and listing bimbo instances to whether eski bar actually made money and whether they were about to close down after; quote n unquote jen, "the novelty wears off". its sad though that so many of these cool chill out places come n go like the tides but thats how the business is, harsh. next time we should all go there n freeze before they eventually shut down and drink their signature drinks one of which i tried, the eski blue, really sweet and nice..enjoyed every drop.

im just writing random stuff now, a thought jus came to mind. you know the typical love story in the most taiwanese serials where the boy A meets girl A n falls in love yet cannot be with girl because of the other dying girl B and girl A becomes noble and gives them blessings and pretends to accept love from boy B but girl A's still deeply in love with boy A and the lovers are torned and in anguish and blah blah blah you get the pic.
that never happens in real life. it sounds to me like a truck load of bullshit but i cannot be certain that one of us wouldnt experience it firsthand. but i highly doubt it. even without the dramamama of dying girl B, i dont think i'll ever be that noble with love. there's always this deeply hurt party in either direction n no one ever leaves happy.
can it possibly be true that when you see the one you love (in the romantic sense) happy, even if he or she isn't with you, you'll still be happy?

i am really worried about my future. crap, i will be graduating in a year and i have freaking no idea what i want to do, what direction i am taking. i am really scared. freaks me out.
taipei was really good. i can see myself living in that city for a while.
not even one week in singapore, and i am itching to get out, to travel, to go somewhere.i guess i really love traveling.
apart from wanting to get out, i pretty much ain't doing anything. everyday stay at home and rot. but so far i am enjoying rotting. but after a while this rotting is going to get onto my nerves. i know. i can feel it coming already.

i lost smthing really precious to me while workin yesterday; my make-up pouch. i know, i know it might sound ridiculously trivial to you boys but there are more stuff in there than jus my make-up: the pair of pretty earrings my mommy gave me, the other accessories i got from taipei, the moisturising lip gloss i bought from taipei for my sister's bdae, my handy dandy blusher brush which i cant find it anywhere here anymore and of course my other make-up which i shan't bother lisitng since none of you boys would be remotely interested (ive already whined to jen so she knows exactly wat ive lost). maybe i shall give you a few analogies; my losing the make-up pouch is just like tharin losing his precious car key then realising his car's been dismantled (ok maybe thats a bit too much; jus the example of tharin losing his car key would do), benjamin losing the new spoiler he recently fixed, kelvin losing his computer, mj losing his entire set of No.4...you get my drift lah. so now, im going to work and hopefully (fingers crossed very tightly) i'll be able to find it after ransacking the entire shop. i jus hope and pray someone didnt throw it away by accident while we were taking stock yest, or that some kleptomaniac didnt jus swoop it away while pretending to be a customer. maybe it jus isnt exactly my week considerin i had to take a jab on my butt cuz of some allergic reaction i had to smthing i ate a few days ago. ok now, will stop whining, maybe if u guys became a girl jus for a day, you'll empathise. so meanwhile, im thankful for jen, at least im not the only girl around.

P.O.P 

yo dudes how's going man..just graduated from sispec last saturday..finally i got out of that forgotten island..hahaha..hate that place man..now i'm in 3 guards which is at bedok that area definitely feels better to b residing in main land..haiz..but i haf to b a trainee for another 5 weeks before i can start showing some attitude 2 my men..hahahah..wicked..anyway how u guys been hardly heard from u guys..especially dreas..duno wat he up to..tharin ya blog is like car menu very informative..learnt quite abit juz by reading ya blog..keep it up dude..can feel that ya passion is high on this one man..tianli you're the man..thats all i haf to say..hehehe..jennifer n xl no need much to add la..they r still in 'taiwan' hahaha..juz make people jealous only man..for sure dudes we'll go overseas together man..will b fun!..ok i haf to leave..naruto is waiting for me...hope u guys write more often so i got something to read abt every weekend when i book out yeah!..have fun!..b happy!

exams are nearing, extremely under prepared unlike my usual self. Think its cuz of my lack of time management this semester. Feeling afraid that i might stuff up my papers and i cant wait to set foot on spore soil again. want to eat sleep and breathe singapore life for a month. miss u guys and see u soon!

i love taipei. it completely rocks my world and i wish i could extend my stay here but i gotta work on friday..haha..sheesh. but im glad i made this trip. the people here are hot hot hot. hahah.. im actually considering coming over to teach english cuz there are like gazillions bu xi zhong xin around..and everyone's tryin to pick up english, they have those handbooks n they sit at starbucks and practice. we went clubbing too at a place called LUXY, it's a gorgeous place but friggin expensive, 700NT per person but i felt it was worth the money, had a lot of fun there. we really should come to taiwan together, seriously. im sure you boys will have a good time. :)

oh and today we went to a place called dan shiu, it reminded me a lil of australia. we went to slack at one of the starbucks (oh macdonalds and starbucks has really taken over the world, they're everywhere in taiwan as well, even in ooo loo areas) in danshui and jus watched the sun set, it was jus beautiful. sigh. haha

anyways i miss you guys, so does jen; wish you guys could see what we're seeing.

and as for the chou dou fu jen told you we ate, jus wanna add that "horrid" is an understatement. ack.
alritey then see you boys soon!

finally in taipei. wooo hooooooo!
taipei is the best. can we come back soon, this time with you guys.
Taipei rocks, i love Xi Men Ding. It is THE place, it is like bustling with life boy!
saw plenty of hot guys today. saw a jay chou look alike, but xl doesn't think he is looks like jay chou. we saw sharon au in shilin night market!! we were so damn excited, took pictures with her. haha. starstrucked. i am her fan now!!
i am broke. xl even more broke. both of us spent like tons of money on the clothes here.
well we tried to like take picture of chio gals. we took like only one haha.
can let you guys ogle when we come back.
lots of interesting things happened to us during the trip
update you guys when we come back.
hard to believe, but we actually miss you guys.... haha
see ya really soon. we will be back on thurs night, 1045 flight.
jen

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see ain't broken..just sprained 

got time we sleep 

combat ration?? 

next destination! 

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yo i'm back 

hey guys!
greetings from taiwan. xiaoling and me are in taichung now, we will be heading to tainan tomorrow.
so far the trip has been not bad, getting better everyday.
but taiwan not as great as i thought it would be.
no hot guys, how sad is that. no jay chou even "sad-der".
the only thing here is to eat and shop, and it gets boring after a while.
the hostel on our first day was HORRIBLE to the max! i swear. it is like sydney number two, only worse!
the hostel looked like it was going to collaspe anytime soon, crumbling walls with peeling paint. the toilet was bad to the max, no words to describe.
bottom line, it was damn bad.

met up with ming jun in taipei. he is doing fine.he will coming back tomorrow.
i think he broke his finger on the 5th day of the training. OUCH.
okay will try to post pictures up if i can.
damn tired, going back to rest.
signing off, jen.