hey xl and andreas and tian li, pictures are up.
the ones at indochine. only downloaded the few that we took.
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2133541091
enjoy.

ive been thinking the whole week and re-watched one of the seasons of sex and the city.
i have to admit that i've become one of those irritating people who are always whining abt what a shithole their lives are simply because i refuse to see the good things there are in it. im still brilliant at dishing out sound advice to others yet i cant figure out what to tell myself.
i have to admit that im not one who's easily contented;
i have people who truly care abt me yet i have this urge to shun them and make them flee.
i have to admit ive become one of those people who dont know what they want anymore.
right now im living in ghost town where i cant acknowledge my ghost, cant confront him and cant send him away.

mate
i have nothing to say
what else is there to talk about
things have happened
i cant change it
i honestly want to move on





xl's home hanging Posted by Hello


top :don't blame me, they falsh really bright man! Posted by Hello


3 si botak Posted by Hello


steamed sambal. a little difficult to see


andreas and ben


wk and chen


the gals with their boys


mind over matter


xiao and kel


after seeing a chio bu


the boys


xiao's mess


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bottom : me n me parents at e ferry terminal Posted by Hello


ivan aka pei hun kia n me Posted by Hello


me and leslie Posted by Hello


P O P Parade : Alpha Posted by Hello

...Entering A New Phase In Life

You’ve just gotten your first job. There are so many things you want to do with that pay cheque. You have dreams to fulfil and goals to achieve. You have a lifetime ahead!

You should start planning your finances so that when you reach 55, you have enough savings to see you through retirement. It may seem a long time more before retirement, especially since you’ve just started work. Whilst you are still young, time is really on your side. You have lots of leeway to plan and make adjustments so that your financial goals can be achieved.

a word from our CPF board...

A young person without family commitments or a housing loan to repay might be happy investing in higher risk instruments like stocks. On the other hand, a middle-aged person with family and a housing loan to repay might be more comfortable investing in “less risky” instruments, eg. a balanced fund in which investors’ funds are invested in a mixture of stocks and bonds.

another word from our CPF board...
go read up the website, very interesting...
lights off...

POP liao lor!!! it felt like yesterdae juz entered army...
will miss my platoon mates...tis past 10 wks we all had a great time...
aft fri's posting, hope we all r posted 2 the same place...no more chao recruit...
private liao..haha...

i watched "shutter" just two days ago with malinda.
was about how the ghost of a photographer's ex gf came to scare the living daylights out of him and his friends.
they ended up committing suicide.
but there's a deeper issue beneath all that.
ultimately it boils down to how you can never escape your past.
try as you might, you cant stop your past from circling back and hitting you in the face.
you pay for what you've done,
whatever decisions you make you face the consequences, it's got the memory of an elephant, it never forgets so you wont forget either.


one of the questions was "the example of eating the apple is about?"
how the hell should i know?
i cant help feeling indignant.
i cant wait for it to all go away, damnit. just disappear.

he didnt resist the urge to see her and came.
he spoke, he teared then he left, broken.
the only thing she said was
"some things are just not meant to be"
seeing his vulnerability
she felt bad and that was it.

i attribute the cause of my "flyfreebird" syndrome to my exams.
i just want to fly away from all this,
to find an island where i can just bake in the sun all day
and eat grapes (i don't know where this came from)
and watch gorgeous men and pretty women strolling by,
to watch lovers in love with one another,
to watch nature at it's best,
to watch time fly by,
to have a cup of starbucks in my hand,
to live for today, and not for tomorrow or the many days after.
yeah dream dream dream.... dream dream dream.


i wanna watch man! Posted by Hello

I know this sounds cheesy,
but the incredibles are really incredible!
It is such a good cartoon/ superhero /family and friends flick.
in fact it is more than a flick, it touches on deeper issues too( ooohhh...ahhhahh...)
had a ball watching it with my family.
yeah this is what i wanted to say,
just using blogging as an excuse to not study.

if ur comparing wealth, ur comparing ur past...
if ur comparing education, ur comparing now...
if ur comparing future,u must compare learning ability...

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nothing
im so upset.. so let it go mate..


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3 more wks 2 POP!!! Bmt goin 2 be over....


wicked Posted by Hello


chio bu haven! Posted by Hello


.... Posted by Hello

got steady hands?... http://www.jokaroo.com/ecards/funny/steadyhands.html

swirl swirl swirl siwrl sriwl slwir sirlw sl..l... http://zongrila.net/swirl.htm...wicked!

How Dumb Are You???.......... http://www.enwhore.com/viewmovie.php?mid=237... You are DUMB!!!

http://www.nike.com/usa/nikesphere/ <---- this is damn funny.


go there. i thought it would be good to eat up space so that it looks like we have alot to talk about when we dont really do. yeah. m o r e s p a c e. .. . . . . ..

grief, like all emotions, arrives and leaves like the tidal waves.
like u said, inevitability.
thats how the business runs. full circle.
enter, then exit.
my condolences.

i am not sure about you guys,
but in the midst of preparing for my upcoming exams( trying to) i am wondering if all this studying is going to be worth it.
Maybe it is in times like this,
when i try to find the easy way out and say, all this studying is not going to be worth one bit, and i try to fight urges to just call it quits. (but i never find the guts to do that)
But then i realise trying call it quits is actually not the easier way out. it is staying in the "right" education path which is the easier way out.
When will this end? after i graduate? after i receive my honours? my masters? Looking at this, it feels like a long long time.
The more imporatant thing is: is it going to be worth it at the end? will i get the kind of job that i want? will i be missing out on anything?
I don't know. somehow i question the imporatnce of qualifications in this era.

there r 4 types of ppl in this world...
1. one tt owns wealth but not time
2. one tt owns time but not wealth
3. one tt has no wealth, no time
4. one tt owns both wealth n time

i think im becoming a very harsh person.
im not too sure if i derive sadistic pleasure
from seeing that look upon his face.
maybe its the insecurity growing stronger each time now
knowing the impending event
knowing fully well what im doing
yet not knowing what the hell im doing.
maybe im just pms-ing?

hey mj! great to hear from you again man. Hope you and the other guys havent been suffering too much in army man! tell us all bout it if you feel like it :)

yo! guys this is a very interesting site do check it out http://www.vitorvilela.com.br/ and http://www.imaginationcubed.com/LaunchPage#

This feels funny.
Is it me or is it them?
The fact that they are still able to get to me means something right?
sometimes i am just so insecure about my friendships.

