i decided not to do the PA job. so i am back to square one again.
back to job hunting. sigh.

i pity you.
you are pathetic.

i have stopped learning altogether. nothing really excites me. i need to get my engine starting.

you are like a pet dog.
forever and lapping up whatever attention that is given.

i need to start exercising. and stop thinking too much.

you sit and wait and wait.
but you are only noticed when you are needed.

tomorrow is a new day.