ive been youtubing for the past three nights and i just want to live as a recluse. tightly snugged and rolled away in my puny world, away from the noise and other things that make you suffer from insomnia.
when you sit wide awake throughout the night and watch the sky turn from pitch black to a blue then finally light thats initially comforting but turns blinding and you hear the different sounds of the time; the silence at 3, the slight chirping at about 4.45, the incessant laughter of the minas at 5.50 then the roaring of bus engines at 6.20; the world around you seems strange and you wonder why you've never noticed this awkward strangeness before.
you probably wouldnt have noticed anything in the first place if you're drowsy and about to collapse to the dead of the night but struggling to keep awake at 430; but when you're not the least bit tired, it is as though your body and mind hasn't got the time kicked into them yet and are still functioning the exact way they would in the day; you feel altogether different as you sit, watch, and breathe unfamiliarity.
when you sit wide awake throughout the night and watch the sky turn from pitch black to a blue then finally light thats initially comforting but turns blinding and you hear the different sounds of the time; the silence at 3, the slight chirping at about 4.45, the incessant laughter of the minas at 5.50 then the roaring of bus engines at 6.20; the world around you seems strange and you wonder why you've never noticed this awkward strangeness before.
you probably wouldnt have noticed anything in the first place if you're drowsy and about to collapse to the dead of the night but struggling to keep awake at 430; but when you're not the least bit tired, it is as though your body and mind hasn't got the time kicked into them yet and are still functioning the exact way they would in the day; you feel altogether different as you sit, watch, and breathe unfamiliarity.