wanna travel for free???... http://www.seasia.discovery.com/traveladventure/searchforahost/_home/index.shtml


what a debut for this lad..a hat trick against fenerbahce which in my opinion give him and n man utd too much space too operate.. n incidenatlly the match also highlighted e birth of roony n ruud partnership... with van the man feeding rooney..n roony putting the ball behind the net...wicked stuff!!... even though the turkish side consist of quality players from the dutch n brazil national team they didn't post much of a threat other than their initail 2nd half surge which saw them scoring 2 goals in 15mins which echoed the weakness in united defence especially in dead ball situations but the rest of the match belongs to united n a certain 18yrs old ... but 1 player that caught my eyes other than rooney is garbiel heinze...the argentinian left back definitely add some steel into united frail defence.. he's fast, hardworking and also have a attacking nature which definetly help boost the overall attacking options for united.. wicked man!!!...a gd game of soccer and also gd show from the wonder boy...6-2 Posted by Hello

muz watch http://www.foxsearchlight.com/lab/shorts/farmsluts/quicktime.html

latest news from radio has it that paris hilton has another video on the net somewhere, cuz someone broke into her house and stole it.. what a genius. he's going to be filthy rich. karen says its with nick carter. duno if its true. i highly doubt that it will interest the girls but im just saying it anyways. and damn ur lucky team mr thareeeen. oh and your balls too. i just thought of a super lame joke but i will not embarass myself

go this website http://www.hello.com/how_bloggerbot_works.php?sourceid=blo&subid=us-hpp1=howbbworks read up and download the software... follow the very ez to understand instructions n in no time u'll b posting pics in the blog... if u still can't figure out... TOO BAD!!!

hey mj howd you figure out how to post pics? one comment i can make is make the text window bigger....looks quite cramped up. that bitch looks gross...my balls look prettier than her and i hardly spend any time grooming them. oh ya how do you use smilies here when you post also.
kelvin tan dares to bet against my team?? uh uh ....not cool yo. Man U will win again this year if ruud and alan smith are fit and ferdinand also. my line up would exclude roy keane cos hes no longer as good as he used to be. my 11 would be tim howard (after a few games rest) ferdinand, silvestre, heinze, scholes, ronaldo, giggs, smith, nistelrooy, saha and rooney... forget the neville brothers too man. 4 strikers, 3 midfielders and 3 defenders. i should be manager man. if they score we will score more bitch


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Man Utd 1 - 0 Spurs...Silvest almost scored again, carroll smacked himself against the pole, edman obviously adore the man utd jersey alot...man utd looks gd but still ain't that convincing....erm... KEL LOSt MONEY!!!..WHAHAHA Posted by Hello

putain, fait chier.
suspicion sneaking up inside me
informing me that i've somehow managed to lose
my emotions that once swelled up as easily as a sprained ankle.
im just like you now.
i want to be like leonard shelby in memento.
maybe life would be so much simpler.
i'll make up my own story and live the lie
i want to immerse myself in right now.
"i know the world is still out there when i open my eyes".
such certainties i dont want to know.



Gaara Posted by Hello

if u are damn freaking bored and have nothing to do in this big boring ugly world.
visit http://www.b0g.org/wsnm/images/
they have the most funny shit you will ever find on the net. in all seriousness. it really is funny
oh be warned. there are usually some seriously gross and offensive stuff now and then. i dont recommend eating while viewing.

sianz.... just realise that my sis is also a daniel wu admirer.... sianz

Some random thoughts....

i just want to jump out of the window now,
and feel what it feels like to be flying.

There comes this day when you offically stop making good friends.
The whole process is just too exhausting and tiring.
I can hardly keep up with the ones that i have now.

Money makes the world go round,
money can by you anything, even love and friendship. happiness definitely.

Education moulds you into a cynical person.
It educates you, widens your horizons, add a few more brain cells,
but it does not necessarily make you a better person.
it drives you to just want to kill yourself sometimes and enlighten you of suffering elsewhere in the world.
It makes you realise that sometimes with all that knowledge, you are still going to end up being a nobody.

okay. im living life every moment now.
not planning, not looking, just living.
breathe.

by the way boys, you're gonna be in de army soon
so we ALL NEED to meet up before that ok?
and CQ, C.S.I kicks ass, doesn't it?
it makes you just wanna stay home and do nothing
but watch that damn box.


testing...http://www.txmx.de/graffindex.html Posted by Hello

check this out! http://perso.wanadoo.fr/parkour/parkourenglish/

that kid is damn freakin funny....its on a program called The Man Show and its on the channel comedy central....at the end of the show they show girls wit big boobs bouncing on trampolines.... my best part of the show :) they always make kids do fuckin perv stuff also...its so wrong but so funny

check it out!!! http://www.snabbstart.com/film.asp?download=164

hey guys if you all wanna forward big stuff to me don send it to my hotmail email...send it to tharin@purdue.edu or tharin@gmail.com oh ya anyone want gmail? i have 5 invites....1GB of storage space and its free for now...no tellin how long that will last. i tried to post using the instructions blogspot provided and it didnt work...dunno why also

oh ya mj you know the email you forwarded wit some attached pics of US troops supposedly raping iraqi women? ya i just realised that theyre not american cos those are not american uniforms. hehehe....someone is quite stupid :)

i don't like computers
they don't like me either.
therefore the computer illiterate me cannot answer mj's question.

oh by the way, i watched
"harold and kumar goes to white castle" a couple days ago.
IT WAS HILARIOUS.
i haven't laughed like that for eons.
it felt bloody good.

anyone have any idea on how to post pictures instead of words on the blog?

'do wat others can't do, endure hardship that others can't endure, tolerate anger that others can't tolerate, you thus enjoy wat others can't enjoy...'
excerpt from mdm chan...

rubbish!

what is the difference between a poem and a rap?

complacency; a chronic disease...

alright im having a effed up weekend. First of all, this fool decides to put his phone in the freaking laundry and secondly he starts his car up and immediately starts to floor the throttle and proceeds to fuck the car up real bad. i think i might have bent pistons or somethin man....im damn upset now

oei dreas u still want me to send ya the jay chou new album anot ah??.... and tharin wat is ya dman address...how u want me to send ya???... don't hang hang

"WEI WUUUUUUUUU", Wang Chao and Ma Hun echoed......... "summon the guilty person,summon LEE WEI GUANG", Si Ma Guang read aloud.... 'lee wei guangggg",Wang Chao and Ma Hun echoed..... "Lee Wei Guang do u plead guilty for messing with Chia Tian Li heart which resulted in sever depression and lose of interest in girls anymore as he accused you of?", barked Bao Qing Tian....

susilo is out man..... crash crash out of the dream...ZZzzzZZzzz

crushes are a temporarily fix
for the lonesome heart.
i am on a high.

singapore got a gd chance to win the first ever olympic gold medal man.... through badminton...wicked!

Wasup Mr lobo lobo... r u alrite my man?...sick???

Hey guys and gals! Thanks for turning up on for my bday celebration yest :) really enjoyed the evening with u ppl haha...thanks for the present too! :) Cheers :P

Once u start to help up ur mum wif her daily routines/chores..
u essentially realised how much she has actually done for u all these years..
so guys, its high time we reciprocate..

'Many peOple will walk in and Out Of
urr life but Only trrue frren will
leave footprrints in urr (¯`v?¯) tO
handle urrself use urr head.tO handle
Others use urr (¯`v?¯). Angerr is Only
One letterr shorrt Of dangerr.if
sOmeOne betrrays yOu Once it is his
fault. if he betrrays yOu twice it is
urr fault. Grreat minds discuss ideas
Averrage minds discuss events Small
minds discuss peOple. He,whO lOses
mOney,lOses much He,whO lOses a
frren,lOses much mOrre He,whO lOses
faith,lOses all. Beautiful yOung
peOple rr accidents Of naturre,but
beautiful Old peOple rr wOrrks Of
arrt. Learrn frOm e mistakes Of
Otherrs yOu can't live lOng enOugh tO
make them all urrself. Friends, yOu
and me...yOu brrOught anOtherr
frren...n then therre werre 3...We
starrted Ourr grrOup...Ourr cirrcle Of
frrens...n like that cirrcle...Therre
is nO beginning Orr end...Yesterrday
is histOrry.TOmOrrrOw is
mysterry.TOday is a gift.'
An excerpt from someone's masterpiece..
enjoy..

sianz... don't know enough time to get myself to my intended physcial condition b4 i enter ns lei.... i need to abit more...hahahaha!

yo Mr Chia how are ya my man... keep us updated yeah! .. CHEERS!

Hey eh next wed (11th of august) I'm holding my bday celebration with u guys...probably going olio's dome at borders there to haf dinner....will u all be able to make it ard 6plus in the evening?

I'll try to give u guys a treat lah.....but if my court hearing turns out to be rather expensive...hehe u guys know what to do ok? haha minimum fine shld be ard 500bucks :(

Anyway after dinner we'll probably going to k-ster or some ktv to sing out hearts out k? So make yrselves free on that day....probably be hme ard 4plus the next morning...so prepare yrselves haha :)

It'll be nice to post whether u guys can turn up over the tag message at the side of the blog page...thanks a million...cya guys soon :)

hei tian how r ya... heard u shifted to somewhere new...new faces etc.. tell me more yeah

a new era has dawned
a battle that shall not be loss
only victory has a say
from now till the end of day
looking back and see
all the time that you have missed
so what are you waiting for huh?


Tossing and turning becomes the essense of great things that await you tmr

Nights become terribly long as the last rays of sunlight diffuse into an absalom of darkness

Tomorrow will come, greater aspirations will caress your dawn and inner senses

Birds awaken, trees sway to the morning stillness as the gravitational tides pull away frm shore

Tomorrow will be a better day.

YES to mj's question.
it's horrible.

Hey guys, just wanted to write to say that i won't be coming back until next monday or tuesday (Aug 9 or 10). My grandmother had a stroke this saturday and i gotta be the family bitch for a while la. The rest of the 4 days that i will be in singapore...i guess we gotta make up for lost time at zouk ya? :) In the words of britney spears TAKE CARE YALLLLLL!!! (freakin hick)

hei any of ya having trouble sleepin...ZzzZzzzZZZz

i was whining so much last night that i felt somewhat repulsed by my own whining.
im no longer whining cuz there really is no solid grounds on which
im allowed to whine except that i was pretty much disappointed with certain stuff.
but i found my way around it today.

too much of whining makes you a very indignant person.
too much of whining makes you an unfocused person,
you end up jabbing face cream into your right eye.
way too much whining makes you develop a perverse liking to your own whining.
im glad i didn't reached the terminal stage.

nightmares.
sometimes i wonder if that is why i dont want to sleep.

'It ain't easy to be me.'

Finally on Blogspot. Reason for celebration? Haha....nice webbie there...thanks to MJ for the invite :)

Can you guys go download "skype"?
go to http://www.downloads.com and search for "skype"
its a program that allows alot of people to talk. something like a conference.
cuz msn only allows 2 people at a time, this one have no limits i think. maybe 10?

upon seeing the photos that we took in aussie,
i was like....
boy do i miss that part of the holidays.
The pictures are fantastic.

always u believe,
anything u hope,
bookmake it in ur life!!

my sister is getting married tomorrow
and im hit by the fact that she's gonna pack up and
leave in november to the place i so desperately want to go.
she'll be someone's wife; in a few years a mother;
and in the distant future a grandmother.
my house would sound emptier, look emptier, feel emptier.
but im really happy for her.

 

 

whoever would have guess that,
the mere thought of going to school,
would make my heart beat a little faster,
and send a tingle of excitement
from my toes
all the way up to my head.
It is almost like downing  5 tequila shots.

hei... who got the new jay album ah????...lend me to burn..heheheh...thanks!

my head's a bit like hitler,
did i mention how charming and eloquent he is?
i dont want to tag along in the dictatorship
i want to stay behind where everything is.
but for once, im letting myself be dictated
so it'll no longer be a joke

going round and round in a circle,
finally realising that you have drawn your own circle.
the answer is staring in your face.
to take a step out of the circle that you have drawn,
or choosing to remain in it.
both decisions ain't easy,
but a choice is what you need to make.
what the head dictates,
is not necessary what the heart wishes.
you can't have the best of both worlds, in this case.
who ever said that life was fair.

goin round and round the circle,
not knowing why and how come.
another of his big practical jokes
that makes you cry yourself silly
when you finally realise you drew the circle yourself,
you've probably gone round the circle a zillion times.
and you're right back where you started.

for a reason you come
partner me in this journey
witness the best and worse of me
stood by me
offer me ya time
never ever sleep when i speak
your sacrifice
there's no way i can pay ya back
but my plan is to show you i understand
you are appreciated

thanks cq and his family for the scrumptious meal... wonderful thought... n also jennifer for the wine... everything good ends with a toast... n to u my frens.. nothing is complete without ya...wicked! 

tomorrow will be a better day!!!

the lazy ocean hugged the shore and wouldn't let go.

tharin aka g unit aka tar tar sauce thanks for the indept explanation for my question.. u're really very bored man...hahahaha...anyway thanks lots.. can learn alot from ya man

ok...very simple explanation
a supercharger consists of a whole package of a computer (ECU) upgrade which would do a couple things from increasing the need for higher octane fuel, removing the speed limiter and increasing the rev limit....lightened pulleys blah blah  and the supercharger kit itself...in the US an average supercharger kit runs around 3000 for parts itself.
a turbo setup requires the turbo, various other pipings and blow off valves and gauges and yada yada yada.
this turbo setup can be limitless in price depending on your driving style and preference.turbo kits can also be found for around 3500 or so but those will be stage I....there are up to IV stages and it gets progressively cheaper as you increase stages.
 
the MAIN DIFFERENCE between them is that superchargers maintain a constant boost without variablility of boost levels and thus a higher but constant torque and horsepower power bands. turbo chargers on the other hand have variable boost levels so you could run a constant daily driving level of say 10psi and when you need the boost for track racing you can run up to i think 16psi? *disclaimer....these are things that i know are true.....i know enuf to be able to tell you the basics but i dont claim to be an expert.
 
anyway...for a daily driver, if you prefer to go forced induction as opposed to NA (naturally aspirated) a supercharger will be your best choice. it gives you reliability with safely added power... a turbo on the other hand is when you wanna generate ungodly amounts of horsepower and torque that most average drivers will be unable to handle...remember horsepower aint nothing without proper tuning (i.e suspension, tires,safety apparatus) a turbo however gives you the big variability and choice from chooseing the size of the main turbo to boring out your valves and cylinders and all that...also turbo requires proper maintenance or they will give you a big load of T-R-O-U-B-L-E
 
however keep in mind that forced induction is not for every car...first of all if your car engine is made of aluminum block ...you will need lots of reinforcement to keep it running safe...such as new engine mounts and stronger cyclinders and bushings and other stuff....if not your car could explode on you...even iron block engines like most german cars will need some reinforcement to err on the safe side 
 
ok im done talking

yo tharin i got something to ask ya....wats the diff between a turbo charger and a super charger.... n which is better in terms of performance and also the longevity of the engine.

'Time for a new chapter'

bah bah black sheep have you any wool
no you mother fuckin cock suckin fool
none for your father none for the day
none for the little prick who fucks up my day
TADAAAAA!!!!! :)

there was this little girl
who tried to make things swirl
so she could watch it furl
and forget her little world.

so tired of i dont knows
so tired.

tomorrow is another day
and i'm thirsty anyway
so bring on the rain.

i can feel what you feel
hanging all day in ya jail
turning on the screen n type some cheap thrill
do u still, do u u think that we're as bored as you?
hahaha... go surf some milk

bleah! thats my poem of the day....beat that you bitches :)

i truly believe
that if i stare at it hard enough
it'll all go away

it'll all go away
because it was never there in the first place

the mirror reflect more tha a face
so u're looking at this image again
you don't like what you see
but ain't gonna change
standing infront of another mirror
it's all still the same

hearing the words that he said.
it all came back.
damn.

selfish and self centered.
don't tell me your problems.
i don't want to listen.

A mistake made stained your life...
A mistake made makes you learn and never to commit again...
A mistake made and not learnt ruined you...
Stains can be cleared but a life shall not be ruined..

stronger...than yesterday, now or never...
but a mile away...

人在江湖,生不由几...

There's but in everybody...
No one is perfect nor imperfect...

don't know where it's going; going, going, gone

you ask question,the four walls of silence
dig deeper, find ya answer
open ya eyes wide, don't mistake danger
recite this question, over n over
until you witness it, truth, naked.
unmasked the clown that riddled ya mind
look into it's eyes, find the words that kept so well hidden inside.

Why judge others? Look into the mirror!!!

兄弟

Geniuses are the luckiest of mortals
because what they must do
is the same as
what they most want to do.

i spent the late afternoon watching how to lose a guy in ten days cuz i feel too sick to move my butt. anywhere within the four walls but outside. am a sucker for romantic comedies, they're like rainbows, they make me happy. even for the shortest period of time. they make me believe in something im afraid im losing my faith in.
plenty of silence now.
nothing but one facade after another.
worm your way out of this mess; this entire fiasco. go on, try.
or maybe the mess in its entirety is basically my own piece of junk.
im done trying to numb it; feel nothing, do nothing, think nothing.
go on, give it your best shot, im listening.

Since when
was the last time i went down to see my grandfather
was the last time i actually spent time with my family
was the last time i had a meaningful thought
was the last time i was engaged/ involved in something.
truth be told, i can hardly remember.
But then what is the point of bringing up my ineptness.
to make myself feel better that i actually still remember,
to justify that it is the thought that counts.
what the heck.

The only thing constant is change.
people are changing all the time,
for the better, for the worse,
so open up those damn eyes of yours
and see and appreciate.
It is easy to say that an individual is no longer the same person
as she/he was a few years back,
but do you see that?
When someone sees the same people everyday, they wind up becoming a part of that person's life.
And then they want the person to change.
If someone isn't what others want them to be,
the others become angry.
Everyone seems to have a clear idea of how other people should lead their lives,
but none about his or her own.

The Soul of the world is nourised by people's happiness.
And also by unhappiness, envy and jealousy.
To realize one's destiny is a person's only real obligation.
All things are one.
" And when you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it."

-The Alchemist-
this seems to suggest that as long as i recognise my destiny,
i can just sit back and enjoy a smooth ride.
Like how the guys explain it:
" 1+1=2
BOY+GIRL=BABY"
maybe it is that easy afterall.

人生终有许多的巧合,
两条平行线也可能会。。。有交会的一天。。。

人生终有许多的意外,
握在手里的风筝也会突然断了线。。。

you forgot that i have the capacity to feel

"having eyes, but not seeing beauty;
having ears, but not hearing music;
having minds, but not perceiving truth;
having hearts that are never moved and therefore never set on fire.
these are the things to fear."

lessons learnt from watching trainspotting:
1) Don't attempt to take drugs, it results in constipation.
2) Drugs is 1000 times better than having sex.
3) It is not the process that matters, but the end product.

germinate from this seed.
changes induced within this body.
i've grown to be this steady tree.
u r still this seed waiting for the sun to cast its magic.

"pointless repinings"

-Oryx and Crake

once upon a time a raging river gradually followed its course to a miserable wallowing of a stream. a (not)lonely stream, streaming alone. though you get the general idea that life's happening somewhere else and obviously without you, but still the mere trickle that exists is enough to satisfy you and your thirst, whether its a subconscious one or not.

and what is there left to say except the tired refrain, sorry. but the worst (ignore the negativity of that word) part is that you aren't sure anybody cares anyway and one day when it matters, as it will, you know it's going to hit you so hard like a ton of bloody bricks that life's going to be even worse (triple in the negative) than you know it can be. taking a leave of absence once in a while is justified, but biting off a whole chunk simply because i feel like it seems too wantonly selfish to try and explain.

took this off my friend's blog.
thought it aptly describe what i am feeling.

One country that isn't developing some terrible weapon, or has a secret military base under the mountains... Jamaica... Jamaica would never make an atomic bomb, they may make an atomic bong - when the atomic bomb goes off, theres devestation and radiation, but when the atomic bong goes off, theres celebration

man who runs in front of bus gets tyred.
man who runs after bus gets exhausted.

don't blame love for all that you did not recieved
but for all the love that you have, but did not give

i know this is a little late,
but i have been thinking about it.
i still refuse to concede to the fact that
marriage is an easy thing.
if relationships are already difficult to deal with,
what more being binded together with somebody
for the rest of your lives?

i sat down with the boys and watched two soccer matches in one sitting, ate calbee hot and spicy potato chips and peanuts, drank plain water and screamed along.
so amazed.
felt like a boy.

"Bring Me To Life"

i am sinking deeper into the arms of cynicism.
losing my faith and my heart.
it doesn't matter anymore.
nothing matters.

we will have many adventures together

compromises,
easier said than done.

Desiderata
Go placidly amid the noise and haste,
and remember what peace there maybe in silence.
As far as possible without surrender,
be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
listen to others, even the dull and ignorant;
they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons;
they are vexation to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others,
you may become vain and bitter
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your career.
However humble, it's a real possesion in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is.
Many persons strive for high ideals and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be yourself.
Especially, do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment,
it is as perennial as the grass.
Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nuture strength of spirit to shield you from sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.
Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him to be.
Whatever your labours and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life,
keep peace with your soul.
With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful.
Strive to be happy.

i am making a mockery out of love.

im resigned.
no expectations, no obligations-two good things
im not worrying.



by the way people, i got into NUS.



a frozen heart.

"How happy is the blameless vestal's lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot.
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!" -Alexander Pope


maybe there is an eternal beam in having no memories. is that it?
nothing to hold on to for dear life.
like wat mj said, even the simplest of things amazes you. like a newborn; vision blurred yet when eyes are open to the world, it smiles when you do.
but each moment is etched as its next memory.
there is no spotless mind, is there?

leave them alone

wat's exactly a blog?
no one has ever explained nor have i asked.....
after reading countless,the enigma remains.....
awaits someone to unveil wat many asked.....
i sense strong emotions-those of great depth; be it love or hatred-in many.....
could it be a tool that relieves oneself of its emotional obligations?????
i sense cryptic in words, sentences, phrases and even quotations engineered by the great ones.....
could it be a mask one wears to avoid direct contact; to camouflage oneself n yet wanting to declare ur existence????? (dunno whether u call tis oxymoronic behaviour)
i sense honesty, truth, frankness, happiness, joy, ecstasy and wat haf u.....
could it be wat's exactly a blog?????

PS:for the benefit of the english not so well-done ppl out there like mi..... SPARE US THE VOCABS......PEACE GUYS........

acknowledge, admit, believe, coming to terms with, concede, acceptance.
not acknowledging the past but wanting to embrace the present and future.
not acknowledging the being's history is fundamentally not admitting to the being as a whole; who cares about its present or future then?
doesnt work this way.

call me cynical.
but i find it hard to believe what you say.
once bitten twice shy.

the aussie pictures are out!
i cut my hair,
it is pretty short now, but stilll long. it looks crappy.

been patronising orchard road for 6 days in a row.
feels good to hang out at familiar places.
walking along the streets,
i see a familiar face or two.
and i cringe.
i notice the space between each person.
everyone stepping over my invisible boundary.
shoulders brush across, shopping bags slapping into my legs,
conversations a ear away.
the mask slips back on.
the familiar steps played out, flawlessly.
it was always there,
grilled at the back of my mind.
it just takes some getting used to.

unconcious
another breath escapes my body
feeling my time slowly seeping away
gently remove me from this existance
my plight, my plight has gone to waste
quench my thirst wif another breath
hold it i tried, hold it there
an estacy of thoughts run wild on top
progress from being placid to the next raging wave
now i must give way
my body screaming for me to stop this pain
exhale inhale, exhale inhale
a single beat drumming, humming tunes
quietly singing my life away

it's all good.
she's no longer sitting on the fence watching, waiting, wondering.
she rationalises everything now and sees it the way her head tells her.
wonder if she feels exactly the way her head thinks.
everything is done in the most logical manner, everything is weighed in grams; right down to the decimal places.
she cannot share that part of your life with you because she cannot accept it and that hurts more than anything else.
i guess it's not all good.

No one would choose a friendless existence on condition of having all the other things in the world.

To dare to live alone is the rarest courage, since there are many who had rather meet their bitterest enemy in the field, than their own hearts in their closet.

There is no greater sorrow than to recall in misery the time when we were happy.

If you are alone you belong entirely to yourself... If you are accompanied by even one companion you belong only half to yourself, or even less, in proportion to the thoughtlessness of his conduct, and if you have more than one companion you will fall more deeply into the same plight

The body is a house of many windows. There we all sit, showing ourselves and crying on the passers-by to come and love us.

"many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness".. don't think too much...
occupy ya boredom.. dun let it control ya




now that i am looking more closely at the new blog,
i think the clownish figure is quite freaky.
i am so bored so bored so bored.
i am starving for company, and by company i mean 24/7.
extreme.
yes i am an extreme person.
because sometimes i can be alone, just cooped up at home for the entire month.
already, i feel like going away.
to be anywhere else but here.
just for information, in case anyone is interested.
i stopped looking for myself a long time ago.
i just failed to mention it that night, not that it would have changed anything.
now that i think about it,
i can hardly remember any truths that you guys said.
i will just go crazy again if i start searching for the real me.
what is the point.
i don't know myself.
ya right, i am just afraid of being myself.

i am like an ocean after a storm,
a facade of calmness and peacefulness on the surface,
yet if you look beneath me,
the next signs of storm is lurking around,
emotions swirling around,
waiting just for the right moment.

i see you walking step by step,
deeper and deeper into the waters.
i stand by helplessly,
torn apart,
not knowing to reach out for you,
or to follow you.
you never turn back once.

IMPOSSIBLE IS JUST A BIG WORD THROWN AROUND BY SMALL MEN
WHO FIND IT EASIER TO LIVE IN A WORLD THEY'VE BEEN GIVEN
THAN TO EXPLORE THE POWER THEY HAVE TO CHANGE IT
IMPOSSIBLE IS NOT A FACT
IT'S A OPINION
IMPOSSIBLE IS NOT A DECLARATION
IT'S A DRIVE
IMPOSSIBLE IS POTENTIAL
IMPOSSIBLE IS TEMPORARY
IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING

my clock is either going too fast or too slow, i can't control
i'm not restin enuf, not awake enuf, not sure enuf if i'm norm
this topsy turvy swing of energy has taken a toll,gently weakening my body
translate every single word in my mind that i wanna say into this little writting that spells opposite of wat i intended to express.
think i might as well rest
the night has only just begun but i'm already ahead of the mass

never felt at ease typing or writing my train of thoughts. words just dont seem to form as fast as when i think out loud to myself but i just wanna say i appreciate all thats happened in de past three wks. even appreciate the nerve getting moments, everything boils down to us being human. thanks for letting me into another side of you that i probably would never ever see. thanks for letting me tread on soft grounds.

jus dawned upon me how altruistic some people can be; so selfless, so sacrficial, utterly giving and not wanting anything back.
so consumed by that.
makes me want to re-live it.

Thoughts

sitting here staring blankly at the walls
a cocktail of thoughts run through my mind
the house feels incomplete now that everything has been reduced sixfold
kindred spirits i hope we all have become, in perpetuity
thinking of how much long we've stuck together brings a smile to my face
the true brilliance of life shows its form

shadows of thoughts and secrets were revealed
regardless of the many that we choose to let linger,
i do know that talking liberates many things, many of which will be of help
you will not be judged

tears of joy skip down my face
lucky i am, to have been part of this trip
may another cache of such time arrive soon
for feelings of anxiety consume my mind

the clock ticks, the sun sets, the air cools, and another day passes
all is, and will be well with time

may you have a good nights rest my friends, you deserve it

trying to fight my overwhelming tiredness.
trying to savour this moment,
because when the sun rises,
it is another day for all of us.
many many thanks, to kelvin, andreas and tian li.
for being so accomodating to 6 people, trying their best to attend to all our needs, yet at the same time trying to deal with their own.
thanks ain't good enough, but this is as good as i can get at 5 am in the morning.
tomorrow, all this becomes a part of memory.
what have been said have been said. a clean slate for some of us, a closure, a beginning.
cliche as it may sound, life goes on, people move on.
just a reminder,"Lest We Forget".

it has been a while since mi n my buddies r away from home...i'm sure we guys enjoyed the trip so far...even though it maybe tiring when travelling from one state to another...aniway we will be returning home veri soon...

man!!! sure it's better here wif the dudes.. seems right now..everything in place...appreciate aunty angela lots.. thank her for putting up wif our attitudes and our demands.. wat a great host.. the highlight of our days at brisbane!

happy and sad that this journey is about to end.

1 more year, 365 days, 52wks, 8760hrs, 525600mins, 31536000s to liberty........

hei guys if u have anything in mind that u want us to help u purchase here in Oz pls tell us asap yea... n pls blog to reply!!! thanks.. n haf fun!

hey wei guang and tharin!
greetings from australia!
hey tian li, see ya tomorrow.
to andreas and kelvin,
many thanks.

i'll b seeing u guys soon yea...before that its an long n tiring journey to endure

i can't sleep.
i am up for an heart to heart conversation.
but there is nobody around.
and so i am blogging about my loneliness again.
it is the nights, when the world is asleep,
that makes it harder to get by.
maybe that is why we sleep at night, not in the afternoons or mornings,
because it is the nights that are the most difficult to get by.
one by one, people retire into their other world,
leaving me here on the other side.
i get more afraid by the moment.
wishing that i could turn the hands of time.
tick tock, tick tock,
the clocks tick in this deadly silence.
seconds and mintues pass,
but everything is still and quiet.

The Da Vinci Code rocks!
even though i just started reading it.
radiates the good book kind of feeling.
that sometimes life is worth living,
because of this one good book.

yo the people down under ask u something ... can our normal plug use in sg fits into ya local plug?? or do i hafta buy a multiplug to charge my digital equiments?

bloody hell,
stop piling all of your assumptions on me,
stop trying to analyse me
stop trying to understand me,
stop trying to think that you know me.
i dun want to have arguments with you anymore,
because you don't get it,
you never listen,
and then you get offended by my brutal honesty,
and said that i hurt you.
yaya, always me, never you.
if i don't even know myself,
what makes you think that you know me.
you come here and start sprouting all these theories,
of how i am trying to fight against myself,
you know what whatever,
i had enough of you.
this is the last time,
i am letting you get to me.
i swear.



in the morning later.. forgot to add

theres supposed to be a meteor shower around 5:50(aus-time), abt 3:50(s'pore-time)
the moon is supposed to be red as well..
that is if anyone is interested

heard from andreas that the temp is slowly dropping in oz so guys u knoe wat to do yea

i'm abit tired.. think i might as well call this to an end

perpetual bliss doesnt exist

thats a real bad piece of "good" news to me man...kindda ruined my money making gimmick!!!..damn!

ahah! exchange rate is $1.20 for AUS$1 now.. damn low.. gd luck with the papers man.. i hope u guys do well

The sun no longer baring down on a naked soul.
i feel a little life seeping back into me.

1 down 4 to go man... hai~~

hahahah... can envision dreas wif a big cheeky glee when he saw rachel fang in sch ...hahhaha.. the head must b in constant turmoil now.. dun think to much dreas...later got more white hair then u knoe...thks 4 the effort man..seems that the xchange rate there doesn't work to my favour

hey guys..
i checked out the exchange rates.. the one here is 1.33.. as in u need S$1.33 for every AU$1..
as for the weather, now the weather is abt low to mid 10s in the morning n night, n high 10s in the afternoon..

this websites weather forecast is pretty accurate

for me, a sweater is enuf now... for the guys, if u dun have enuf warm clothes i can lend a jacket if any of u need..

i saw rachel fang in school today.. surprised man..

Are You the One?

NOOOO.. u stay home n look after ya doggy!

I WANNA GO TOO!!!!!!!!!!! :(

yo Oz dudes can u help mi check out the exchange rate for sing$ to aus$ in mel.... coz in sg the exchange rate here is Aus$1 = Sg$1.26...wanna knoe if there offers a better deal ... hehehe .. N by the way update me on the weather there man... essential for packing!!..n i'll c u soon!

After today,
i realised that somehow going to coffee places will not be nearly complete
without you guys.
encapsulated memories at starbucks, at coffee bean
just washes over me like a tidal of wave.
come to think of it,
almost every outing resulted in us landing up in some coffee house,
usually at holland village.
sometimes, i bare my soul to you guys,
feeling that i am ready to take the risk,
to tear down those barriers of walls,
with my barrage of questions,
or simply just plain cofessions,
to change that image you have of me inside,
for the better or for the worse.
sometimes, you guys might think that my questions are a joke,
and not take me seriously,
but look beyond the questions,
the laughter, the craziness,
and probe deeper,
you might just see this other side of me.

"if you are afraid of something, u have to go through it orelse you'll b forever afraid".. duno if it make sense... read at some famous quotes web site sometime ago.. forgotten whu said that

it's the beginning of the end

yay my exams are finally over.
time to get some informal education

Two more weeks to finals two more weeks to finals....yay!!! im going home soon and i cant wait. Finals are going to blow my balls though cos i dont even think i could get a full day of revision for each of my 5 finals just because i got projects and hw all the way until the friday before finals....thought bout throwin the semester away and just not going to the final exams but i guess doing badly is better than not doing at all. anyway...rock on people

i have 5 assignments due in the first 2 weeks of may, and another 3 on their way, which makes 8.. life really does suck to the max
i hardly have enough sleep man.. 5 hrs a day

the ocean is full of fish shit and what have u, and it is salty
shit is salty

all kinds of shit stinks.

it's hard to bid goodbye
letting the word slip thru ya teeth it's like tellin a lie
gracefully surrender wats not urs
the matter of the heart is like the mood of the sky
can b calm at moments but rainy at time
lighting n thunder storm would rage
this page of my life doesn't feature u in it
it's better off if we 2 don't meet
don't hint,don't wish 4 something like this to persist
no point trying to bang a nail thru the surface of the cliff
it won't touch mi, i hope it does
so i can feel the way u want mi to feel instead of making a fuss
this trust has corrode and rust
it no longer last
save myself the apology, let this end wif the dust


cat shit stinks

Tharin

cat shit stinks

Friendships are so dificult to maintain at times.
sometimes i take the easier way out,
and just let it go.

I am in a talking mood.
but there is nobody to talk to.
i feel so unfinished and unsatisfied.

Love is an integral part of our lives.
why can't i just be satisfied.

i am forever comparing myself against others,
trying to be on par, trying to be equal,
maybe even trying to be them,
to be different.

i expect things out of others,
yet i don't want them to have any expectations out of me.
double standards.

this doesn't make sense,
but they are just a few random thoughts of mine.


one more paper and i will be done for this semester!
call me a freak or nerd or whatever,
but i am quite sad that i won't be studying for the next three and a half months.
i know i am going to miss it.

im happy.
*beams*

All that is Gold does not Glitter

one minute i am feeling just alright,
and the next second,
i am pissing mad.

theres nothing wrong with being emotional but sometimes it hurts having too much feelings. letting ur heart rule over your head.
not thinking rationally, jus allowing ur emotions to dictate.
you flow with feelings but are stuck in a mind ditch.
you dont think, you just feel.
i THINK im like that. but see, i jus used my head to think that i feel more than i think.

It's yet to be determind,
But the air is thick,
And my hope is feeling warm, I'm missing home,
And i'm glad your not a part of this,
Theres parts of me that will be missed,
And the phone is always dead to me,
So i can't tell you the temperature is dropping and it feels like,
It's colder then it oughta be in March,
And i still got a day or two ahead of me,
Till I'll be heading home into your arms again,
And the people here are asking after you,
It doesn't make it easier,
It doesn't make it easier to be away,
And i'd like to hop a plane and see you in the morning,
When the day is fresh i'm coming home again,
Coming home again,
Coming home again,
When the day is fresh i'm coming home again,

It's warmer where your waiting,
It feels more like July,
Theres pillows in napcases,
And one of them is mine,
You wrote the words "I love you" and sprayed it with perfume,
It's better then the fire is to heat this lonely room,
It's colder where your waiting it feels more like July,
It feels more like July.


enough of this overseas shit....i just wanna go home and be where i feel comfortable again. where people i love and care about are always around. no cares in the world besides the trivial ongoings of everyday life...

Rhino

as the clock counts down...the end is near...tmr shall be the day n the day i know the truth...whether or not hope it's all gonna be alrite...coz i realli wana join my buddies along to go to the trip....please please...guys hope i dun disappoint u all....

Come as you are, as you were,
As I want you to be
As a friend, as a friend, as an old enemy.
Take your time, hurry up
The choice is yours, don't be late.
Take a rest, as a friend, as an old memoria

Nirvana

The end is near.
i can hardly wait.

wassup wif homesick boi??... suddenly gettin all emtional n mushy... hahhaha..mayb the hrs n hrs of loneliness finally crack him man.. poor dude =)

MIND MY LANGUAGE

maybe the word ought to be jus pure disappointment, but maybe im jus disillusioned.

wonder how some ppl can be so utterly clueless abt how they're hurting another. not sayin anything, not doing anything; how much i want you to make ur presence felt.

yet another's presence can be so pressurizing, so stifling. so difficult to breathe, i dun wanna get choked.

i dont want to care so much yet i cant help myself

Not Free!

Hey guys, this following entry is not directed at anyone of you,
but i just need to blog, to purge myself of this intense moment of irritation,
and i can't do it on my own blog, because i just can't.
Fuck you.

Impressing someone is really difficult i think.
cause you have absolutely no idea what makes the other person tick.
just be yourself.
all i can say is, if they like you they do, if they don't they don't.
No point trying to be someone that you are not.

sianzzz...ming tian lab test..haiiii... ping shi bu shao xiang, ling shi bao fuo jiao!!!...hahhaha.. so true!!!

no specific genre or division i wanna impress...thats the challenge...u don't knoe how they think

hey guys....pretty bad day 4 mi i guess :-(....morning b4 leaving 4 sch...got stung by a bee...the pain ah...u wun wana haf a taste of it...but went to the pharmacy to get some cream so applied n felt better...if still hurt, guess goto c the doc...then my visa 4 aus wasnt approved...wahh...i was anxious man...but went down to the agency and settle...will know in 3 days...*crossed my fingers* hope APPROVE!!!! then at nite...had some oranges...but accidently swallow a seed...wahh...scared i choke ah....but luckily din...haiz...hope tmr i wake up will be a better day....take care pple~

ask u guys a simple question..if u can tryna answer... wat is the best way to impress someone??

I hate it when people keep harping on things,
when they don't move on,
when it is always about me
but never about you.

okok at long last ive gotten this blogger thing..so exciting, its my first blog entry! i dun have a blog cuz i cant be bothered to type out all the things that run thru my head and besides, when i do want to pen it all down, they seem to jus disappear so i might as well jus leave it where its nicely nestled; in my head.

xiao

guilty nightingale, breathe flesh to this peaceful sleep
sitting where u r, humming tunes that you long to sing
joy comes from deep within, the silver beak tells tales as it speaks
at the surface there's a diff sound, it's not the sweetest neither it's foul
at ya peak, u command the crowd like e weather to it's child
as loud as it sounds, u steal the show in the lights out
as the moon give way to the sun, u exhaust n fall into deep sleep
guilty nightingale, the decease.

hei guys i got something interestin to share wif ya all.. i came upon this web site which helps ya determine wat kinda gal or guy u'll like or attract to...n after doing a short QnA session to my surprise its quite chun man...hahahah.. if free go try out it's kinda fun!!! click here

The problem with friends leaving
is that you learn to work your way around,
and do without them.

Whether big or small
Life is so full of choices,
yet at the same time those choices are also shrinking all the time.
A contradiction?
I thought so too.
But let me explain,
There are baskets of opinions for us to choose from everyday, think about it.
When we wake up in the morning, well we choose if we want to drag ourselves down to school
When we feel hungry, we choose where we want to eat, what we want to eat, who we want to have
lunch or dinner with.
All these subconscious choices that we make day in and day out,
it is almost uncountable.
We make tons of choices everyday, who knows, maybe every hour even.
Yet, from another point of view, choices seem to be out of sight or rather restricted by
the so called invisble barriers.
Like i can only do a major from the arts fac, but not the business fac.
Like these are the only jobs that i can do in future.
Like i cannot act like this because societal norms dictate that i can't.
So you see, this is what i mean.

bachelor club is still da same lor... can i apply for lifelong membership with gold card and special privileges?? i wonder who will get married first.. lets place bets... i put my money on mr t.tan

Wait ah... Eleven people.. hmmm we never had a full house before also
Cq, Mj, Andreas, Ben, Wg, Me(Kelvin Tan), Tharin, Tian Li, Xiao, Evelyn, Jen

ahah! what about daryl chooi? or is he not counted cuz he din stick his ass in spore long enough.. anyways tmr is the last day of school b4 the easter break and im shit bored with heaps of nonsense work to do. Cheer up wg.. i also failed my driving until jia lat lat..

took my driving test today... Commited grave mistakes on 3 occasions; and of these 3, i had options... To do it or not to do it... Apparently i did commit those mistakes but y? I attribute them to the lack of confidence... Confidence wld haf kindly pull mi up the shore rather den to desert mi in the sea; enlighten mi wif the benefit of the doubt... Didnt actually comprehend wat the word means till tis date... Had took it for granted n now the retribution...Now tt the lesson has been taught, let the words spread n duplicate...
For winners, losing inspires them. For losers, losing defeats them.

the eleven people r those u feel close to ya heart.. thus i'll leave that to ya own selection yeah

well... for those of you who cant accept the invitation.. its cuz of hotmail.. ask mj to send it to your other e-mail aliases or yahoo or smthing.. at last man.. anyways nice work mj.. couldnt have done it better myself!! sweet

is the bachelor club expanding or reducing in numbers...now that mi n tharin r gone 4 good!!!

no profound quotes non any literature works. juz a simple mail sent in recognition of an unsung hero....
................. he went all out to aid 4 severly injured casualties at yesterday's rugby match. The 1st had a laceration 3 inches long, half an inch into the skull. The other had an inch long laceration on the eye-lid. The remaining 2 had a dislocated shoulder n a fractured finger respectively. This young man- composed, n calm- reacted professionally n readily to the predicament, and in doing so thwarted a crimson mess............
Well, this young man happens to be mi.... haha....... But look, no slight air of arrogance displayed. Juz wanna share a rewarding moment of mine to u. Perhaps, its bout time to show some appreciations to the unsung hero of the military forces.
ps:i drafted the mail if u do realised cos the actual mail was send to my medical officer n he relayed it to mi....
take care everyone........

lobo is a fren from down under... not ya typical air to air fren...indeed lobo is somehow like yaoming to us juz that his real name is tian li yeah... hope from this clues i've given u, u can guess whose lobo yeah!!!...anyway wasup wif the 2 baby policy???

i just thought of something.
If i can change something in our singapore history, it will be Lee Kuan Yew's
"Stop at two" baby policy.

yes i finally finally managed to get this thingy working.
I was like thinking of something intellectual to write, but sadly,
no inspiration.
Must be all that psychology shit and singapore history that i have been studying.
Staying at home, with only four walls to stare at does that to you.
jen

"silence is easy, it just becomes me"

test is juz 15 mins away... my mind is juz as clear n tranquil as the morning sky... no fear no hesitation... feels like i'm on a mission... there won't b a successful victory in this battle ..i'll definitely lose... it's my time... time 2 face my sentence... Hai~~ i'm about to fail!!

juz wanna check whether it works tis time. if it does den im in, if not try again next time.......
............wk......................

keep up e good job mate... i like the phrase.. do u get it by the way mate???... can always genius(me) over here...anyway tharin u'll be missed i'm sure.... without u is like having ghost festival without the ghost man...aiiiii~.. do wish u can b wif us but sadly u r still too young 2 travel alone..mayb next time yeah!!! ..hope the rest will blog too..kinda fun

hello eblebody....i hate exams....hate hate hate....i post already hoh! don say don have hoh! anyway hope you all enjoy yourself in australia....sorry i cant go wit you guys although i would love to *sob* talk to yall soon!

Tharin

"the only time success comes before work is in a dictionary"
saw someone say this on tv, havent been able to use it or apply it yet till now..
haha..

testing.. testing 1 2 3

hey guys...i've notice that some of ya haf prob logging into the blog or juz accepting the invitation that i posted out awhile ago....basically i duno wats the prob... but i realised that there's a way 2 beat it...u guy juz hafta b online when i post the inviatation to ya email n 7/10 of the time it works.... but pls juz sign up an account first yeah... like dat u'll make things easier yeah... hope to c all of ya blog soon...it's kinda quiet...peaceful...silent...dull at the moment hope things will change!!!! juz msg mi when u online thru the msn !!!!... cya~

Yo bro, great man!! Creating tis blog allows us to keep in touch wif our frens~ especially those who r overseas...

*cq*

i'm mj.i'm knotty!

Great idea mingjun! who da man...YODA man!


Tharin

welcome.... all my friends
one point or another u haf crossed my path
changing mi inevitably into someone today
u will continue 2 influence mi
from the simplest things in life to something bigger than the size of ya heart
i appreciate all of ya
each n everyone
u contribute to my growth from a young adult to a much older one
now is my bid to hold us togther
even though we r apart
u guys r juz as close as my heart...
after reading this...
hope u guys will write...
orelse u'll b wasting my effort man!!!
=P


*mj*

i was merely instructed to try writing something inside the blog and i obliged as accordingly without fail; not even with slight hesitation......

*wk*